Wednesday, September 23
Was my excessive desire for that child only the first evidence of an inherent singularity?
1:23 PM
Thursday, March 19
For a moment there i thought i was going to be happy again
11:35 AM
Monday, November 24
7:49 AM
Tuesday, October 28
3:50 PM
Saturday, September 27
WHY AM I SO FAT?????????????
6:04 AM
Sunday, September 21
Ah it's 4.16am. .. i seriously can't sleep, i've been thinking about you all night long. Where are you? How have you been?
1:16 PM
Thursday, August 14
WTFUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
2:42 AM
Saturday, July 26 So what if i did? You already have her, i'm nothing to you.goodbye, to you. 1. Have you ever called a person useless? Idk, good i guess? Like i def do not have a lame sense of humor + many tell me i'm funny (idk if theyre being sarcastic or anythin), and sometimes only certain people can relate to that...
Uh no, but like maybe indirectly?
2. What object in your room is really important to you?
GC posters + articles etc etc
3. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
I guess so, but i can't control my tears for nuts, gross lol
4. Do you smile alot?
Yes and no, it actually depends....
5. Would you kiss an ugly person for $10,000?
Yes, but def not my first kiss
6. Where were you today?
Homezzz imma lozer
7. What kind of sense of humor do you have?
8. Do you usually tell people when they hurt your feelings?
No
9. Do your initials spell out a word?
no
10. When is the last time you talked to an ex?
less than a month ago
11. If you had to delete one person off your top friends list, who would it be?
wouldnt put it here
12. What's your favorite kind of cereal?
CINNAMON LIFE , LUCKY CHARMS , CAPTAIN OATS
13. Is there someone you know you should hate, but you can't?
kinda
14. If you find out your bestfriend was pregnant how would you react?
shocked + worried + excited, haha
15. Is your shirt new?
no
16. Where is the last place you went out to eat?
hmm no
18. Do you live near your ex?
no
19. If you could have anything right now, what would it be?
j
20. Has your house ever been TPd?
wtf is TPd anyway
21. Did you sing in the shower today?
no
22. Who was the last person you went shopping with?
i usually online shop/get my dad to buy shit for me for la :) fucking h8 shopping
23. Where is the last place you went shopping?
sephora-online, tht is
24. Do you have the same name as one of your relatives?
no
25. What kind of car does your sibling drive?
not even 21 yet
26. What kind of car do you drive?
i dont hv a driving license yet but i fucking wanna drive : ( like some awesome topnotch car,
27. Do you know your fathers birthday?
Yes
28. What do you look for in a boyfriend/girlfriend?
genuine, naturally honest, humble, down-to-earth, smart, loving, caring
29. How old will you be in 8 months?
15
30. Do you prefer a call or a text?
depends who its from or whether the time is convenient....
31. Did you enjoy your last kiss?
never kissed before
32. Are you happy right now?
fuck no
33. Do your parents drink coffee every morning?
yehhh caffeine addicted yuppies
34. One song that's meaningful to you?
time after time-good charlotte
35. Do you think you could commit a crime and get away with it?
yehhhh as long as it isnt a rlly major kinda crime.
36. Do you prefer an ocean or a pool?
cant swim to save my own life
37. Is there currently a movie showing that you want to see?
yes!!!!! omfg i still hvnt caught the dark knight
38. Do you like your high school?
fuck no . but tht doesnt mean i h8 ALL the people there, they're pretty awesome peeps hr too
39. Does a kiss make you feel better?
wtf gross. i wouldnt know anyway,
40. What is or was your favorite subject in school?
scienceeee
10:14 AM
Thursday, July 24
7:07 PM
Wednesday, June 18
Hi, i'm already in love with you <3
4:26 AM
Thursday, June 12
9:12 AM
Saturday, June 7
How can i miss you when i never had you, you were never mine...
)':
12:57 PM
I find it so amusing when friends tell me that they'll always be there for me and shit... when they, in actuality, won't. It's just something that comes out automatically outta your mouth all the time, eh? Even though i'm seemingly happy-go-lucky or wtvblablabla, i take things very seriously [laugh for all i fucking care]. If you're not gonna mean what you wanna say, then don't say anything at all. Seriously... what's the point then? You're just making yourself seem like a typical hypocrite who just wants to be seen as a concerned friend of mine, when you're just... not. Why should i bother to call you up or message you if something rather important or suchas happens to me?! LIKE YOU FUCKING CARE!? Honestly.... i think i'm better off on my own :/ I feel used... hmm i was vulnerable from the start anyway, what a dumb bitch i am...
12:46 PM
Sunday, April 27
OK i bet no one reads this anymore. I don't wanna post in my other journal, cuz i just needed a so called private ground to rant on for now. I feel so fucking down now, all i need is someone who would take me to Los Angeles to find you. But you already have a family. I should fucking stop living in denial all the time. I am so UGLY, SHORT, FAT, STUPID, AND IM BALDING AND STUPID AND UGLY AND UGLY AND UGLYYYY. I should just die. Seriously. I wish i could just tell all of you to just fuck off, cuz all the fucking words coming out of your mouths are just so fucking annoying and hurtful. Whatever. I fucking hate everyone now.
3:19 AM
Sunday, June 3
As you can see from my tagboard on the left side of this webpage, i'm like soo fucking hated & insulted dude. [Esp by people from this stinkass school] But, who the fuck cares?!! You guys are so stupid man. Go straight up to my fucking moley ugly failure bung cb face and tell me all those shit ass comments, maybe we can start a fight too, ey? Goddammit man, I'm not a damn BUTCH who binds alright!? Btw i know exactly who hates me in this school and whoever says whatever bout me. I'm too occupied with my life to care bout you haters, really. I'm just soooo defensive, am I?
Tyvm bee-yotchessss
___
I'm done here.
7:46 AM
Saturday, April 21
I'll be using my LiveJournal mainly from now onwards... till, i decide the other way round.
9:49 PM
Thursday, April 19 I'm turning loose, footloose. Kick off my sunday shoes. Please, louise, pull me up from my knees.
It's 3 in the morning & i've to wake up in 2& a half hours' time for freaking school. I fell asleep right after i came back, and now my body clock's screwed. Oh well, i had a good dream anyway. Weird, but i felt good kicking & punching that bitch [: Zephlyn's coming over my place this afternoon to bake brownies, for the fucknut bazzare shit. I think it's so dumb, butttt it's for a good cause, so yea.. whatever. Mid term papers are like in 2 weeks time or sth, anddd typically, i didn't study. HELLO LATE STUDY NIGHTS ): L.A this June, i've missed staying over at bubu's house [: Okay speaking of houses, i'm so fucking jealous of alonso's house, grrrrr.
3:20 AM
Saturday, April 14 I remember summer nights alone. Fireflies the only thing we own. All we ever dream of is California.
B's not answering my calls!! ) : I think Mainstream sucks ass. No one knew bout Kill hannah, "Situations", Anne rice, Paperchase, Krispy kremes, sex bands or whatever shit before k, or AT LEAST they weren't as popular. I fucking hate it. It's like, your being fucking original, and unknown, and the next thing you know is someone searches the net for the same thing and copies you. Despos, i say. Oh well, what can be done, right? Bloody low life losers. Yea, and people copy the stuff you buy, and the way you dress, the jokes you tell. It's like, you can switch off yourself & that other person can replace you, yknow? Okay forget it..
Anyway, jumps sucked ass today, forgot to bring my number tag, but my mom came down the stadium to pass it to me last minute. Bitch! she talked to coachh. A very fattening meal at macs after that wit clare, hah. Went home to rest, and change for tuition. I think i've been slacking too much behind ): Met people at town after that. Merl was somehow, wit delores, sofea, angela & rahmuna. So damn weird. Anyway, maestro sucks, the food took so long we ran outt!!! But we left money fro the drinks there ;) & Wrote a really "mean" note, lol. Kayy, ate at mos instead wit sofea, rah & delores. We were bored so we took the train back & bounce back? Hahah. Went to 7Eleven to get food, and i stole the shopping basket (: Heh. Went home, & i was bloody hell burnt by a cigarette in the face?! I swear i was THISSSS furious, bloody faggot bulimic ass. Ugh. Hmm, i'll try to wake up early sunday morning, i wanna catch those morning cartoons! Oooh, i'm listening to the tracks of the new gc album ;D
1:50 AM
& I'm so glad i got my baby back.
I'm bloggin cuz i'm bored ): I've one last event for national juniors tmrw morning, wish me luck. My schedule's been so packed lately, i swear i'm FUCKING STRESSED UP. I mean, today i was free, so i went out till like 11+ & now, i've freaking stuff going on from 8 in the morning okay!! Like, never ending shit. Throw in friendship probelms & trust issues, that makes a really depressed person. I hope i don't get into any trouble wit the school, already gotten myself into enough i hope not. Eunice, sorry for like being so mean to you. I guess i shall try to be nicer to you, just please stop being so irritating too. & Call me if you see this, cuz i know your phone's confiscated. I'm worried for you, i'm sorry you skipped bowling & ponned two periods of school just for me. Heh. Yea okay i'm like damn sleepy now k, you don't know how sleepy iam. Don't you just pity me, and my hair ): I FEEL SO FUCKED UP NOW )': I miss you babe, haven't seen you for a frikkin month.
12:01 AM
Tuesday, April 10 It's just a habit, when i reach into my packet, for the last cigarette. & Then the day breaks, and my hand shakes.
Thank you Michelle & Karen for cheering me up. Yay michelle for vanilla apple crumble & karen for the many sweets and push pop. You guys are really great friends, i'm glad for that [: School was boring, sleepy, mundane, like crazy. A fellow councillor irritated the fuck outta me today, she doesn't even deserve to be one, and i'm not being leniant but it's so obvious. Oh! Cheer up Zephlyn ! :) school ended, i went to cut my hair with karen. It's so short & spiky now, fuck ): i Hate it. We watched Meet The Robinsons, cuz we had nothing better to do in town. Cabbed home together. No homework, so happy. Someone intro me to new songs plz, music scene's kinda deadd wit the same old boring songs. Okay, maybe not o.0 I need a vacation soon,
Could you at least reply my fucking message?! If you don't want me, just hit a simple N-O & send. Don't make me wait.
You don't know how many nights i've slashed & cried for you.
9:23 PM
Sunday, April 8 There goes my Valentine again; soaked in Red for what she said. And now she's gone! Oh my god. Have i done it again? There's a pulse &it's deafening! I swear i screwed up my 100m like crazy, i thought it was compulsory to use blocks. So yeah, since i didn't train for short dist, i copied the girl next to mine's markings!! This is how stupid iam. Met zephlyn after that. She came over, while i showered&changed. We left for town, walked around, pretty boring actually. Forogt what else we did. Bought stuff wit my 10 dollar muji Voucher, we didn't know what to get, plus we got in the wrong end of the queue !! Wanted to do my hair, but the salon was closed. So we ate dinner at fish & co, we wasted the whole jug of sharkie freeze, hahah. Today is... Easter Sunday :) Frankfurters for brunch, met fay in the heavy rain to return her jersey and track suit. I've completed only like 1/5 of my homework so far, hahah. Got a new cereal dispenser, it's really cool. Random, random. Lol i think i'm a boring person. Egg crates! Krispy Kreme's Easter Season! :) Pop Rocks in an easter Chocolate Egg, how coolioz. Okay, i don't know why when i press enter, two spacings come out instead of one, sucker! Hmm, school tmrw's gonna suck ass. Gonna eat my ramen now, yay bye!
8:37 PM
Thursday, April 5
Hullo. I think i'm such a pig, i sleep once i get home and i wake up when everyone's already offline ): Yesterday was boringzz, our new science teacher's so.. no comment. Clare gave me Oreo O's for class, yay thank you! Zephlyn has bangs now, "BARBIE DOLLLL!" Hahah, goshh. School ends, lunch at kfc, saw Carmen the Dinosaurrr in her dumb white jacket again, lol. Cabbed home with fm, muffin & nutz. OHH there's no school today cuz it's good friday! (: Nut wants me to go over her place, -_- there's stupid nationals for 100m this sat, i'm friggin pissed cuz i'm don't even train for short dist and he put me in! Anyway, supporters are welcome, hehe ^^ Yucks, next saturday i've long jump too ): & My krispy kremes tee needs softening, oh man ): Kayy, peeccchuress.
Alphabet soup ! :D
My current addiction (:
Baby, i want you back. I wanna rewrite this story cuz it hasn't ended yet.
2:18 AM
Sunday, April 1 And i'm making a change, i'm living the day. I'm giving back what you gave me, i don't need anything.
Yesterday, i had cmc training in school from 9-12, fucking waste of time. Went to chue's house after that, for spongebob movie (& the sound system couldn't even work, hahah), instant noodles & plenty of other stuff. Cabbed home to nap and i almost overslept, then cabbed to raffles place for tuition. I was super happy cuz i made the most improvement for that day, yayyyy ;D Met fatmaid, merl & eunice at raffles city after tuition, then we walked to raffles hotel or sth, cuz eunice's relatives booked a room there. Then eunice & i went to my house, i changed, and we went over to karen's house! There were many people there, karoking like crazy! Lol, michelle karen eunice & i left for holland essential's for dinner/supper. Cabbed back to her place, and played Dare or Double Dare, and I Never. We drank baileys for those games! Kimchua came over later, and all of us played Suck and Blow, and in the beginning i kept kissing kim cuz i kept dropping the card and i kept blowing the card to her face! And karen's kisses were wet! We played it till 3.30am, watched tv, and attempted to sleep, but failed to. So we ordered macs breakfast, but when it came, only karen was awake. We woke up at around 10 and we kept sleeping back. Cheese + hotdogs + chips and disney channel (: They walked me back to my home while they hailed for a cab outside. I frikkin slept from 1 sth in the afternoon to 8 in the night kay!!
MICHELLE AND I ARE SOOO DEPSERATE FOR TICKETS TO THE GC CONCERT!!!!!!!!!!! ;D
12th of July 2005 <3
6:58 AM
Wednesday, March 28 She touched my oooh, i touched her ahhh. It was the craziest thing.
Yo! Dinner at the ritz carlton last night was okay, wasn't really in the mood to eat. Geran got an audrey hepburn poster, ass ! I have fucking car sickness okay, i puke when i reach school ): Hmm anw today was suck ass, some fucker ruined my day during math. We played musical chairs with 2J during PC, it was a draw in the end, hah. Did finish my art after school with bestie, then we went to eat lunch and hang out with the big dinosaur (lololol), germaine & lynn. We slacked at the train station, then bestie&i went to holland's coffee bean to do our hw, and she came over for dinner. Oh & Mousey i miss you too! ): Sorry eunice, michelle & karen, and err, kim, that i couldn't meet you guys today. Dumb ass eunice ! Getting roll ups for some ppl tmrw (: Peichen's getting me bbq chips (: OH, &I LOVE RONNIE RADKE, bye!
11:50 PM
Sunday, March 25
This is so dumb ! All blogger sites wit dashes in the front or back of their url can't be acessed, therefore i had t change mine -_- Anyway, i have a new journal too, straight_boys. All of you add me up thz [: & to that fhgk dude, who are you to tell me this shit? How would you even know if i cut my wrists, eh? Your not scene plxthz bye & thank you, loser.
4:51 AM
Wednesday, March 21 Hmm hello, i guess my life's pretty back up now. As in, back to normal. After a very teary break down, it wasn't so bad. I pretty much catched up on school work & all. I just ran for my 80m today, and surprisingly i got first :D I'm lazy to go for the 200m tmrw, hehe. I just came back wit merl &amp;rae from mos burgers'. I'm super sleepy o.0 Yawns-
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Oh, & uhh, to that act-emo bitch, could you just like fuck off? Yeah man, your fucking pretty you have to call me ugly, thanks ;D Wow, your so emo you don't go to gigs or drink at all, wowwww. Hmm i even wonder how people can face others in school after calling themselves emo when they're so fucking black & fakeeee. Anw, i don't wish to bother anymore, bye ! * It's not called stereotyping, fat ass -_- *
To someone; Please stop judging people by their cover, cuz it does no good. You say Lorraine has a fake Guess wallet huh? Well she's rich & she owns branded stuff, like juicy couture, and D&G, she travels all around to get 'em, unlike you. So who's wallet is more likely to be fake, huh? And, you claim yourself to be emo, huh? Hmm let's see, first look i'll think your just some other autistic nerd, like srsly. Gosh, stop with the "act-emo" thing already, how many times have i mentioned i'm not emo?! I'm fucking scene, and indie. HAHAHA losers scratching ur heads, you guys dn't know what scene is :P Anyway, you "emo" don't even go to gigs okay, and no "emo" friends? I have them from sas & other international schools. Your like so dumb to think your emo, i mean, it's so much more than the bands you know. And what makes you think i don't know the band "Bullet for my valentine"? It's soo mainstream now, everyone knows -_- And like so what if the shirt i lent rae is ugly? It's from Hot Topic, mind you, from San Francisco. K maybe you don't even know the store :P Puh-lease, i bet you don't even know MIS, dimmu borgir, sjouxsie & the banshees, deadstar assembly and those other bands ( i dont want others to know so i won't list them out here, losers) Okay i've said enough for the losers. Scatter off your emo life of living in a stupid lie, stupid childish "emos" -_- God, you guys really do need to grow up man, like smarten up abit or sth? Hah.
12:06 AM
Monday, March 19 She fell like a meteor, onto our planet. She says, "Your world, it brings me down."
BOO!! I'm sick! ): With high fever, and bad cough ! It's already Monday today, and i've been having this since last thursday okay !! Like, almost a whole week!!! But the good thing is, i didn't get to see ugly sim today {bleurghhhh}, that's good that's good ! I've got a mc for tomorrow too, but i wanna go, cuz i'll be seeing baby after school. Sigh. After taking all the complicating pills, i'll always feel drowsy & i'll wind up idling my time away infront of the tv or in bed, tsk ! I just found out my common test results, and gosh, i should really brush up )': Anyway i just thought over some stuff that's happened recently or not so recently in my life, and i'm freaking annoyed, i feel like bashing that bitch/ dick up!!!!! Lol k i shall cool down.. Hmm i'm craving for tao kae noi! :)
2:27 AM
Friday, March 16 Flesh and bone by the tellephone, lift up the receiver, i'll make you a believer.
Hey lovelies ! Today was boring, was supposed to collect camera film with fm but... i was feeling extra sleepy today. So i watched the oc season 2 for the 3rd/ 4th time again?! I'm gonna die tmrw, 5 hours of godknowswhat leadership fuck workshops in school? Mannnnnnnn!!! Zephlyn & i were on the phone and we decided not to go, but then i called her back & decided we should go. See how FICKLE MINDED iam?? Haha, we're going for only one out of two sessions anyway. Oh yeah ! I went out with baby yesterday, for the first time after camp -_- Yeah anyway she was all sexy as usual, she didn't wanna let me see her scar! ): She had to leave early, again. Charmaine & merl came over to muh cribz, stupid delores peck was supposed to come but she ran awayy! grrrr. Yeaps, and now i'm fucking dying cuz my thing came not too long ago & it's fucking gross ! I'm kinda cheered up cuz on the bright side, i'm gonna take a cab to sch as usual, and woootz, pizza for breakfast !! :) Hmm k i'm lame but yea, i'm bored & march hols are gonna end realllll soon GRRRRR!!
12:42 AM
Monday, March 12 And i pray to be your only one, i pray to be your only hope. Cuz i know that your the one. Hmm what can i say, camp sucked ass. The dorms were, self-explanatory. Think toilets with yellow water flowing outta the tap, no flushing system, (& there wasn't even a sink mind you), beds with holes and beggar shets, paint peeling off the walls, sandy floor, omfg i even wonder how i survived for the first two nights. The last night, we had to camp outdoors, and it wasn't even a tent, it was just like a sheet below and above us -_- The canteen was gross, food with flies all around, water with floating dead ants, cats walking around. First day, water activities, balancing on a shaky plank and a log bridge, ecetra. Second day, a fucking long trek to a waterfall, tyre wall, swinging over a mud pool like tarzan. Third day, built a raft, tested it out on water & one of the jerry cans had a hole in it, cooked outdoors, campfire. Fourth day, seafood lunch at kelong, and back to here. Not forgetting, getting pushed by some fm in tiong & getting my right knee scarred for life. Nevermind that, jeslyn's knees were worse, lol. And i slapped the antisetic wipe on her wrong knee, HAHAH! Plus getting black like some indian, and my first pimples popping out, i swear i'm never going for next year's. Iam so not camp sick, so please stfu with your fucking cheers pls thz. The misfits' sew-on patch from Hot Topic! :D A big packet of cheddar cheese ruffles, 6 strawberry&yogurt alpen bars, 3 cans of campbells' alphabet soup, 2 cadbury chocolate bars, 3 packets of macs chilli sauce (for god knows what, lol) and foldable fork & spoon! EVELEEN! nut_akrox lubs ah sng. HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!She's super patient and nice ;) And not to forget, cute too! Her name's Je'taime ('i love you' in french)! I still remember the first day. I was like " I WANT BUNG!" hahaha. My dear krispy kremes waiting for me at home (:
10:17 PM
Saturday, March 3
Common test sucks! Not surprisingly, i failed chinese again. I went to make my passport and id card recently, i lost them both! Fuck, i thought if i couldn't make my passport in time, i won't be able to go for EFL which is :DDD news to me, but arghhhhh, my mom just collected it today. Shit i don't wanna trek in a fucking jungle with muddy and wet shoes and camp in a leech-infested tent, ew?? Okay in other news, i just arrived home, and i'm in my boxers and shirt now! I'm super madd at althea, we're supposed to go see fall out boy play, and she was sleeping like a pig! ): Door tix aren't that cheap anyway, so whatevs, i can always go see fob play in any other place (: I was supposed to meet bronte too, omg ): Anyway, i'm supposed to go to the max pavillion now to pick up my sis but heck, i'm alr home and she's got alonso (heh) and i don't wanna see anybody i know too :D Erm so like i went for tuition at raffles place again. Then i went home to change, and took a bus to town. Met baby at wheelock, she was eating like a piggg with elaine & amanda, so i went to heeren to meet merl & char first. Okay so charmaine wanted to ddr at cine (ewwwww), so merl & i played photohunt and house of dead. I can't stand cine. Baby came after so long, and straightaway they all wanted to leave already ): Wth. Took the wrong bus, and ended up at esplanade instead of holland! Popped & walked around like an idiot. Cabbed to 7-eleven to buy, a big packet of chips, slurpy, a magazine, beer, chocs and alot more crapp. WaLked home and here iam! Shit my mom washed baby's sweater, and i just took it outta the dryer! Oh mannn, no more ferragamo scent ): Gotta shower now,
4:33 AM
Sunday, February 25
Friday was, SCARLET'S BDAE! Happy b'dae sweets (: And also, funsplash. Bleurgh. Swimming pools, wet benches, the smell of sunscreen and the fucking ambience, argh, so not my kinda thing. Was feeling irritated, so i left early :DDD So like, not really. I had to go for frikkin dental, waited two fucking long dreadful hours & finally got into the room. Went to wheelock after that to meet shanna & nut, the first people to see my braces! HAHA! Nut left, fm came. Then Baby cameeeee. Omg the whole of orachard road was totally blocked by some stupid parade!! Slacked at BK, i'm sorry baby if i wasted your time coming down but you've got your ipod & the note marked by me (: Hehe! Then fm, sha & me waited ONE HOUR for a cab, and finally a cab came. the driver was RETARDED! HIGH ON DRUGS! Singing from the top of his lungs okay. Could almost die! HAHAH!
Today, saturday, went for tuition at raffles place. Okay, i'm a new student there! THERE'S THIS DAMN CUTE GUY WHICH LOOKS EXACTLYYYY LIKE SHANNA LONG MEIXIN! I SWEAR MY GUTS OFF! HAHAHA! & He has a stupid dao face too! After tuition went over to grandma's place, stayed till 1am + and cabbed home. I'm bored now. I miss late alcoholic nights, playground love, & nutella ice cream. Well, hello late nights of mugging. Rahhh? So supposedly it's officially sunday now since it's 2 sth am. K whatever man. I'm so freaking bored, i'm not very commited in my stuies, yknow. Well at least i still manage to score A's! (: I think i'm gonna slack off my grades this year ): Okay sad sadddd ranting + one more random thing: re-united with my p4 primary sch mate on friendster. Thank God for Friendster (tho you suck, haha)
2:44 AM
Monday, February 19
Fatmaid & Shannaneh are @ my crib right now (: They're gonna stay over! We're camwhoring with Photobooth. And we ate dinner just now. A shoutout to Scarlet: HI SWEETS! Hehe. Don't be sad anymore ok? Everything's settled now! (: K I'm so bored. And Lorraine just came back from Indo today. Rahhh, i miss you ): Love you lotzxzx. I'm a vegetarian now :D Fuck, i'm having cravings for yummy steak and deelicious chicken wings now ): School's starting soon, shit. But only three sch days to a weekend!!! (:
7:33 AM
Wednesday, February 14
HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY !
thanks for your gifts everyone, i'm gonna be so high on sugar & sweet notes (: I had a fucking blocked nose the whole day, pity me people ! So like after school, met Baby and we exchanged gifts ! Thanks for the many many cupcakes/ muffins you made by yourself, i love the play-doh like icing :D You better spray on the robot love body spray everyday so i can smell you :) Accompained nut beh cuz she's the only one goign for training, and her mother's damn persuasive!! Hahha, town with eunice, met charmaine & merl. Went to eunice's house, then took a train home. Yucks, there's house practice tmrw ! I don't intend to go tho ):
9:53 PM
Saturday, February 10
I just came back from fatmaid's house about 3 hours ago, and i slept till i missed my tuition (: Yesterday was fun! Nut, shannaneh, jaey, fatmaid and i prepared the place and cooked up all the food! FATMAID COOKS DAMN GOOD FOOD. Though it was a little too organic with too much of the salads & all, haha. Merl came after the swimming heats, then stupid nut left so early! Gayass belle didn't come too! More people came later around evening, nat the shorty, kim, nick dunno who dunno who. Then at night, sasha, zhiyi, meifen, dunno who, eunice, & partner! Everyone left, only eunice, partner, shannaneh, jaey, fatmaid, and i were left, they got food at midnight from cheers, then surfed friendster, and finally fell asleep. Right now, i'm really bored ): I miss alot of people, especially my Baby ): Come back from indo now, please.
4:35 PM
Thursday, February 8
Girlfriend, i'll always be here for you. Always & forever. I told you i'd go any distance just to reach to you, just that i couldn't contact you today ): Sorry about your grandma, just know every mortal's time would come, to end a tragic way. It ain't your fault you didn't cherish her much, but yknow she loves you, that's all that matters. Hope your gonna do fine, do give me a call when your at the airport or when your back. I love you.
So like went with fatmaid to her house to change, met nat the shorty at queensway, and that shannaneh. We accompanied fatmaid to pierce. Her cheeks were trembling as if her father was gonna slap her. Yeah k nat left, shannaneh & fm & i went to town, bought a cocktail shaker, and dinner, and some other crap. Slacked at some place, till 10+ pm till my mom came & fetched them. PARTY TMRW! :D Fuck, i gotta rush to raffles place after sch for like some tuition shit, argh. Oh, yknow i'm voted as assistant sports captain -_-, i'm already the bloody SCIENCE REP K! And i can't fucking pon pe already ): THIS SUCKS! BOO! Sorry for this short update after so long, i'll blog again soon.
11:57 PM
Thursday, February 1 I haven't updated in centuries. Anyway, i'm fucking pissed at Micheal Choe!!! FUCKER! Guess what he did? He accused me of cheating during his fucking cheena test ok! And he even told sim about it. He made up a fuck up-ed story! Okay so during the test, i was like sitting all alone thinking through the fucking hard cheena crap, rolling my eraser dice to get an answer, and then like i had the intention to cheat (some others did), so i asked my classmate to write the answers for me, but she didnt even write YET, and choe turned around and saw, so i told him my paper flew and she helped me pick it up. Wtf, guess what he told sim!!! "She wrote a note and passed it to her friend, asking her for the answers" WTF. It isn't logical, right? I mean, if he saw the note(which there isn't!!!), he would've confiscated it RIGHT? No fucking evidence. Okay i'm so gonna talk to sim tmrw, i've been thinking about this whole shit like the whole day luh, everywhere i go. Rahhh, fucking asshole, just because he picks on me cause he doesn't like me cause of my messy hair and whatever else shit. I just hope sim's not gonna be an incredulous piecashit when i tell her the whole TRUTH to her tmrw. What a happy situation at the start of a new month -_-
Yup, got rid of all that angst. House practice today, played floorball & did cheers. Yadah yadah. You can still tell i'm fucking pissed right? LOL. No mood to go into detail on anything else. Okay fuck school. You know, Good Morning Revival? I can't fucking preorder it in the iTunes music store ok!! Cause there's no fucking onlien store available here! And, i have a new math tuition, it's all the way at raffles place, and guess which time slot? Saturday 3-5pm! Fucking inconvenient, i don't even think i can go out anymore. Oh, one more thing, quit staring bitches! One whole group of shitasses, fuck off. Fuckbags. I'm gonna have a movie marathon now, i don't care if i watch it pass school time, fucking three periods of D&T, god dammit! Weekends! Oh crap, plus that bloody saturday tuition.
Before i forget, Happy Birthday Isabelle :) [I know your a pinkrawker so your name's in Pink :D]
9:46 PM
Saturday, January 20
160107, Tuesday was awesome :) First talk about the shitty part in school, francis dragged me to the VP to talk about my hair, yknow the usual "your fringe is too long" talk.
VP: Now, tell me why your here, and what's wrong with your hair.
-Er, the fringe is too long.
VP: And why is it?
-Cause i want it that way?
VP: And why is it not an appropriate hairstyle?
-Cause it is not presentable, and it's a distraction.
VP & Francis LAUGHS (for godknowswhat)
VP: Oh, is it? So what is being distracted? (STOP ASkING QUESTIONS ALREADY!!)
-My eyes luh.
VP: Yes! You may just bang into a pillar without even knowing it, your fringe is blocking your view (blahblahblah)
-But i can see through my fringe!!
K so they may think i'm dumb, they made me wear this white flowery hairband for a punishment, that's just retarded. He talked to me, and told me that i'm a very sweet and nice girl (HAHAHA WTF) and not to get influenced by other people in the school, i bet he's talking about those lesbian-butch stuff.
After school, went to Holland for lunch with merl. Then got ready and fetched Raechall from her house and to merl's house to borrow her cam + black marker ink (HAHA) and final destination, fort canning park (cab fare was a fucking bomb, 24 bucks!!) From personal rock concerts experience, you have to be there like 3 or 4 hours early just to queue to get in, but we were late and only ot there 1 and a half hours early. My feet ached just to find/ get to the end of the queue, a whole line of people were queueing from the carpark all the way to some jungly place. God, it was crowded like hell, and never-ending. Finally we got into the entrance at about 7.45? Stood next to handsome boy, but we had to move to some shit location with the best view in da house (sarcasm added), (but at last it wasn't crowded) cause the fucking mhats and minahs were so dumb shouting "We want muse, we want muse!" when they haven't even arrived -_- and B.O was floating all around. K so like Muse finally arrived in some silver car at 8 sth :) Matthewmatic, hahah! :D Finished at about 10.30, cabbed to Boon Tong Kee for dinner, and cabbed home. (Pics another time, i don't know how long till merl gets a usb port for her cam)
Wednesday,
Skipped school!!! :) I finally have soemone to talk about the muse concert, Chrissie! :D
Thursday,
Recess was fun :D Everyone vote for Minyen of 2mm!! She gives out free MnM's and sweets and gummies! :) Sha and i were like fighting and wrestling each other to the ground just for, A BAG OF CHOCOLATES! Hahah k, the whole canteen was laughing at us ok. Zephlyn brought Cambelle's cream of mushroom soup for me today :DDDD Yummayeeee, we ate it during micheal choe's class! He's so cute. Science was FUN too!! We had these machine thingys to test the PH value of a substance, the temperature and amount of light. I poked the stick right into the branch of the banana tree, and everyone started copying me too ): Anyway, it was funnnn k! First time i went home straight after school today, not really, i had lunch at mos burger too, haha. I LOVE MY BAG OF GOODIESSS (: My dad read messages Baby sent me when i fell asleep infront of the tv luh ): Asshole!! Anyway, got a new iMac, yayness, 3 Mac comps in da house yozzz :D I just love Apple, i can't stand PCs.
Friday,
School's a bore, i hate the teachers, . Tuna sandwich in a ziplock bag for breakfast :) Went for training with althea, amazing.
Today's saturday. Went out w baby, with charmaine and merl. It was raining like fuck, so we couldn't get around. Got stuck in boring places, just walking around. Oh, we watched nigth at the muesuem, 20 minutes late, haha. I watched it for the 3rd time. Fagging break, split up with merl. We went to this playground to slack. Home alonezzz.
Something i forgot, HAHAH. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR WIFE! Stop mia-ing! Sorry i couldn't make it today, east coast park is so damn far and you know that. Besides, i don't wnana watch DUCKS! hahah! I hoped you enjoy your day without dear moi there ! At least i kicked your baga nd wished you in shcool the day before! K i'm typign so many words for you, be honoured ANNOYING ASSHOLE! :D ILY! (eeee so weird typing that, lol)
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I like tuna sandwiches, and green ham, honey glazed chicken, eyecandy, chocolate chip cookies, snake bites & steakkkk (: I don't like my class. I want the holidays NOW. I want after midnight blue hairdye, i wanna go to atlantic city again, i miss the ciara concert :) And this is random shit yo. Sorry bout this long and wordy post,
THAT SHIT IS WACK! :D
11:44 PM
Sunday, January 14
I've got alot to rant about.
Firstly, whoever's copying my style. Get a life, loser. Stop copying the way i dress or which parts of my body i draw on, how i phrase things, and what music i listen to. Like srsly, be original. Your like some fucking stalker, ew.
Secondly, I can't stand stereotypes and people who stare at me. Fuck you. And to a certain someone, you are so fucking annoying, you are short and ugly. Face it. And you still wanna insult me. Like c'mon i'm better than you, bitch.
Thirdly, you can't fucking expect me to entertain all my friends at once right. I mean, i have friends from different clicks, so if i don't hang out with you, you don't have to fucking give me that no expression face. So what if i drift with some of them? I choose who i wanna hang out and go out with. Don't fucking judge me, and preach me how i should behave and all. I most certainly know every single fuck thing i;m doing, maybe not when i'm drunk or high on drugs, but whatever. I know the direction i'm heading in life, and i'm way ahead of you in "the education system" cause i got a space in butler university in Indiana (Which is, somewhere around Louisville) in 2010. So fuck off, stop the stereotyping and live your boring lame ass life.
Fourthly (I know there's no such thing), that's the worst rumor you could ever make up with. I mean, it's totally obvious it's not true. So whoever spreaded that dirt, i'll hunt you down, ask dudes to rape you on the streets, and leave you naked there.
Lastly, sorry baby about thursday. We'll go out soon, i promise♥
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To a certain someone:Your in Cabo San Lucas now, please come back soon ): imy and you'll always be in my heart, & loved by me. Please come back here soon...
Oh!! and Emmie, call me asap k. I lost your number.
2:13 AM
Tuesday, January 9
It's been fucking long since i've updated my video and lyrics! Ok anyway life sucks for me, school's taken up so much time, my schedule everyday is packed like hell. I hate my teachers, i hate my fucking class eww, and i hate stc. Save meeeeee. Fuck, i wanna skip school tmrw, thursday and friday :D For sure i'm gonna miss it on thursday ((: I hate track, not like i'm fuck lousy at it or sth, but like it takes up alot of my time, and i'm not those sorta person who thinks about commitment, passion, determination etc everyday -_- I can't stand fuckers who can't keep their eyes to themselves, and the girls in my school who act so fucking big. Like your still getting an education and you wear a frigging nun uniform to school everyday, you call yourself cool? Hah. Right, so here i go getting carried away again. My posts are all gonna be like boring rants. :/
7:07 PM
Wednesday, January 3
10:18 PM
Saturday, December 30
Went for my dental today, i'm getting braces TODAY. But eunice wants me to postpone it, so i can pon school for that morning :D Cause she's putting braces too. So i guess i'll have it on the 2nd day of sch. Met fatmaid and merl at starbucks, slacked there. PARTNER CAME :DDD She went somewhere, then came back again. Zy, sasha, and mousey came later + natt. Had to reach home early cause my dad wanted to cut my fucking bdae cake before he leaves, hahha. OHH I KISSED SOMEONE TODAY :D/ ): Okay we just muacked! No frenching or liplocking pleasee. HAHHA! :/
K so it's like 7.39am now. Eunice & merl are at my house, we stayed up for the night. The night was spent on movie marathons + pigging out. My mom bought us beer, strobe, drinks, magazines, and chips :D & Popped, it was heaven. We just baked, but it got chaota ): It was a nice combo k! Cookie mix + Honey Stars + Marshmallow + Chocolate sprinkles + Nutella = :D Weirdest cookie ever, but the combo is niceee. We're gonna go to the playground soon, and eunice is gonna play counter-strike later in the afternoon. Oh, I TURN THIRTEEN TODAY )': So i'm no longerrr a kid ): I can now add friends on Neopets! LOL. I'm bored. Oh, JESSIE TEH is fucking sweet, she called from overseas to wish me :D & I managed to contact my baby too. HAHAH! Omg they're fucking pigs, they just fell asleep on the couch. MTV is playing JUST SO YOU KNOWW [: I'm lazy to post pics, maybe tonight or sth. Byee. And i think this post is super long! Don't you think so too? Wth. Fuck, the sunnnnnn. ): <
8:06 AM
Tuesday, December 26
8:41 PM
Sunday, December 24 I like that song :) I'm not really into the spirit this year. So yeah, i have no idea how i'm gonna celebrate christmas. Maybe i'll just go to the midnight mass at thatchurchiwasbaptisedat[butidontgotochurch], Clare'll be there i think. I wanna eat at some buffet restaurant right now, not pariss please, fucking nightmare. Besides, i think the list on all the hotels will be fuckedinthearse with names, cause of obvious reasons. I've been eating steak for dinner like 5 nights in a row already, i feel bad to the cows, ahhaha, sorry daisyyyy. Btw, hazel came over last night, she was quite erm, annoying ? Lol, she came back from aus to visit her friends here. I miss the usual gang now, ): Hey heyyy y'all, i'm like eating this kinder bueno santa, lolz. I wanna go on a roller coaster and go to Mr. Prata + sleep overnight on the beach, k so random. 5 & a half more days left to still be a kid/ still be 12 yrs old. I gotta use all my child priviledges up soon. Hey ppl, wake up call, yes i'm only tweleve years old. I'm like crying, I DONT WANNA GROW UP, I WANNA STAY 12!! Lolx, so childish of me. Arrivederci, )':
Merry christmas.
6:16 PM
Wednesday, December 20
Okay so i've been reading books. Immortal poems, learn how to speak french, and animal farm's cliffnotes 8) I feel like a total dork right now. That would provoke an irrestitable urge to say i'm an introvert, anti-social and nerdy. Arghhh whatever! Guess what i'm doing now :D I'm frikkin hell eating tissue up into pulp with my spit. Aint that fun -_- Anyway, i finally managed to contact my love through friendster, hahahah. She's my beng now, and i'm her lian. Sounds like we're tgt and she's the b while i'm the p. HAHAHA. I think i'm skipping first day of school, it's like so fucking boring luh, besides i think it'd be pretty cool to miss the first day (:
I'd give up all my dreams, to have you in my arms rights now.
I'd give up everything & i'll forget it.
vous sucez mes escargots HAHAHHA.
10:14 PM
Sunday, December 17 I love my boyfriend to the max , like totally [: 12th July 2005, best day of my life ! 6 years & counting, yayyy. Keep on supporting GC, cause you know we're supporting you ! Yay i'm fucking high, i'm listening to him sing now ! he rocks i love youuuu !! Oh, i wore a button-down today, it's fucking tight! But oh welll, i had to cover my fucking ugly shirt. We ate at pariss, we didn't have enough $$, so we thought we had to clean the dishes or smth :/ I WANNA STAY HOME AND LISTEN TO MY BF ALL NIGHT FOR THE 196TH TIME ?! HAHAHHA YAY YOU ROCK MY WORLD UPSIDE DOWN, INSIDE OUT! My rubberbands on my teeth are already fucking pain !!! I can't imagine how pain braces would feel and how fuckin gugly it'll look on me. HATE IT. )))): Baby girl, i think your radical.
2:41 AM
Saturday, December 16
7:34 AM
Friday, December 15
Finally i'm back. I'm never gonna go on another family trip again I SWEAR. First few days there sucked like FUCKING HELL, i swear i hate roadtrips, but at least it's better than airline food & plane rides, cause you can make pit stops anywhere. So we went around the east coast, washington dc to tour the white house, maryland waldorf (MY BF LIVES THERE !! :D ) and to new jersey, pennsylvania's hershey's chocolate factory & corning muesuem of glass, niagara falls at the crossover to canada, boston ( :D ) to look around harvard university & masechusetts insitute of technology, atlantic city for the weekend, watched CIARA at the house of blues !! + bought my bling shoes (: LOVES IT (k bimbo word i know), back to ny for serious shopping at saks fifth avenue, bergdorf goodman, bloomingsdale, the three storeys abercrombie&fitch outlet with lifts, barney's + sightseeing, kinda boring cause i've been there back in 2000. I'm FUCKING PISSED LIKE HELL OKAY. FUCK IT FUCK IT FUCK IT. MY ONE AND ONLY PIC WITH HIM IS GONE. I HATE YOU COMPUTER FOR HANGING FUCK YOU FUCK YOU !!!! ): BLOODY HELL OKAY. SPOIL MY WHOLE MOOD I THOUGHT I COULD KEEP YOU ON ICE SO I CAN SHOW ALL MY FRIENDS, BUT BLAHHHHH. EVERYTHING'S SO FLAT NOW.
2:41 PM
Friday, December 1
My flight to new york's like in a few hours time, and i can't find my frikkin toothbrush to pack in my luggage man!! Tsk, i had fever & infected throat just now, just before my holiday ): I'm better now tho. Beng's comin soon to fetch us to the airport! HAHA. Oh, & When i'm gone, I'll be missing Althea and Jessie's birthday chalet ): , so i'd like to wish both of you a Happy early Birthday and i hope everyone will enjoy yourselves at the chalet :D Plussss, Happy early Birthday, my Potato Angela su ! And not forgetting my Twin, Eunice tooo (: Dude i'm like gonna be mia-ing alot, hahaha. Oh, I just watched the exorcism of emily rose just now, and it sucks ass ! I still feel the original one is the coolest and scariest shit :D Eh chue, lend me all your nonsense korean/jap scary movies okay. I'll miss everyone ! Especially fucker partner, mousey, peanut butter, merl saw, althea, bestie, CHUE(hhaha), My one & only ♥, fatmaid, and and everyone luhhhh (: And Baby, you won't get to see me when your back, cause i'll still be away, anyway we'll be away from each other for 23 days till i come back ): That's fucking long, we'll have to go out very soon when we're both back k <3
BOO !
:D HAHAHA.
10:10 PM
Thursday, November 30
Whooopeee, i just won alot of stuffs on Ebay (: I'm collecting them tmrw! My 'famous stars & straps' shirt better not be outbidded by someone else when i come back. So cool luh, i think i'm gonna sell soon too, i can earn profit$ mann :D Yup okay, i'm leaving like tmrw midnight already ): Yknow what, i haven't even packed yet, not even one pair of socks, hahah ! I don't know why i'm up so early, it's like 10.33am only. Oh rightt, cause i stayed up the whole night watching the dvds i lent from chue, haha. I attempted to make pancakes just now, cause i was fucking hungry, but anyway it was an ultimate failure, that i don't even have an appetite now. I may go cine later, i wanna eat long johns + uzemaki(?) ice cream & play arcade. Everyone's sleeping, so i can't ask anyone now. &Anyway i have to buy stupid clothes for winter too. I shall sleep now too ! My typing sucks ! I type like some small kid, with all the :D, (:, :P faces and the super exciting exclamation marks !!!!, HAHA. (and the captalized laughter) Whatever man, i'm still a kid anyway, i don't wanna turn 13 yettt ): Kbye luh.
10:33 AM
Sunday, November 26 Hello world. I'm sick, i've got bronchitis cough, fucking block nose + dripping tap, and burning migraine. I don't know why, but it doesn't feel as bad as it sounds, haha ok crap ! Yeah so yesterday, i fucking hell stayed up with althea and we still went for training in the bloodyshitholeungodlyhour of 8am, and to eunice's for a picnic. I think i'm in love with s'mores pop tarts and honey glazed bbq ribs :D My sleeping pattern is super retarded + irregular and dangerousss, i can just sleep from 7pm to 6am the next day and have yummy macs breakfast + a dose of sjouxie & the banshees, and off to bed again, all the way to 5pm and sleep back till 8pm to have fish & chips and sleep till 11 something and till now. I swear i'm the piggiest person alive and i must STOP. Waitttttt, i saw the hottest guy alive at adidas ! But althea says he's ugly ): Neeways, joel madden ! <3>
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You are the fire, on my apartment floor.
Sixteen stories, i'd rather burn then fall,
and it isn't fate, that took us all by storm;
It's just the turn of a card.
2:13 AM
Wednesday, November 22
Dated princess out yesterday to vivo. Our plans were clashed, the fucking cinema had their bloody grand opening, when we were supposed to catch Grudge 2. Everything practically sucked okay, hahah. So merl followed us to town, it was like some ghost town luh. Took prints at heeren, went cine to play arcade, saw celeste. Okay well it was around 7, and princess had a curfew, so yeah sent her on a cab home, then took a bus with merl. Changed, then i picked emily up and went MOS (: I saw alot of people i didn't wanna see and anyway some fucking security thought i was underaged and confiscated my fucking fake id can. Bitch. I'm fucking pissed right nw. Okay so i didn't stay for long luh, didn't have the mood to try at other clubs. I didn't know fatmaid and all were there ): < Anyway this really sucks !! Hhaha, i miss baby's long hair too ): I don't feel like blogging, it sucks. NO PRIVACY. Hhahah whatever luh, i don't feel like doing a shit. I needa shop for winter clothings & all that jazz, i can't wait to leave this shithole (: Fatmaid, you promise to pay me 150% of the krispy kremes i'm gonna get you right !! Hhahaha.
6:19 PM
Sunday, November 19
Everytime i'm sad, i think of you. We haven't seen each other for 5 months already. Though you don't wanna see me, i really need to talk to you. Your the only one i can relate to and clarify my memory. I need to get this right. Everything's so screwed up, everyone's so perfect and has everything they ever want. I don't even have a frikkin wallet, pencilcase, bag, my own camera, nothinggg ): I might as well go and die k ! I'm a fucking bitch la, your fucking close to me and you fucking hell want to get so close to others. I'm a jealous bitch man. Ginger snaps, your gone too. Nevermind, i have bacardi. I need to talk to you really urgently, please come back soon.
let this razor ct through my skin, i hope it snaps my veins and i die. i srsly dont deserve to live, i'm sorry God. I really am, i know you've sacrifaced your life for all of us, but my soul is scarred, and my heart is bruised, i can't take this anymore. I'm a coward, a sickening bitch. let your wheels run over me, your bullet shoot through my brains. i don't wish to wake up from this nightmare. fuck you !!!!!!!
6:52 PM
Friday, November 17
Training in the morning, i hate it, i keep forgetting to bring my spikes la. Anyway, went home to shower and change, and to vivo, with althea, merl, clare and fay. Saw ROCKERRR working at Superdogs, she looks damn cute la, i was disturbing her asking her to clean our table and all, HAHA. Kk, walked around, bought stuff at candy empire, then off to town. Went for my dental, waited fucking long. So we took a break for awhile, and went taka to pass Mousey jellybeans !! Cheer up okay :D Returned to the dental clinic, did moulds for my teeth, the bits were all over my mouth can. Then some x-Ray shit, hahah. Costed 150 bucks :/ Okay they had to leave early, so i followed them home. Hit the sack once i reached home.
My sleeping cycle/ body clock right now rocks luh, not sleeping at all the first night, and therefore sleeping like there's no tmrw the second night, resulting to waking up in the middle of the night and feeling lethargic but you can't get back to sleep, cause you've already gone through Rip Van Winkle. It's like that, it goes from 1st to 2nd to 3rd, and back to 1st night again, fucking hell of a shit cycle eh. Taking sleeping pills are the best, you pop one in your mouth, but when you wake up, you feel as though a ferrari was delivered right at your doorstep, that kind of feeling.
3:00 AM
Tuesday, November 14
Training yesterday, i didn't sleep a wink the previous night. Waited for the first aid training people. A group of them couldn't take the exam cause that short guy didn't allow them, they were like protesting or something outside la ! Hhaha, yeah left to town with annoying asshole, rahmuna, bestie and kimchi (: I treated them sakae okay, it costed up to 62 bucks, leaving me with only 5 bucks ): I'm thinking about what kimchi told me, "tara wong, only sec one get into so much trouble alr" HAHA, not sec one okay, gonna be sec two alr, plus it's just someone being immature and insensitive la k. Walked to cine, then to ps to pass aish her wallet, saw PARTNER, gave her a biggg hug before leaving :D I think she's so cute la <3 Material girls at cine, whalao it was fuckinggg boring please, omg. But i like the joel and benji part, hooyeahhhh hotness ! Okay had to fetch bestie to glenagles to visit her grandfather, so had to leave early, and we couldn't kajiao zephlyn anymore ): HAHAH, on the way saw fatmaid jaey nick and their friends at rocky's, too bad i couldn't stay. Went home and slept at 8 okay, since i didn't sleep at all, and i woke up at 3pm the next day which is today, 19 hours of sleep. Rahh okay, gonna rent dvds now.
3:55 PM
Friday, November 10
Wanna inveigh against the leadership camp, i feel it's a fucking irruption or something. Call me a loser if you want, just cause i want my friends back. They're coming back tmrw, but after such a long time -_- Whatever. I'm craving for alot of things now k. Hawaiian pizza, cheezels, spaghetti o's, candyfloss and marshmallow fluff ! I feel like such a pig luh :/ Anyway, i'm gonna dye my hair After Midnight Blue :D Whalao i have to go all the way to New York to get it, i'll ask my dad to get it la. & I WANT DREADLOCKS, BITCH !! Okay shit, i don't have any money left to buy anythingggg then ): And i really feel that my hair sucks now, yeah i cut it again myself. Hhaha, no surprise eh. Omgz, i'm so bored i'm playing icy tower again ! It's a fucking lame game, where you just jump jump jump to the next icy step, no obstacles, no power ups, no nothing. I can't find Unreal Tournament and Grand Theft Auto III !!! )': I shall find games online now.
10:29 PM
Tuesday, November 7
Eh what the fuck luh, srsly. Anyway, to YOU, let's just pretend none of this happened. It's some shit matter. Some really fucker shit situation. If i were to blog about it, i would. Like, a thousand fuck lines. But now that you got my number, like hwo the fuck would i know how you got it ?! And now that your reading my blog too, i guess i wouldn't say much. I don't wish to talk to you about it anyway. Plus i choose who i want to respect, and really, stay out of the situation next time. Cause i was talkign about ___ only, i didn't know you were that protective, and please don't force apologies out of me anymore. I just said sorry to you, cause i didnt wnana get my friend (you know WHO) in trouble. In any way, thanks zhiyi (: [edit] Since when did i mess with you, YOU messed with me. I didn't even talk about you please. Just mind your own business. And is it very nice to talk about this fuckign thing to your friends. Fucking low life la -_- [/edit]
7:04 PM
Friday, November 3
Took train after a long time, today. Was late for training, waited with Peichen for Nicolette. Went up, sat at the canteen cause we were late, then 12 minute run, 13 rounds ! :D I hope i can improve from there. Hurdles, jumps, and starts. Stacy and roanna were taking pictures for the yearbook or sth ? Super cool please ! I made stacy take a pic of me, peichen and nicolette ! HAHA, thanks(: And and, peichen helped me force my stud through my ear cartilage piercing !! She carried on, though it was bleeding so badly, and even when her fingers were dripped with my blood. I LOVE YOU, EYECANDY. YOU ROCK :D Walked around the open house fucken little people came luh. Took pictures with Dana's and Crystal's cameras ! Watched the dance girls, then went off to tiong to meet eunice (my new twin, haha ! ) and althea ! Oh yeah, the banner on the fence on top of the school bus stop is fuckinggg funny luh ! HAHAH. Okay went to clare's house to play for a long while, then to maria's house ! Chuyin, crystal and rachel chue came after awhile too (: Annoying asshole was like so protective and fond of the hamsters ! HAHAH, like never see before. Went down to eat, then chuyin and chue went home. Me, peanut butter and mousey went up to watch their show, and took pictures ! Omg i had alot of fun today luh. MOUSEY ! I love you tooo :D Good luck for your O's okay, FOCUS AND DON'T GIVE UP. I think you should really go clubbbing after O's luh, it's like your16 alr ! HAHAH k, i shall not be a bad influence luh. Study hard, work hard, play hard ! (:
Piccies (: 
Shut up, so what if your taller than me luh, ass ! Hahah I LOVE MY LOVE <3 
Knight, Princess♥ !
More than words can explain, the kind of bondness we have.
[ HAHA the picture quality fucking lousy pls, but nvm:) ]
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I'm super lazy to carry on. Rawr, i hate blogging. Hahah, byeness.
I got a crush on you,
I hope you feel the way that i do.
7:21 AM
Thursday, November 2
1:33 AM
Thursday, October 26
When i see your smile, tears roll down my face.
School's out ! Mrs khong just had to confiscate my cartilage piercing stud. Fucker. It costs 200+ bucks, and it's something left behind by my late grandmother. Oh well, she better not flick it to the trashbin, or she's so gonna pay for it. I'm gonna have my mom write some fucken letter to trash her. I cried during mass just cause of that okay, i never knew muffinface could make me cry, bloody bitchass. Okay anyway results were alright :/ Went to bowl after sch with partner, merl, sofea, isabelle, ah pui, sheryl ann, victoria, stacy and roanna (: Pigged out instead. To althea, clara and jessie, the Mr Magoo lookalike man was at BK again, HAHAHHA ! Accompanied merl and victoria home, then went with merl to her cousin's house. I think i'm addicted to All That I've Got by The Used, reminds me of all my emo thoughts. Oh man, here they come.
Hey girl i'm missing you, i've been waiting for you in the downpour, with a bouquet of roses in my hands, and your favourite lollipop melting away. You never showed up )': I was so sure then, but i don't know about now. Should i still pop you the question ? Well i'm gonna give it one last shot.
10:52 PM
Wednesday, October 25
This is damn cool and innovative (:
2:35 AM
Tuesday, October 24
Hey special girl, you're the one for me and i know it (:
Guess what. I fucking need starbucks, and mango orange julius and bacon bits+ cheese hotdogs to cheer up now. Oh, and candyfloss and cookies and cupcakes and don't know what shit. Yeah i'm a fucking fatass faggot, you bloody pos.
Wait, i'm getting a job soon. Fuck, i don't want to work like some fucking slave just for money. I can't wait for haircut with natlim (: And waffles at gelare + material girls with jaey. When i get my money, i swear i'll spend on what i deserve to fucking get.
I'll be waiting for you with a bouquet of roses and your favourite candy, ready to pop you the question :D
7:55 PM
Saturday, October 21
We can live like Jack and Sally if you want :D
Yesterday was bimbo/ gay day for me. I acted bimbo, my actions, tone, and everything. Plus i ate four fucking big sausages, and i think i got sick. I kept puking, and i was blurred by vision, i almost got banged down by a bus luh :/ I thought the two headlights were two motorcycles ? Omg, i was so close to death, till i heard LOUD horns. I quickly dashed across man. Hmm yeah. Thank God for that. I don't wanna die a virgin ! HAHAH.
Anyway, went for dental today, getting braces (-g g g g ) in two weeks' time or so. I can't wait -_- I'll look retarded please, rahhh. Why can't my fucking teeth just be straight, and i can put Grillz :D Hhaha why must it be stupid painful wires. Hmm, reminds me of the cartoon Brace Face (: I've been doing alot of soul searching and deep thoughts nowadays. I really feel damn guilty about my results. What happened to the nerdy me ?! I want my nerd results BACK !! It's okay to be a nerd, really. Just that you gotta be sociable and open minded. Nerdy doesn't mean geeky okay.
Okay, i miss my one and only love Y like fuckpissshitpoopooface. Oh, pictures from ytd. Hah.
The only thing i like in this pic is my Bambi watery eye here (:
Heh. We're so IN.
i'm lazy to upload those other pics. And finally, this picture inspires me of a cam pose i'll only do with poppers/ MY LOVE. Hhaha. Figure it out.
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Okay, i'm chatting online with eyecandy noww (:
School's out next week already ! :) but ): cause, i don't want to be seperated. Like, from my friends who might retain or drop (hopefully not), i think i'll drop though. Yeah well, Monday's the day we face the music ):
1:34 AM
Monday, October 16
Woke up at 2 today, missed school. Went off to great world to meet Princess <3, it's been eons ago since i've last went out with her luh. We watched world trade center. Adeline, delores, and their friends coincidentally, were at the same cinema watching the same movie as us too, hahaha. The show was like damn boring luh. I almost bought a hamster at my dad's friend's pet shop, but i didn't have the money ): Walked around, bought ben and jerry's cookie dough ice cream, then walked around the super market, and went home. Oh, and today's the cursed sausage day ! The stupid hotdog went like haywire, lorraine's one got dropped on the floor, and mine went splat onto my pinafore & all the ketchup and chilli were like all over, ahahhah. Okay i'm effing bored now, i failed my history and cheena ): Rawrrr. Going out with darling, stead and eunice tmrw i guess.
I'll be moving to LJ for now. I may update here sometimes though.
9:09 PM
Friday, October 13
Maybe you remembered that you forgot to go out with me, )':
Fuck off for the moment, maybe there was no spark at all.
8:12 PM
Friday, October 6
I LOVE SPONGEBOB#2 ! HAHAH.
yeah soulmate, we shall stay strong together, and no matter what, don't care about the things pink pantha says. and don't worry, beep and ? will always be your friends, cause they have known you for a long time, and they'd be damn assholes if they chose to forget you. and no matter what, you have me (: hahah. k, cheena papers today, fell asleep, and rushed 2 comprehansions in 15 minutes ? dieeee. someone ate my fucking macoroni and cheese, frosties and jawbreakers, and twinkles !!!!!!! ): < jumping jacks ! ):
To YOU: i just hope we'll stay friends, like the way we were. i want to talk to you, but i don't know how, and when to. i'm scared i'll hurt your feelings. whatever it is, you'll be one of the pieces in my heart always, and i didn't mean anything i wrote on your foolscap. i just wrote it for fun. i even wrote it infront of you, when nat was writing on it too rmb ? yeah :/ in any ways, i'm just sorry for being an asshole, sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY
Cos all of the stars are fading away
Just try not to worry you'll see them someday
Take what you need and be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
7:56 PM
Tuesday, October 3
Like we're in heaven, feeling high.
Bestie came over just now, hahah oh well, she hadn't been here since like my 8th birthday party ? Hhaha yeah well, it reminds us of old times :/ And i can't even concentrate on homework and revision k. You know this is only my 3rd day studying ?! After 6 days. How great man. Tsk, the computer is a fucking distraction kkkk, and i;m going dizzy after popstickles and 2 cans of coke, hahaha wth. I'm still damn )': k, OVERDRIVE TICKETS ARE FUCKING SOLD OUT BITCH. RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR FUCKER ASS. Oh, and besides that, i'm still damn pissed at ___ cause i don't know why the fuck your ignoring me k, like i already said a million sorries to you and hugged you and all, and you don't even wanna look me in the eye and you pull away all my friends away from me, that's why i'd rather hang out with them what, and you're angrier now just cause i hang out with them ? Tskkkk.
2:54 AM
Sunday, October 1
HAPPY 13TH YOU STUPID FUCKER ! :D
Hhahah, remember that night ! Merl, sofea, me, and you, on national day. It was the best night before CA2's okay. Ice skating at jurong, the malt candy, those apnn's at tiong playground trying to steal our firecrackers, and we sat outside the 7eleven like runaways, looking for kind apnn's to help us buy liquor ! Oh well, we have moved on, and now you have someone more important in your life than us, but we respect that. And i want you to know that you're such a fucked-up asshole that you didn't go out with me today ! Okay yeah, you never wanna go out with me onee luh ! ): Kk, enjoy your day.
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I'm supposed to go Hilton hotel today cause the college professers are there giving seminar talks and all ! Whalao my sister went off without me luh, i want to see HARVARD, PRINCETON, YALE, DUKE, DARTMOUTH, OXFORD, CAMBIRDGE and all the top ones ! But whalaooooozxzxzx, i hate my sister luh. I'm lazy to go now luh, i didn't even do any revision for like 4 days. Hurrrr, winner.
6:26 PM
Saturday, September 30
We are the targets of getting bashed up ! (:
Patron's Day yesterday ! It was alright, at least we experienced it for the first time. Back to school, they gave us mini muffins ! Hhahaha, then went to audi to watch a video on St. Teresa, lit, science, then assembly, dammit boring !! Rush after school to the bus stop, met nat, sasha and love there. They counted that i was the 217th person to come out, when i said i'll rush to be the first, hahaha. Cabbed to the long's house, put down stuff, i gave them orange pops ! We all dressed in red shirts and black shorts !! Red= asking for bashing up ( in Taiwan) , hahahha !!!
Bus to town, went cine, sat at KFC, sasha was acting angry at nat, and nat was super pissed off that she asked me to go with her and buy movie tickets and leave them alone there. HAHAHA, she was complaining to maple on the phone, damn funny luh !! Then sasha went behind to hug her. Ate at HK Cafe, zhiyi, jaey and mousey joined us later. Left at 5 plus, then Nat and i went to watch Stay Alive, it was nice but not that scary ! Nat was screaming and scratching and hugging and burying her head in me like WHAT !!! Hhahha, boarded the bus to the long's house, mousey boarded the same bus at the other stop. Stayed there for awhile, drank a small shot of Absolut Vodkha, watched room raiders, took my stuff and went home with mousey at 8 plus. Popped at the back of some kindergarten, hahaha damn shiok. Drank chivas and knocked out at 10. and today is such a bright rainy day, and Nat just called me to go down to cine cause shanna, sasha, jaey and don't know walla who is there. I'm lazy to go please !! But i shall try my best hahaha !
But this time it's different,
I don't even feel the distance.
3:43 PM
Tuesday, September 26
Call me when your sober.
OMGGG YOU KNOW WHAT, my fingers bones were crunched broken today ): Fuck it was so painful okay, when the apnn slammed the door. Hhahaha anyway i find broken bones cool, like there are bones which are broken in your body ! Oh man, that's so cool !!! HAHAH WTH. Yeah anyway, i made ___ depressed and upset and pissed. Oh well, i'm gonna apologise to her tmrw i think. Hhahha yeah. I'm sad luh, no one cares about me one ! ): and i've got no one to care about. Oh wait, i've got ! :D Okay so retarded. I'm typing like some shit but who cares ! (: Yay i Y GC's new song ! Did i mention J.M is super hot hot hot ?! HAHA.
8:11 PM
Monday, September 25
MY ONE AND ONLY Y Get well soon okay. I already gave you all my love, and cotton, and smiley plasters. Be honoured or i won't give you hugs anymore. I think i'm gonna wait for you in school everyday. Be honoured once again. Hhahha.
Was feeling mixed up today. Anyway, we have a new :X cheena teacher. She has fucking hairy armpits, yucks yucks. She's damn dumb too, i don't even think she understands english man. Oh and angela su thinks my Bvlgari cologne smells like apnn ! Fucker. I shall put Abercrombie's Fierce tmrw. After school, went with jaey, kimtan, birdy, and rahwani to tong. Birdy and rahwani left, so kim, me and jaey went to kfc for lunch, we shoot ice at kailyn and her friends behind, and duanehneh & lumpy. Hhahha. They say i only know how to shoot water ): Walked around Guardian and Watsons, probably buying goodbye cellulite tmrw yay (:
I want money, alot of money ): I need to buy a new phone badly, a new wallet, dunks, DKNY's Be Delicious, and alot moreee. Whalao i wanna get a job, there's a 14 year old boy working at the Pizza Hut down the street of my house ? I'll probably try to get a job there too, during the year end vacation :/I'm so dead, i haven't started on any revision yet.
8:35 PM
Saturday, September 23
Forgive me if i still stutter, from all of the clutter in my head.
Met jaey at my house bus stop. LOSER HAHAHA. Saw daphne khoo on the bus with us, hahaha trisha fucking loser, still want her autograph when she's not famous now. Plans were supposed to be at KAP, but MY ONE AND ONLY <3 wanted to meet us, so we went to town instead. Studied at Paragon starbucks, went to cine after that. Watched that ethan ong guy played drums ! hahahah ! Met Maple ! My new friend/ lover ! She's damn nice ! Hahhaha :D Studied at the food court, natlong went off, then natlim came. Blahboozburs, did math, and studied some history. First time i saw My one and only <3 so hardworking. Hhaha. Then Rocker had to go home early, so i accompanied her home. Bought double choc chip muffins (: I want to eat commonwealth's chicken wings. hahahah. The Notebook is really nice, i wanna buy another novel like that.
It was such a fucking long time ago. Don't you know that feelings can fucking change, like how i fucking changed my hair? Can you fucking stop assuming and please shut the fuck up. Or, you'll get your mouth stuffed and sealed with my non-existant dick's sperms.
Singing my thoughts back to me, like watching heartache on tv.
10:27 PM
Tuesday, September 19
There's a love that could fall down like rain,
Let forgiveness wash away the pain.
Joel Madden is Y :D
I can't wait for the weekly remixes yay. Good luck in the studio ! (:
10:09 PM
Monday, September 18
Baked cookies for the first time last night, for Mousey ! :D They turned out to be fucking black and hard, but it's cause of the cocoa powder hawhaw. Okay i've been feeling damn stupid these days. I'm blind when my friends are right infront of me, i act so cool. But when my attitude is really too much, i regret, and now, i don't even know how to talk to them :/ Like wtf, it's not my problem anyway what, they're so irritating, and fucking sensitive. See, see ! i'm acting cool again ): Yadah yadah, all i can ever depend on now is myself, and all i'm really hoping for is admission to ______ at the end of year (: I've been having childhood flashbacks too )': ? (: ? :/
We're sinking, and i'm thinking,
How the hell did we get so stupid.
8:43 PM
Sunday, September 17
HAP-HAP-HAPPY 16TH MARIA HENG; MOUSEY !!! :D
Thanks for being there for me all these times, & you too, Be Strong okay ! (:
I'll send you all the mushy wushy deep emo stuff on Monday luh. HAHAHA.
I hope you'll enjoy your day today alright :D
<3
Moles.
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My math book's with Merl ! ): & She better pass it to me later or i'll be like abcedfg ?! Yeah so Merl Saw, meet me later uh, BETTERRRR ! I feel so lazy and pathetic luh. I better get what i want for my SA2's or i'll seriously torture myself. Oh my god, it's gonna be a busy day tmrw. I have to like travel from home to queensway to town to don'tknowwhere then to fay's place and then home again. I feel so energetic at night, but it' slike no one else is and that's sad. Everyone else should be nocturnal like me too. HAHAH okay i'm talkign crap. I'm so so bored. )))): ohoh, i think i'm gonna get a job during the holidays. hahha. i really need money fuckkk.
12:52 PM
Saturday, September 16
HAPPY [BELATED] BIRTHDAY PRISCILLA LOU !
Okay so yesterday sucked, i don't know why i've been feeling so emo and shitty these days. Went out with fay, merl, clare, clara and althea yesterday. Ate the wine chicken thingy :X I bought stuff at ntuc, priced up to alot, till i had to take out my 10 cents and 5 cents coins on the counter, so embarrassing. HAHAHA. Then slacked at the train station, slided down the mrt stairs rail thingy :D Went home after the dunnowhat train.
Slept from like 7pm-8am the next day (now). That shows how tired iam after 3 sleepless nights :/ Like, 20 (!!!) more days till SA2's & 63 more days till holidays (WTH!!!) Okay, let's work hard together, people ! :DD Yay there's like a million and one krispy kremes in my fridge right now :) Oh man, i've got alot of thoughts in my mind once again. Go away man ! ): Stupid assholes.
8:18 PM
Thursday, September 14
& Let me do that dirty dance with you.
My back is killing me, i'm never gonna do high jumps again !
So i skipped school today. Met Princess <3 at cine after she finished school.
We bought tix for pulse and hung around at heeren while waiting. I fell down the escalator while chasing after her. hawhaw.
Back to cine for Pulse. Omgz, she kept screaming ! It aint even scary man, booo !
Princess had a curfew during school days, so i had to go home early too ):
But it was a hap-hap-happy day :D
We're twins seperated at birth, oh man we have so much telepathy hawhaw.
I'm gonna work hard for SA2's man ! I really want my freedom alot ! (:
10:13 PM
Wednesday, September 13
Today was, unusually weird, i've never felt so ignored in my life before.
Lit was stupid. V.Koh is such a freeloader. She confiscated our snickers the other day, and today, she went to give them out as prizes for those who answered her lit questions. WHAT THE FUCKING HELL MAN ! Zephlyn was so right to have said that we have alot more. Like it's the truth ? And it's not even a rude statement, so yeah V.Koh, back off. HHAAHHA.
Elango chased me out of her math class cause i was laughing. I had to like, camp outside. Stupid angela su luh, she made that stupid kawaii minxin pose !
Chinese orals, flunk already luh. I said everything in my conversation in english :/
I sprained my back during training ! ): I was doing high jump when i landed, and i rolled rolled rolled untill my face fell flat on the muddy grass, and my backbone went like, "KRRRRAAAAAAAAAACCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKK"
Two more school days (:
11:08 PM
Tuesday, September 12
Cut my hair ytd, it's spiked & layered now ! :D
Adeline's the bestest ever, thanks for cheering me up !
Thanks Fay for the gatsby spray ! I sprayed it on DanaBanana's hair earlyyyy in the morninggg. HAHAHAHHA.
You know you know. Wade Robson is coming to singapore omg !
Slayer too ! OMG they're both on the same date ?!
Shitshit i wanna go for the Wade Robson project + the Slayer concert toooo ):
9:10 PM
Sunday, September 10
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you ?
Hopefully you'll understand that everything I said was in sincerity.
A broken heart is not what I wanted from this, but I guess I've learned from it.
But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes?
I don't consider this a mistake, i just wish the story didn't end this way,
cause I'm still in love with the person who helped me write it.
I'm letting go of the best thing that's ever happened to me.
But it's time to move on.
Sometimes i think the world is growing up faster than me.
Oh well, school's starting tmrw, i need to get this load off my mind to concentrate.
4:59 PM
Saturday, September 9 / why did we ever have to split ways.
Was feeling all mixed up yesterday. Cycled, from my house to some playground. Came back home at around 4am. Couldn't sleep, still thinking about things. Watched dvds, played random songs, pigged out, cried, drank, and watched more dvds and teevee till now. I can't sleep :/ I suddenly feel like reading my science textbook, but it's in my locker ): <
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Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember it.
Cause that's all you can do, we'll never make another memory.
I wish i would have died in your arms the last time we were together,
So i wouldn't have to wake without you today.
This time i thought things were real, you said they were,
What happened? )':
2:41 PM
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I'm so irritated ? It's 1.13am, i'm going to east coast to sort my mind out now . GoodBye. )': I'm crying inside, i can't pretend any longer.
1:13 AM
Friday, September 8
To you :
When i'm with you, i feel happy, well duh.
But when xyz comes along, you totally ignore me.
That's why i don't wanna hang out, three of us together.
I feel like some dog tagging along two best friends.
I can never come inbetween your friendships, i understand.
I'm the 2nd class type of friend, i understand.
To xyz :
i don't know you anymore.
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I miss Princess, i want Princess <3
I shall go over to Princess' castle later :D
You're the one. You're the one in this world for me.
12:53 PM
Thursday, September 7
Went out with Princess today ! :D
Met her outside paragon, then went to cine to buy tix, waited at heeren.
We played this stupid game, going up the down escalator :D Slacked at the special place, untill some guard chased us away away. Looked around at HMV then off to cine.
The Devil Wears Prada ! Stupid tk stalked us again, omg she's damn scary luh.
Didn't have space in our tummies for meatballzzz so we went off to newton and they sent me off the taxi.
Went to clare's house, her condo is fucking confusing. Was late for Kristel's birthday celebration though. Gave Kristel frostiesss ! :D She was hap-hap-happy ! (:
Althea & jessie was supposed to come, but althea's mom wanted her ass home ):
Played and stuff, then stayed for dinner. Clara's mom sent me back homeee.
Training tmrw. Yucks. Princess aint coming, so what's the point anyway ): I guess i'm gonna go rocker's house after training to slack/ maybe drink ?
Mother fucker, i'm bored. I can't finddd the bottle openerrrr ! ): <
I'm on the phone with merl and clare now, rocker wants me to call her, and i'm gonna call bestie later too. Omg, i'm like singing to them now ! I'm singing All About You to them, and Atreyu's screamo hard rock songs :D & Eminem's Superman (:
Oh well, today was funnn. Especially with my dear Princess ♥
:D
I've been thinking lately, i could use a little time alone with you.
11:16 PM
Wednesday, September 6
Situation:
I'm short of money )':
Possible reasons:
Spending so much from going out.
Fucking people owing me loads of $$ and not wanting to return.
Fuckign sister stealing from me all the time ): <
Solution:
Get a job asshole.
Cutting down on expenses.
& saving up.
Geting back money from people who owe me $$.
Comments:
oh my fuck. i'm gonna start of accounts now :D
, but i still don't have money.
& i'm going out tmrw with princess. Omg, i so need cash. HELPPPP.
11:33 PM
Training in the morning, the late peepos skipped 12 minute run (:
Baton passing and all. Then rice/potato sack race, hahahha funnest manzxz.
Went to town with jaey after. Bought tix at cine, walked to ps, and back to cine.
Cocoa pops are damn freaky ! HAHAHAHA. There was a cockoroach in the toilet when rocker was shitting. Like so kawaii manz ! & She kept speaking in the bimbo voice for how longgg. Fucking annoying luh. Hhahah can't shut her up.
Lovewrecked wasn't too bad. Met partner and steadd after movie ! (:
Took a bus to millenia walk, to candy empire. Bought fuckloads again :D
Then took the underpass to esplanade ! Went to the library and ran into val and mousey ! (:
We sat near the bay, and there was this apnn couple kissing nonstop. I took a video, HAHAHA.
Homed with mousey. The failure bung was shouting on the phone like WHALAOEH.
Yay fucking hell i've got bacardi lime + peach & absolut kurrant ! (:
Princess, I Love You♥
skankbitchwhorefaggotass, you're like the most fucking kind and best person ever.
You rock my world, inside out & upside down :D cliche.
8:11 PM
Monday, September 4
Orals fucking early in the morning ):<
Candy exchange, recieved my two bacardi :D Candywomanzxzx, you rock so much luh ! ♥♥ Wednesday, absolut kurran ! :DDD
Went jaey's house with a whole group. Drank some bacardi, not much. I wonder how i got so red and high though. But i wasn't drunk luh asses. Fay's houseee. Then went home.
I'm pissed. Why the fuck am i grounded man. I know i got fucking low for my ca2, but that doesn't mean you have to ground me every single day of this september holiday just cause of that right. I don't care.
Thursday plans with candywomanzxz are still on. Not sure about tmrw though. Those plans with jaey and raematt :/ Will message you guys okay.
10:14 PM
Sunday, September 3
Off to candy empire today with stead !
We bought fuck loads of candy. Actually it was only me, merl only bought like $2 of gummies ? Hhahah. I bought shitloads, for candywomanzxzx and message partner (:
Then we cabbed to erm holland, then stead went off to clare's house.
Met trishakuek outside starbucks, she was sleeping like she owned that bench luh. Hhahaha.
Went off to my house, omg teekay stalked me home. But she got freaked out by something and i sent her down the lift. Hahah.
I want to know who's fuckign anonymous ! Nevermind, I know howw. Can just find out the email of that person's internet connection just like that. Technology these days. Hhahaha.
fuck i can't wait for tmrw :D
Candy womanzxzx, you're the best ! ♥
11:28 PM
Saturday, September 2
What a wonderful way to start off a saturday afternoon ! Being stuck in the laundry bucket, & using PhotoBooth, hahaha ! Man i suck at those borders.
I've done finish all my holiday homework already !
Nerdo ! 8) Which includes 2 math papers, and excercises, history workbook, and science workbook. I haven't done science workbook cause i left it in my locker. Hahaha.
Orals are on Monday ! I don't even know what to say for it, cause i've been absent for two days so i missed out on everything that mrs ang taught my class about orals :/
I can't wait to get my absolut/ bacardi breezer :DD Don't worry candywomanzxzx♥, you'll get truckloads of candyy ! Hhaahha. Goondiwindi candy freaks ! :D
& i've got the oc season 3 + click ! dvds already ! (:
It's gonna be dvd-marathoning later. Whalao, i can't stand my debts, i'm broke luh ):
10:29 AM
Friday, September 1
WAKE ME UP WHEN SEPTEMBER ENDS.
i'm blogging for the sake of lorraine koh.
I tell you, she's the best man. Oh manzxzx, candy womanzxzx rocks like shit !
She's gonna go clubbing at The Butter Factory soon. But she came online for my sake :D
HHAHAHA, GO FOR WEDNESDAY TRAINING OKAY. candy exchange <3
i want my bacardi breezer :DDDD
(edit)
Hahahha lorraine's a bartop dancer :D Gumdrop nips are gross !
Hopefully i'm still awake at 3am so i can go to her house.
Bet she'll be damn wasted. HAHAHA.
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god i so need to cut my mophead hair. i guess i'm un-grounded ? woohoo.
i want trisha to come NOW, which is like 11pm. hahaha. there's direct bus, but the last bus's like at 11.30 and she needs to bathe and stuff, so she can't make it ): fuckernehshitzxzx.
i'm being a guai shit, doing finish my math homework (:
I wanna go fay's housee.
Tonight's such an interesting night :D
I feel like lying on hills and watching the stars with YOU (:
Right where you want me.
10:26 PM
Thursday, August 31
teacher's day celebration in school, our class's breakfast was the worst. it was just like the breakfast in sports camp, where you go spread your own stuff on bread. hahaha :/
went back to raffles, total waste of frikkin timeee. hmm went town after with bestie.
there were alot of complications on the phone, and i was irritated like shit luh. make me shoutshout, i felt like killing everyone. angela su, i know you talked bad about me. and put me on loudspeaker.
actually i know like everything. hahaha whatever manz. split bestie, went with merl and clare for awhile to fareast.
sent them off at orchard mrt, then i went to find trisha kuek, lorraine and olivia. stupid face's face was stupid as usual, with a new piercing omgg you shitto. hahaha. oooh lorraine likes my hair 0.0 hahahah.
i went to ask people to buy trisha's krunk tix ! hahaha they were like, errr...
tsk, nerdos. went cine arcade, met kimtan, rahmuna, rahwani, elizabeth, and alotalot more there. sat outside as we were wearing ij blue :/ people were commenting on my hair ! hahha.
left with lorraine and her friend, then they sent me off a cab home. hahaha and i came home that early.
trisha, you owe me a piercing okay ! & go snipsnip hair with me ! i'm eating the mallow stick candywoman<3 gave me ! hawhaw. i feel like going to krunk flea market tmrw, but it's like none of my friends are ): OMG I SERIOUSLY NEEDA SNIPSNIP NOW ! IT'S LONGGG, LIKE TARZAN !
6:36 PM
Tuesday, August 29
I'm on mc for two days :/
Tskkkk. It's stomach flu and fever. & I thought it was the side effects of the prozac pill i took. Hhhaha wth.
I puked every 5 minutes. Even water also puke, whatever went into my stomach.
I guess i'm okay now luh. But i still have this urge to puke. Hhahah. I feel as if i'm missing out on alot in school :/
12:25 PM
Sunday, August 27
Been talking to stupid face trisha kuek since 5, and now's like 10 something.
Her face is fucking stupid. Hhahahah :/
Podcasts and reverse physcology. Hhahaha, stupid face ! :D
Blah, I don't feel like going to school tmrw ): <
Fucking hell, i think i'm so dammit fat.
I'm a sad fattie, k goodbye.
6:06 AM
Saturday, August 26
Oh man, i ps-ed both rocker & partner today, sorry manz ! it's not my fault some motherfucker stole my money anyway ): <
fuckfuckfuck, i really need to get a job soon luh, i need the money.
stead, you betterbetterbetter be free someday next week k. both of us only (:
i so need to cut my hair okay. hmm, i'll cut the top and spike it.
oh yea fucking jenny leong counted the clips on my head ytd,
leong : 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8 ! EIGHT clips on your head ! is this some kind of trend ?!
me : huh ?! what thing ?!
leong : you have so many clips on your head, why do you need them ?
me : erm cause the hair will fly around if i don't ?
( jenson cuts in, : you might as well cut it and don't tie it ! )
leong : yah, you think you're so stylish to put so many clips ?! you might as well just let it down !
oh fuck you rotten old hairy pussies.
i don't see any school rule where it says, " multiple hair clips are not allowed. students must keep their hair tied up neatly and only a maximum of 3 clips are allowed. if not, she should cut her hair short and keep it gel/ wax-free. "
hahaha like wth. never approach the general office, they'll start inspecting you like some shit.
i don't see how the height of our belts and socks, and the state of our hair would affect our school results, physically and academically, like srsly. what can they do about it ?!
irritating shiattt.
10:49 PM
Friday, August 25
had to wait outside general office to collect back my phone.
some mhat teacher was, i swear, teh fuckiest pussy face ever.
& i accidentally blurted out jenny leong, when i'm supposed to say madam leong.
got alot of scoldings luh. i mised a period of oral comm. and was late for pe.
i think trainings are sucha dread nowadays, i can't even do drills properly ): <
anyway, went clare's house after. i totally slept there k. i was damn tired.
they said i was looking damn fierce, caus ei didn't smile or laugh at all. hahhaa.
erm went back about 10 or 11 plus. Tuition + outing tmrw ! (:
11:59 PM
Thursday, August 24
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MERL SAW, MY STEAD ! <3
I hope you enjoyed your day today (:
Even thought that fucking fatty had to call up our parents and made us late,
you managed to go to the lighthouse to see what we have done for you,
for your very special thirteenth birthday today, 24/08/06 ! :DDDDDD
____
Mrs chu directly told me that my sewing is ugly and horrible. HHAA WTHH.
We fucking didn't bake cookies ): < We're so far behind already luh.
Crystal hong & that rachel cue wanted me to join them for their art lesson,
so i could pon mrs chu's stupid home econs lesson, bu tibnstead i played catching outside with them. Hahaha omg it was damn lamee.
Then recess ! We waited for clare and the others to set up the place,
we were about to go up when fucking fatty spotted merl and i & she had to call our parents and talk for damn long just cause we didn't hand in our work ): <
Valerie told merl that she neede to go to the lighthouse for councilling, merl was like, " omg why ?! " then she was damn shocked. hahahha.
Yeah the others were there setting up stuff. Mdm Mas is such a busybody, she peeped out of the door to see the celebration.
Cut the cake, opened presents, then rushed to class. Hhaha.
Oh, my phone was missing tooooo ):
After school, went to shanna's house with garett, andreanna and jaey for a whilee.
Slacked at tiong, spotted fay, stacy and roana ! :DDD
Went to KFC to wait for merl, clare and loretta. Then jaey wanted us to take bus to dover, hahaha/
She shouted at the tennis court /: It was so near clare's house please.
Did art work there. Thanks clare ! : DD
Merl's mom fetched me homee. Hhahah, merl aid her mother gave her a black rubber band for her bdae, And i was controlling my laughter so much when her mom said, " it's the thought that counts. " HAHHAHAHAHA.
11:59 AM
Tuesday, August 22
I think i blog alot, it's irritatinggg. & I got lowlowlow for my papers ):
Failed cheena, barely passed math, low for sicence ): I'm irritated luh !
I got zero for art CA2 ! ): I'm lazy to do it luh. So fucked up.
Went holland for lunch after school with stead, clare and loretta.
Shopped for presents ! Then stead and i went exploring in the party shop !
Bought candy for candywoman <3 ! Hhhaha.
6:54 PM
Monday, August 21
I started vomitting in the stinky toilet bowl when i arrived in school.
So I walked out of school, to go home.
The fucking guard was being an ass, and started accusing me of running away. Then he "reported" me to jenny leong.
She asked me to call my mom to pick me up. I waited damn long int he general office luh. Things happened.
Finally, my mom came in a smelly cab which made me puke more when i reached home.
I was chatting with lorrainekoh, rachelchue and peanut butter just now. Their class were having IT period. Hhaha.
Lorraine and i are haing candy exchange on wednesday : D Rachel chue's gonna pee.
I'm gonna visit crystal at the hospital later. The peanut butter sandwich i threw to her had worms and they made her sick.
yay i've got spending cash. I shall call people to go with me to town now.
They're all in school having their recess now. Hhahaha.
10:29 PM
it's 3. 12am on a Monday morning. Should i go to school ?
I've stayed up this late just to finish my home econs scrapbook & study for history.
& do finish my essay(which iam starting on now) But i still don't feel like going to school.
If i go, i'll get a scolding from fatty ng for not doing art.
& If i don't go, all my homework efforts are wasted,
i'll be absent from training too. & I won't get to see my friends.
I wanna go to school 60 %
& 40 % negative.
So I think i'll go luh. fuckernehshitpissfacecheebye bloody hell #$@#&^
2 more hours or so,
it's WAKE UP COCKADOODLEDOO.
yea no time for some fuck post luh. i've got an essay to work on bye.
3:17 AM
Sunday, August 20
flag raising sucks ): < Now i know how it feels like.
i only used like half of only my first sheet luh. so pathetic. my tin was like the emptiest out of my group.
& CRYSTAL HONG, THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPER GENEROUS FIVE DOLLAR NOTE !
i hope you still had money left okay. sorry if i did harass you? hahaha, :D
met the others at tiong. split up after. fay, partner & i went together
we went to aldersgate methodist church, they were having a congregation session,
and the people there are quite friendly i guess. ahhaah emanuel look a like !
merl came to meet us. fay's parents fetched us from buona vista to some italian place for dinner.
but merl, partner and i weren't hungry so we dared to eat tobasco sauce and olives ! hahahah.
went to fay's house then. merl kept saying i was autistic ?! & they kind of agreed too.
fay sewed the ___ for ___ (: then merl, partner and i just sewed for the home ec thingy.
partner left early. fay cooked for us instant noodles ! we went online and fay fell asleep.
merl's parents came to fetch us and i wanted to leave without a goodbye but stupid merl thought fay would cry if we just left like that. hahahha.
2:13 AM
Wednesday, August 16
omg, a whole group of people i don't know are talking about me liking jaey ?
like, i don't even like her, I NEVER DID. and i don't even know you people luh.
i don't know who to trust anymore. and i'm sorry if i accused the wrong people /:
tsk, nevermind.
shortie is such an irritating short bastardy fuck with a short non-existant dick !
omg i think that fucker likes me. she's like beoming so much like me now. yuckkk.
it's freaky manz. anyway, she's so short, so she can't be me. she's like almost 10cm shorter? HAHAHA.
& today's such an unlucky day for me, i didn't bring my shoes for training, i lost my ez link card
and i left my phone at fay's house ): chocolate spread all over my pinafore.
i want to go crescent now luh. i can't wait for end of year (:
boys and girls by kill hannah is ecstacy, love <3 45 times on repeat in a day.
11:52 PM
Tuesday, August 15
eh mousey, thanks for the photo frame ytd. hahahha.
practically the whole of 1a and 1b stayed back to print out the history journal.
heard soem of the stuff Ms Vino was talking about. & Sofea, cheer up !
then went to fay's house to study, with merl and clare.
tmrw's science paper, i think i'm over confident, just cause of my sa marks /:
two more papers babyyyyy ! & freedom. don't feel like going for trg tmrw ): <
everyone was so irritatin today i tell you !
and ______, copied me by pinning up my fringe. then she copied my style of belt, NOW she cut her hair like mine.
srsly, she looks like alot me now.
except, she's SHORT SHORT SHORT, she's a short BASTARDY FUCK WITH A SHORT NON-EXISTANT DICK ~!
9:31 PM
Saturday, August 12
i really cant stand this house. it's not safe here.
& it's so irritating it can make me cry.
i want need to runaway to grandma's place.
like, nowwww
10:16 PM
stayed back for home ec ytd, stupid chupisai made me late for training.
i had to happily run 6 rounds and do warm downs alone.
drills, then floorball, fun like anything. we didnt get to play handball ):
my sis taught me ineqalities and graphs last night. i studied till my head ached.
had cheena tuition this morning. i didn't even tell him my ca's are next wk.
so he continued teaching me new topics. when it's supposed to be revising.
anyways, i'll fail cheena as usual. tuition or no tuition. i'm just dang dumb.
HBO has many nice movies today.
& my hair is SCREWED la fuckkkkakakaka.
okay, off to study 8)
2:37 PM
Thursday, August 10
I've been going out everyday for like a long timeee.
I keep thinking it's like the holidays already.
That's bad, cause ca's are next week only. Hhahha.
wednesday
my hair is screwed. i need a lifesaver, i need to go to clippers sooon.
met up with merl, sofea and zhitong. sorry we were fuckers, partner ! hahaha.
we made her wait for one hour plus and i still laughed at her when we saw her sitting alone.
ice skated for a very short while then went to shanna's aunt's house to pass her aunt her stupid history textbook.
7eleven to buy stuff, then slacked outside liek runaways. we were waiting for some friendly blanga to help us buy drinks.
the last blanga didn't want to help us, so we gave up and went to tiong playground.
it was like, fun like anything. hahhaa. we took off our shoes and socks.
two small apnn kids were asking us to give them a sparkler and they kept on asking. we were damn irritated and we made fun of them.
apnn kid : give me one !
delores : no no no ! you can't play with it, it's very dangerous. later burn you, you become blacker !
HAHAHHAHAHAHA, it was so fun. they were like ignorant to everything we said, so we just directly insulted them. burn their backside ! hahaha.
and it was the same kid who irritated merl and angela the other time. HAHAHAHHA.
some woman was like eavesdropping on us, she left after we left. you scared to be alone is it. fucker neh ugly shitto. anyway, left about eleven plus.
shared cab with that smelly zhitong, her uncle didnt wanna fetch us ):
oh yea we didn't totall ymissed the fireworks, plans were slashed )))):
but i had a fun day away from homee (:
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hhahah, today's like thursday, 3am. it's gonna be study-in and nerd day 8)
hahah zhitong got her blog up again ! & BESTIE'S GOT ONE TOO, FINALLY MANZ ! :D
okay, pictures. from monday, tuesday and wednesday. hhahaha.
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Monday,
sand angels :D
Tuesday,
always fighters, nebber quitters !
and to see the digusting fatty holding her boobie, click.
Wednesday,
hahaha, the irritating apnn kiddos.
thank god i found you :D
3:37 AM
Tuesday, August 8
ohno ohno, i forgot my grandma's bdae was today ! :O anyway i called to wish her (:
national day celebrations in school! yea, cca handing over ceremony was THAT SHORT ?! STUPIDDDD.
maria ! you said this to me, " on tht day, we must take a picture tgt. just you and me. " and you didn't even say hi to me today ): so hwo to take huh, huh!
hahaha it's alright la, you were talking to others as this's special day for you (:
went holland after that with clare, merl and sofea. fay met us there.
ate there. clare and sofea went back. only merl, fay and i went tgt then.
went to meet fay's ex classmates at the bb court. blabla walked around,
went to beautyworld for fay's piano lesson. then merl and i walked around, we went into shops to play with the toys. hahaha.
fay finished her piano, we showed her the disgusting fatty holding her boobie. hahaha.
it's damn gross, i bet all the pics formt he shop were from porn magazines. hahaha they practically just censored the nip.
took a bus to fay's house ! we played in the super cool playground first.
i did the matrix thingy on the tree and tripped over the stupid root of the tree, and twisted my ankle. merl was at the other side and her leg was pain. hahaha
so fay had to come outof her smelly swing and rush form one end to another like a nurs eliek that. HAHAHHAHA.
went inside the house, played the computer, slided for a short while only. dinner. baked. computer. left about 10 something. and merl's parents fetched me homeee ! (: thanks. hahaha. so kind.
now's still 12. 14am, but im very sleepy. been out for more than 12 hours today.
pictures sooooon !
i'll be out till late tomorrow. hahaha. lunch, movies, ice skating, fireworks watching, dinner, walk around, THEN home (:
i'll have not much time to study for exams. and do my homework ): i'll accomodate on thursday la. tsk, thursday stil got project meet up. aiyoo. at least, i'm BUSY rather than LAZY (:
hahhaa bye la. my finger berry pain. owowowowow. vanessa ow's very pretty btw. hahaha.
11:43 PM
Sunday, August 6
- <3 -
& rewind this movie all over again and again.
till the tape ges worn out,
and it leaves a memory.
3:16 PM
Friday, August 4
i was almost late for school again. i think i don't wanna take sch bus anymore. it comes at 5.55am, super early. merl didn't come today ):
math ytd sucked okay, fucking elango, i told her i left my graph pad in the locker and whether i could get it.
then she said later. and fuck her la, lesson over already, still got guts to tell me, now you can go and take it.
liek what the hell. everyone already marked their graphs and did corrections ?! FUCK YOU LA FATHEAD.
blabla, english and science. then it was assembly, rae matt was disturbing the chee mao li girl from 1D and imitating her. walou, __________ is irritating. she didn't know what i was laughing at, and she kept staring at me.
then when finally she knew what i was laughign at, she told all her bloody friends. walou fuck you la.
me and clare were also included in the inter cca thingy. sofea went home early la. pon trg only. tskk.
training, i had to train in my pinafore, and i wasn't allowed to do hurdles and runs.
stupid asshole lent me her stupid size 42 shirt, make me look like some sumo. then the npcc girls laughed at me when i came out of the cubicle, so i went back in to change into pinfaore again.
played hand ball/ soccer. i was the green team goalkeeper. and straw figure tried to kick the ball in between my legs. it was rough like hell, they think rugby ah. they ripped off my belt, messed up my hair, tickled me, walou, no wonder they won la. anyway, we're only sec ones okay. the reds were sec 2s/ 3s. no fair.
played volleyball after that with the other sec ones, francis joined in. it was the funnest and slackest training (:
homed after that with fay, the fat woman + ugly man couple opposite us. hhaha, nevermind, inside joke.
2:09 PM
Thursday, August 3
tuesday
2.4 during peee. i was talking to myself on the track, motivating myself. hahaha, like that nike commercial.
after school, napfa 5 items test. screwed up for shuttle run, francis was dissapointed. wth?! hahaha.
wednesday
trainingggg day. first training after break from nationals. and it was already so tiring, maybe the field girls and sec one's arent used to francis training us.
i kinda miss mr zed ): hahaha, in a way (:
today
unlucky day. kicked and screamed int he bed, only to wake up at like 6.30am. missed the school bus.
took a cab to school. and i stepped on the fucking black cat's shit. everyone was laughing.
they KNEW i was gonna step on it, they were WATCHING me. they wanted to see a funny show huh. you fatty, can go and swim in an ocean and drown yourself cause of your weight. and you shorty, can go back to baby age and try to stretch yourself abit more yea.
i hate the black cat now. i'm gonan shoot rubber bands at it whenever i'll see it again.
lessons, then recess, went to cyberhome to do my art and do some pw pesentation.
blabla, then maths test, when the bell rang, i was just drawign the points on my graph la.
i was like gonna cry okay. URGHHH. merl, loretta and i went to holland v.
katong laksa for lunch, a lorry drove past halfway and all the ashes started flying all over ME. why is it ME ?!
surprised clare by goign to her grandma's hous eafter her tuition. slacked around. went homee.
don't think i should go to school tomorrow. but there's training la fuck. so yea, im going during recess la.
i really dont knwo what to do anymore la. overdue homework, stressstressstress, CA's coming up. arghh.
i really want to do well in my exams this time. i'm not depending on the cheating ways anymore.
suddenly i miss canada and seattle ): i wanan fly there again this christmas or something.
9:04 PM
Tuesday, August 1
I JUST HATE ______.
YOU PISS OFF, FUCK OFF AWAY FROM MY LIFE.
JUST STOP WITH YOUR NONSENSE LA, YOU ALMOST MADE ME CRY CAUSE I CAN'T STAND YOUR BLOODY FUCKING ATTITUDE AND SHITTINESS ANYMORE MAN.
ARGH FUCK, SO IRRITATING SO IRRITATING SO SO IRRITATING
]: <
I DONT WANNA GO TO SCHOOL TMRW, BUT MY DAD'S IN, WHAT THE FUCKFUCKFUCK. GO AND DIE MAN. FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU FUCK YOU. & FUCK YOU GREEN SHIRT WOMAN TOO ! OH FUCKKKKKKKAKAKAKKAKAKA
so i break down, and there's no shoulder i can cry on.
you keep telling me not to be sad, and not to slash. but take a look at your arm now.
do you think i still have trust in you ? i don't know. damn, what is wrong with you la.
why is everyone being a big fat hypocrite ? If you wanna tell me somehtign straight from your heart, like your concern for me not to slash, the least you could do was to keep your word.
i'm so .... NEVERMIND LA FUCK IT.
My new found discretion.
it's not a lie, if you believe it.
8:43 PM
Monday, July 31
IM A NEW STUDENT OF ONE SAINT CLAIRE (:
HAHAHHA. okay, fatty HAD to spoil my day at the start, by scolding me for not brinign my drawing block? I think she's like shallow hal's girlfriend ? hawhawhaw. no inner beauty though.
blabla, then there's cca photography after school. leslie gave some long talk, and scolded some people.
waited for jaey to finish her lit on stage thingy. hahahha, her classmates are damn cute.
went library cause j wanted to print out home ec stuff, i stuffed clarie's 5 bucks intot he computer disk drive ! i won't tell you which computer, later you'll steal it ! (X
changd to the track shirt and stc shorts, took pictureee. stupid candid shot la, ah chue say i act cute for it ! whatever la, everyone doing the same action what !
went homeee, and now is damn early. i've done my xi zi, i don't wanna do my history, art, home ec, and english ): no moodd. & there's science practical tmrw, plus napfa and 2.4 all in one freaking day.
oh yes, i shall go watch L Word now : D FGM , why did debbie ask where i was ?! I didn't do anything, i don't want her to beat me up ! ): hahhaha.
8:54 PM
Saturday, July 29
flabberbabbers. I feel so emo and lonely. & I don't like feeling this way.
I've been walking to classes alone, Clare's sort of angry at me cause she says i'm always so dao and don't smile and laugh like i always did.
How come people always treat me like this stupid naughty little brother? & chucks me aside.
Like, how they would say, "don't bully ___/ my ____/ ____" and push me away.
And i always have this feeling that they don't like me. Tsk, I feel like iam really a bad friend :/
& my hair's screwed, my face's fat and moley. my life sucks la. hahaha
Ignore that stupid rant.
Yesterday after school, helped paint the softball cage.
HOW I HATE ____ ! FUCKER NEH SHITZ HYPOCRITE SUCK UP.
okay, then went off to SJI for rugby match. Saw Bendedict Foo and Emanuel. hahaha
We did stupid stuff like posing for the zip photo and emo poses.
Oh yea, cause i was peeing and bestie peeped over to see me doing dont know what pose, but i was covered. fuck of course. hahaha
So I got my revenge by telling adeline, kristel, fay and nicolette what happened when we were primary two/ three and we all did the zip demonstration. Come on la, we're all girls ! hahaha.
Waited liek almost an hour for 156, adeline was crazy, there were hwachong twins on the bus then she keep shouting, " same face, same face !" ghahahah.
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I'm talking to Merl now, and we're talkign about suicide. How we wanna die and what age.
She always makes me feel better (: I feel like watching Thirteen, I can't fidn the fucking DVD ): <
Jaey ! Bring all the L word episodes on Monday okay. Maria ! Collect your slippers from my locker, 42 ! Hahahha. & Bring the Pontiki mobile car.
2:05 PM
Wednesday, July 26
School is fucking boringgg. Had Inter-class Netball during recess, my class was against 1r, 6-3 !
1A & 1J was like, woah, 14-2 ?! I saw them play, and they were damn pro, the J people didn't even defend or anything la, they just waited for the ball to come by so they could shoot their goals. Hahahah.
I fell asleep during mrs ang's lesson, if you're having insominia, you can record a tape of her teachign and it'll put you to sleep.
So is her homeroom atmosphere, I heard her hoemroom is haunted.
Germaine said the seniors passed down a rumour about some ghost board thingy.
Anyway, mrs ang told me to sew one belt higher, cause she'll be checking the whole class.
Collected the track and field shirt after school, the back design isn't as nice as last year's.
Took a bus to stupid asshole shanna's house, she messed up myhair again ):
We da pao-ed food formt he food centre downstairs to eat upstairs. Laid on her bed, slacked.
Sasha came back, tsk, i didn't knwo she does that too. Bestie and i left soon after (:
I feel so useless, everyday. I can't wait for trainings to resume, for once :D
You're a million miles away, but tonight you look so pretty
8:10 PM
Tuesday, July 25
Today seems, so weird. Zoey foo was like, askign me why I didn't let down my hair.
So I let it down during PE, people gave their comments, one after another :/ Tsk !
Valerie told me to cut it shorter and spike it. I don't even think that's allowed in school? Hahahha.
After school, stupid assholee shanna go and mess my hair, with that stupid Fatmaid rae. They bully me, again ! ):
They say it's better and emo-er when i let it down. Stacy was nice, she was asking them not to bully me. Hhahaha.
Erm anyway after school, out with Merl and Sofea. Only today, I think i've got like sensitivity to sun. I have too much Vitamin D. Hahaha. & Now, I hate the sun, cause it's so bright and yelloo. When you an be in a cool, dark room instead, where iam righ tnow (:
Okay, this is such a senseless post about my hair & sun.
I want, gatsby hairspray, so I can spike ! :D
IM NOT BUNG LA, FUCKER WOMAN ! HAHAHA.
6:36 PM
Saturday, July 22
&when you get all loaded up by that feeling once again
yesterday
zhitong fetched me on a cab to toa payoh.
met zoey, kimtan and rocker. & the wumpede's (except angklung tay)
when ms sim was scolding they two, i was like, she better not make them cry okay.
in the end, rocker cried. hahaha.
sing to the dawn was so abcedfghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz. the bloody stoneeee khai threw.
changed seat after the interval, squeezed with bestie, next to shanna and j.
somehtign was going on between the two of them, i tell you. hahahah
and the choir womanz face damn irritating according to fay. hahah i agree.
loitered around, after musical with zhitong, zoey, jaey, and shanna. i bought my pontiki mobile carrr
wanted to go grandma house. but i felt so bad for her to come fetch me. so i told her to rest instead :D
met emily for late supper, on the way. reached home like 12:45am.
&YOU TWO! i'll buy for you' all nicotine chewing gums.
today
new cheena tutor. omg he's so pro and patient, he thought me stuff thats fucking useful.
supposed to go town with jaey and zhitongggg. but, im very irritated by alot of things, sorry.
merl, go town with me again, on tuesday after school (:
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there's no more commitment in a relationship,
it's just another modern day heart break. haha.
2:46 PM
Wednesday, July 19
today's assembly, was funny like sai okay. laser shooting ! hahahah.
hahahah, coolness. got to skip 4 periods of school today.
went down to cck stadium for national finals, stc did our best :D
i got goosebumps just watching all of them. hahaha.
fay took home my phoneeee. i feel so empty without it.
train-ed home with clareeee (: merl, i'm on your side rmb that. hhaha.
my hair is like, oh-so-ugly. rocker's hair is like so niceeee.
i'm gonna layer it tmrw, partner go wit me. hahahha. it's already damn ugly now.
& sing to the dawn's musical is not free seating ! how ?! fuckkkk.
maybe some kind soul can exchange seats with me (:
one way to shake this place that i can't escapeeeee
9:15 PM
Monday, July 17
so get your drunken ass on that fucken runway home.
urm, today has been (: + ): + )': + :D + ): which is like = :/ ? hahaha.
halfway during chinese, messaging rocker, she told me sth, which isnt that surprising.
double english after that, clara ang didn;t come today.
invaded germaine's nano, and played with zephlyn's alien toy. hahaha. i put it into the waterbotle, and it looks like, i don tknow? hahaha. snowglobe. yea. hahaha.
science, then school ended. lunch finally, then statistics project.
tiong with fay to meet merl, clare and loretta there. merl was sick ):
so fay and i ran to watsons to buy her chewy cherry panadol tablets for children. hahahhaha.
then we sat down at the foodcourt, i bought ice kachang, and ice longan for fay.
went down to the trains, slacked, debbie, xinni, & mousey came.
took the train with them. they said i laughed too loud? hahaha.
okay so im depressed. very. i put the penknife aside for once. and put sense in my brain.
what i self harm gonna benefit me? if i wanna kill myself, i'll just shoot myself dead. why do i keep slashing an dim not dead yet?
do i do it to eas ehte pain inside, and replace the emotional pain to physical pain?
i've learned another way of dealing with it. like confiding in friends.
even though i've suffered 2 heartbreaks this year. i'll mend my heart back and be strong.
someone else better will come along to mak emy heart blossom (:
maria is super nice, look what sh emade for me :D
i can't wait for wednesday okay, mousey ! we're gonna share CHIPS like siao ! hahahaha.
oh, fuckkkk. it's 8.04pm nowwww. i just realised only. i thought 6pm lor.
there's like cheena and science test tmrw ? i dont wantttttt.
PARTNERRRRR, dont worry, you were there for me too :D
you gave up slashing too huh? your skin rot already right? hahaha.
we just met & i fucked you twice,
8:05 PM
Friday, July 14
haha im supa lazy to blog nowad ays, i sleep once i come back everytime.
i come back like, 6/ 7 + everyday. then my father complains that i dont study enough.
excuse me, im trying my best just even getting my ass offa bed at 4.50am and go to sch ?
i've got alot to complain about la, but im blogging, this is not a punchbag .
school's very boring, as usual. but this time, i have really given up hope taking down notes, my handwriting's gone from eeyerh to eeyerhhhhhhh ! yea. go ask daphne, even my own FGM said that when i was doing my math hw during recess ): hurrr !
oh yea, i know im super late to blog this. but yea man. Italy won the world cup ! 800 ka-ching$ shi wo de (: no la, depends how my father's gonna deal wit it? hahaha.
my national's yesterday. sofea & i came late. we had 'special service' to go to the pit. super embarassing,
we were late to report to the call room. so yea. fayy came to watch (: rachelpng jumped for the 2nd heat too
mr z is supportive :D i jumped my best, but i ddint qualify its sad cause mr z said i was VERY CLOSE to the qualifying mark with his big eyes, ahaha
sofea, you shld have taken your correct marking la, & be more serious next time okay ? rmb, BEND AND SNAP. ahha
i think none of the sec ones qualified for nth. but francis say's its alright, cause we're just like beginners.
sorry ah mousey. i accidently blurted out i was msging to you, when it was during sch hours !
we all played with chalk too. hahaha i printed my pinafore with a heart. &we made many trips to the canteen.
i think i ate alot yesterday. like alot of hundred plus, and ice popstickles. and ooh, chips too. hahha
we ate lunch at the coffeshop, fay & i shared haainese chicken porridge. i didn't really eat much.
yea homed after that with fay. alot of jap people were queuing up for bubble tea. and then all of them had moles, it was super funny. ahahha. one guy had one mole under each of his eye. hahaha, funny manz
today's pe was super fun. so called combined with 2R and 2C. we had to change stations every 30 secs.
hahhahaha. shuttle run, steps, some kinda stretch, jumping jacks, so called 'hurdles' stuff, bamboo stick thingy, sit ups, push ups, skipping rope. yea. halleueh, best pe lesson ever. luckily i didnt pon hahaha.
we did all that to train for napfa i guess. im ready for 2.4. bring it on manz. hahaha. who am i kidding, im nottt.
was fun int he canteen aft sch, althea amirah and i threw a prawn in angela's wallet. she cried. i bet its fake, aahaha.
went to tiong, merl, clare, althea, fay and i. we bought bubble tea first. althea dropped her's on the floor of the shop.
hahahaha walou just liek the mrt incident ! hahaha, the woman gave us a mop to clean it up. althea and i picked up the pearls while fay and ahma merl were the pro moppers hahaha. best la all of us (:
sat at kfc for a long while. took alot of candid pics, hahahah, then went to mrt to slack. missed a few trains.
laughed like siao in the train. i was very loud i think. hahaha. oh yea reminds me of that time when i was in the mrt wit partner, rocker and zoeyfoo. we were laughing at the yellowball the man was sleeping on and the retarded indian family. hahah
okay i wanna be very busy now onwards, cause ive been very lazy all these time. i want,
math & science tuition
cheena tuition
hip hop dance classes. haaha. im not copying charmaine wu la. fineeeee, dont want alr la. hahaha
self-study sessions
(cheena tuition's starting tmrw. stupidddd)
hahaha i really cant stand school. i dont like my teachers.
i dont like some people. i dont like long periods of the subjects i dont like. long periods where we dont take notes.
i love taking notes, but its ugly to see my handwriting la. god i reall yhave to buy a new pencilcase.
lost blue kipling pencilcase, i miss you too much. i wan tback you, my nametag, my badges, my stationary, my lord of the rings chain and ring...LOST ):
thats the thing, i need money. hurrr. new computer, it's macbk or sth witht he fixed in iSight thingy, i dont know why my brother wnated my father to buy it. its super difficult to use. i mean the keyboard thta im typing on now, so different from the iMac/ PC.
WOOT I LOVE WEEKENDS. (: shit there's cheena tuition tmrw. i htink i left my cheena tb in my locker, shittttttttttttttttttttt
see, one week never post, so many stories to tell. there's more la. and there's pictures too. but im too lazy. goodbye.
10:05 PM
Friday, July 7
i dont understand why people can be so forgiving
why they can just be at peace all the time
dont they find sth thats just SO WRONG?
how can they smile when sth's wrong?!
i mean, wth. no one ever sulks with me.
they think, oh its okay la. LIEK WHAT THE FUCKING HELL.
i'm searching for the person who's fated with me :/
im searching, searching bu ti cant find. they're all the same.
i'm finding for the dime a dozen, once in a lifetime.
i think i found her, but i dont know her.
you know scissors is better than penknives.
penknive's scars last SO DAMN LONG, while scissor's just leave there for a few days.
whoo. use razorblade, its way better. omg, im like encouraging the wrong thing ?
haha right. okay, fated partner, i wanna meet you. i dont know who you are.
somehow i feel so emo all day and night :/
stupiddddddd, am i really emo or nottttt. fuckkkkk
11:46 PM
It's all fucked up, being reserved and quiet
She doesn't understand the message that you send
Don't give it all away somewhere, someday there's someone
Who can replace that state of mind, you never give it time
All I want to do is make sure you stop chasing rainbows
Letting everybody crawl inside your heart and mine
zephlyn; whatever ! you're always supporting her one. you know she reads ppl's blogs? thats freaky okay. hahaha
gee; are you one of the st. pat's guys?
adeline; yes, its spelt admirer. hahaha. no la, where got secret admirer? WHERE, WHERE ?! HAHAHAHA.
sammy; LUMPY. FUCK UP MOTHER FUCKER. you owe me nipples, and you made mr choe mad at me okay !
fay; YOU CAN DO IT ! i have faith in you. i mean faith's not in you, but THE FAITH. hahah. i'll be supporting you, we're ll behind ya back (: glad ya well. GOGOGO BABAYYEEE
_______
i find oral comm, pe, history, science, cheena, maths, english, cme, IT/ PW, pc, art & lit very boring. hahaha thats like all the subjects ?
seriously, i feel like dorpping out, i ahte school, i only go there everyday to see my friends everyday and for trgs. i hateeee school. i hate maths & lit the mosttttt
went to cck stadium after school today,
walou manz, cab fare's like 14 dollars? frm school.
rocker's green green mini ipod is supa cool.
i had to return it today, cause my stinky ipod died !
You're my Cuppycake, Gumdrop. Snoogums-Boogums, You're the Apple of my Eye
hahahahah, rocker you sing it damn nice : D
watched the 4 by 1 relay girls, and faith running the i think, 400m?
beatrice, rachelanne, chuyin & dont know who got first. (:
then peichen, lorraine, kristel & aneesa got third or fourth i cant rmb.
we were screaming alot for faith, shes got stich i think, so she didnt really get quite a good position.
fay is a smelly girl ! i think i'm gonna scream for her like mad for her 800m ! (:
i kept bluffing maria, valeriechong they all that the acs guys was my brother. hahaha
oh my, im fucking happy. the WEEKEND's here, FINALLY !
iiSh habx been sh0 l0nq siiNce EUU'' jUst called MiiE
cann WiiE just bweak dEE siiLence ?
iiSh geTTiin c0lld 'nnd ii really niid EUU by MiiE siide tuhh keep Miie..
wArm 'wit EUUR l0ve <3 ...
8:59 PM
Wednesday, July 5
FAY, WO MISS NI HEN DUO NEHXZXZX !
GET WELL SOON [: i can disturb you more than .
&how can you be sick for 400m?! you're way better than you know who!
i dont like today. like whaddafuck. lumpy can just go and die.
if she had moved to where i told her to move, i wouldnt have to disturb her, and mr choe wouldnt have changed my place to the fucken back and made me stand.
aiya shit i forgot to take the toy to show sofea la! hahahha.
history was okay, we went into the norche heritage, my first time.
exchanged ipod wit jaey. her songs are :/ , mine are worse. haha. &its SPOILT. HAHAH
i dont like the rest of the day, i hate school. ):
saw jaey ont he way to english class, dont know wat she was mouthign to me.
sofea's house is so jungle-like. i like her coconut scoop ladle thingy! hahaha
her father and his awards and darn cool i tell you. hahah
went to queensway, angela left, me and sofea went to queenstown for trg.
gan eng seng ppl were sorta trg wit us. &it was embarassing, i keep falling down.
kellie, me and clare waited damn long for 970. wanted to cab, but 970 came in time.
crowded tho. okay fuck, i was changing then, there was sand in my pants too la.
okay bye. i wanna listen to green green (: mini ipod.
9:13 PM
Tuesday, July 4
clara! ; yes i know. hahha.
adeline; okay. still WUMPEDES too(:
gee, who are you? thanks anyways (:
_____
lit. ms koh doesnt allow us to unbuckle our belt when we sit down :/
it doesnt mean we re pregnant la! she asked me when i was due. whaddashit.
we had some quiz, that girl opposite me was irritating like FUCK.
tho she's in my class, i think shes fucken gross and eeyer loser la !
you didnt even read the fucken book, dont act smart can. tsk. double tootsy pie.
cheena was fun. i was writing jaey's letter while disturbing lumpy. hmm, i took a pic of mr choe (: HAHAHAHAH, i was playing with some toy on his desk, and he say that one for kindergarteners to play one. so cute la. hahahha.
UGLY TEETH MONSTER is irritating ! she keeps picking on during science la.
like, come on, i got like an A, and im the science rep. you still wanna action action ah.
maybe im the one who's too much nowadays :/
jaey & i missed ms goh's farewell party thingy. at least i gave the card la. ahahah
we ate at kfc, jaey says im aneroxic. just cause i didnt feel like eating at all.
next time we go again, with zhitong okay. i'll be more hyper manz, cause i was sleepy just now.
train-ed home. i can break in her home anytime [:
&you're MY supafly hot chick. i let you slip away once. i'm not gonna lose ya again. but it's too late, thing's gotta change, and that fucken swerve down the road caused it all. you never cared about how i felt. just cause you think i should just get over it. so what if you're in a mixed school and think you understand more of the better life just caue most of you straightasses htink yourselves are normal? well let me tell you sth, retarded people are straight too. and fucked up ones too. think about it. i really do love you, and i cant believe you just trash it aside and stab my heart like a dead goose. you make me hate you, but im still loving you. i'll be wating at your grave. tonight.
so take away the sensation inside.
throbbing migraine in my head.
give me novacaine.
4:37 PM
Sunday, July 2
oh yay. thank you Zhitong. i love you alot partner for telling me abt ___.
prata shop criminal, you dont need to explain to me those things alr la. hahaha
IM FUCKING ANGRY, ALL THESE TIMES PPL THOUGHT I WAS PL?
wit emily. omg yuck. i'm the opposite okay! shit la, i needa change soon okay.
adeline, im happy you're happy la. we're still the same, friends right (:
maria, its okay. you dont have to be sorry. she's kind of okay with it, i hope so.
maria's clique, i dont knwo you guys la, but i think you guys are satisfied? hahahaha.
I HOPE ONE DAY YOU GUYS CAN PATCH UP AND THERE WILL BE PEACE :D
though there's barely a year left to bond, yea (:
jaey's not online. how nice, i feel like talking to her.
she's probably at the prata shop. HAHAHA
Zhitong isn't replying me, i think i should file my maths file now la.
i feel like going out with rocker and partner tmrw. but i dont think they want la. hahaha
maybe partner wnats zoey to come too? and i dont know her :/
6:31 PM
met adeline yap , jaey and zhitong at long john's then went to sch tgt.
voted for 2006 & 2007's house caps. then left for stadium, talked with jaey and delores while waiting. then we went in alr.
i feel super emo la ): LIKE AND OUTKAST LA.
fuck it, was damn low enthu during the syf. i was crying silently, i just WANTED IT TO END OKAY. everyone thinks its fun. SO WHY AM I FEELING THIS FUCKING WAY?
just waiting for the whole thing to end, and get on the bus.
alot of drama on the bus ride back to sch luh.
took stuff, left to tiong wit angela and faz, ate at kfc, then faz left wit her family.
met jessica& delores. we went to pasaar malam, we bought spider man masks, waterbottles, keychains, delores bought GORENG PISANG. & i bought MUAH CHEE. HAHAHAH
delores' uncle gave me a lift. i feel so bad la, hahaha. came home abt 11.30pm
why am i feeling this stupid emo feeling. was i just born to be this anti-social emo outkast? i wanna be sociable like others, but it's like.... you know
OH FUCKKKKKKKKK LA. I FUCKING HATE MYSELF. iam like not supposed to exist hurr.
WTF, i feel like shit. everywhere i go, i look down at the floor, i dont dare to look at people's faces, even the teachers say that, elango etc.
like putting a paper bag over my face. nevermind, spider man will help me (:
i feel so lovesick type? hahaha, i don tknow. im very confused. i cant think straight.
&I HATE MY FATHER, HE KEEPS TELLING ME, 'KEEP YOUR HAIR LONG AH. DONT BECOME A BUNG. ' then he tells my brothe rnot to lend me his jeans. fuck la.
i feel like running away too, it's my fucking life la. im not his neopet okay! he cant choose my status and sex. etc. its the genes and of what i think la.
HE'S DAMN STEREO TYPE ONE LA. FUCK LA, SOMEONE RUNAWAY WITH ME ? :/
1:17 AM
Friday, June 30
yo asswipes.
stupid thing came yesterday! hahaha. jaey asks whether wanna trade pads. hahaha
both of us didnt go to sch ytd too, francis ass one la. scoldscoldscold !
today's oral comm was OMG. his slang was aussie ? it was damn funny i tell you.
we got paul, hahaha. stupid iam t-rex tara. i dont know who put that.
zhitong and i took jaey's stuff.
art lessons with mrs ng are goddarnboring. omg, i feel like an outkast?
cause it's like everyone's laughing at lame stuff. &iam like, get on with it :/
hmmm after sch , i stayed back for awhile to wait for fayeooo.
CRYSTAL HONG SAYS I ACT COOL ): she & her friend ah! make me sad ):
then merl, fay, clare, angela & i went to tiong, stupid angela's always making us laugh & made me have 7368245 heart attacks? hahaha. one time she spit out a disgusting pearl on the straw.
we took train, then halfway i forgot i left fay's wallet at the mrt doorknob.
so we got off at rehill, then take the other train BACK, and took the next train with the softballers to clementi.
met my sis at the bus stop, went to holland village, and i bought ALOT OF CANDY (:
i bought for my dear crystal hong, apple taffy with peanut butter sth sth.
but i dont think you'll like it. hahahaha. IM NICE NOW, NOT COOL RIGHT.
aiyo, tmrw is syf ! im supa malu. everyone is excited, but i just wanna move along, you know.
im very sleepy. i keep yawning the whole day.
8:47 PM
Thursday, June 29
I FEEL SO FUCKING HORRIBLE NOW ): <
it's like i wanted to go to school today, they're going thru reader's digest ws?
and my lit's gonna be minused off 2 marks cause i dint pass it up today.
today was so important, and maybe there's trg too you know. i hate my mother la.
fuckfuckfuck. fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
3:37 PM
Wednesday, June 28
eh. maths was stupidddd. mrs elangovan was like talking to the whole class,
" i'm looking at this girl& she's staring into blank space ! "
eh please la, i was looking at the sums on the board !
double cheena after. i feel sorry for him leh. it's like supposed to be a test& he doesnt know if we cheat?
bu ti was bullyign lumpy the whole time, i threw her bag outta the class. omg, that was the funnayest. HAHAHAHAHAHA.
SHE ONLY LEFT LIKE THWEE NIPPLES? FUCKKKK. BUY MOREEEE.
DIFFERENT FLAVOUR ONES EH. SUGAR FREE NIPPLES (: me like, me like.
hawhaw, all i ever do is paste them on someone's boob, and close the book.
had syf, today's one was kinda fun i guess. we had full dress rehearsal.
for someone to watch it on tv, it'd be boring. but right there, it's pretty cool.
the bands were good, and so was beatty sec, the silver catterpillar thingy.
oh yea, fay & i exchanged phones too. SNAKE SUCKS ]: PATHETICCCCO!
delores told me some pathetic news, WHY YOU TELL HER LA!
she angry or happy, or smilign when you tell her that ah?
my voice changed halfway durign the rehearsal, angela said that i sounded like i arose from the dead/ ass la she ! whole time make fun of mie onez! ):
went back to school, then went to tiong with angela and samad.
angela wanted to buy a red shirt, but couldnt find one. then i went to buy dwinks at coffee bean, my sister wanted. she wantd starbucks, but i aint passin there, very irritating la she
hmmmm, came home in time to catch gayle sing, missed geraldine's & etc.
so sad meryl quit ):
i'm like sooo dead, i just tore my lit poster cause its only of the sea and a seagull, a boat, etc.
WHEN i read the fine print, OH MAN. i had to re-do. shucks.
11:55 PM
Monday, June 26
Crystal; YES YOU BROKE MY HEART LUH! ): i'm not talking to you alr!
Merl; YAY! you love me ! (: not sincere one la ): &you dont look FUGLY please. [:
Angela; of course you are ugly la! hahaha jkjk, you are very pretty, honestly.
Jaey; rockerrr, hello. i like to call you lim jaey what! ahhaha.
Althea; no la, you're pretty what, so is CANDELETTE. HAHAHA (:
Daphne; FGM, it's cause you are MY fgm! not others' ! :D
____
ILG & FGM happily, coincidentally got a fever on the same day !
when i saw her online, i was like thinking auto sign in?
but it's notttt, and im soo happy. cause i'm not the only one ok!
last night was horrible, 38.2 degrees? &then this morning, 37.4 degrees ! (:
i'm scared i'll miss out on alot of important things for the syf/ in sch la,
& i have to visit the doctor later. i just ate my medicine, and i cant OPERATE MACHINERY. hahaha, so yea. i gotta go off the comp and sleep, according to FGM.
okay bye. I LOVE YOU, FGM ! :D
2:34 PM
Saturday, June 24
thursday
it was fun. went to gombak with samad. trg, walou, i ate sand again! fuck.
left early with clare and samad to buy stuff for the party.
merl came, angela followed us. we went to fairprice & took the trolley.
the trolley went out of control and banged alot of things. haha
the stuff priced up to 50 plus? so we took out the chips.
i took home the chocolate sauce and marshmallows, merl took home the drinks.
clare carried the most. hahaha!
friday.
i finally went for syf. i was damn late.
francis was like shoutign at me from the top of the hill, hahaha.
went to the stadium, i was the only one in pe attire.
then i took the costume and stuff from celine, she asked alot of questions :/
angela was scared, so i went with fay to the toilet to change.
i didnt have a hat too, and angela was makign it worse. stupid ass la she.
went to clare's house. me, angela, clare, merl, faith, clara, althea, kristel and i.
then faith and clara went to town. so there was very few of us left.
we played in the pool, and the guard scolded us for swimmign in shirts.
then we set up the bbq pit thing, kristel's the pro la!
so we put the sotong balls, haha! hotdogs and chicken ont he grill.
clare, me and merl went to the food centre to buy fried rice and sprite ice.
we ate, then we were very full already. so we played int he pool, and on the swings.
left at around 9pm. train-ed with althea.
pictures ! [:
i took alot more pictures with merl's cam, so they're with her.
alot of candid pics la! hahaha!
so we'll go our own ways, and hopefully you'll understand all that i said was sincere.
5:38 PM
Wednesday, June 21
Can you name 21 people you can think of right off the top of your head? Dont read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 21 people. Ready, Start!
1. Emily :/
2. Bestie
3. Fay
4. Zhitong
5. limjaey
6. Fairy God Mudder
7. Adeline
8. Amirah
9. Althea
10. Crystal
11. Twin
12. Maria
13. Angela
14. Sofea
15. Zephlyn
16. Daphne
17. Clare
18. Merl
19. Isabelle
20. Heather
21. Kimberly ang
___
THE QUESTIONS:
1. How did you meet 14?
hmmmm. i forgot. haha. through angela i think.
2. What would you do if you never met 6?
I wouldn't get my wishes granted :D
3. What would you do if 20 and 9 date?
Hahaha. They don't even like, know each other? But I'll be happy for them luh. haha.
4. Did you ever like 5?
Yessssss. I love jaey lim ! (:
5. Would 3 and 12 make a good couple?
FAY AND MARIA? YESYES ! HAHAHAHAHHAHA.
6. Describe 8.
Funny and cute (:
7.Do you think 13 is attractive?
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeee HAHAHA
8.Tell me something about 17:
she's in the same event as me, long jump. hahaha
9. Do you know any of 4's family members?
I know her laopo okay! (:
10. What's 21's favorite color?
Pink, I think? Haha. Rhymes manz.
11. What would you do if 18 just confessed he/she liked you?
She said that before I think.
12. What language does 20 speak?
English and cheena.
13. Who is 9 going out with?
Baizhitong! ahhaha.
14. What grade is 16 in?
sec one
15. When's the last time you talked to 13?
Erm yesterday, online.
16. What perfume does number 2 uses?
How would I know?
17. Would you ever date 7?
ME AND ADELINE?! HAHAHAHHAHAHA!
18. Would you ever date 1?
I did :/ she broke my heart la.
19. Is 15 single?
Think so.
20. What is 19's last name?
chua.
21. Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 11?
Nooooo. We're twins , not lesbooos !
22. What school does 3 go to?
Stc.
23. Where does 10 live?
THE TREVOSE! HEHE. I CAN STILL RMB WORHZXZX.
24. What's your favorite thing about 10?
She's verrry cute & funny, I like to disturb her! Haha!
25.Have you seen number 1 naked?
I don't rmb.
10:48 PM
woohoo! the match with england versus sweden was awesome.
very close fight, i thought england would win hands down.
but that swed bald guy(hahah) scored the second goal in the last few minutes of the 2nd half.
but all was good (: a tie ! 2-2 !
it's like 5.30 something now.
okay. can some fucking one go online now.
it's like, i waited for angela's reply afetr the match,
only to find out it was her sister? HAHAHAH.
my whole condo's pitched black, durign the match too.
dear god, was i the only shit watching? whateverrrr. syf, i dont wanna go!
should have went club momo. jaey told me shanna was clearing off 10 tix.
yah, but rocker limjaey was lazyyy to go, so i didnt wanna go too! hahaha!
eeeyerh. i have to do cheena piang hw!
its like i have to read the frikkin cheena book?
which i dont veen understand a single word of it.
or am i just too un-cheenafied? :///////
fuck cheena, always pulling down all the other subjects i ace, like science and geo.
blahblahblah. merl's my only companion in the morning,
since she's not gonna go for syf too. okay i think i'm gonna sleep.
good bye, emily.
5:30 AM
Tuesday, June 20
Complete & total adoration. My gift to you, my heart was yours.
In ten weeks you shaped it, in one night you murdered it.
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
remember it, cause we'll never make another memory.
YOU WERE A PRIORITY, WAS I JUST AN OPTION?
I LET YOU SEE ANOTHER SIDE OF ME THAT I DON'T SHARE WITH ANYONE ELSE.
i'm sorry all that wasn't enough. so we'll go our own ways.
you'll go crawling back to him, but that's okay, cause i don't really care anymore/
almost 3 months we've been together. All that time, i thought you'd be my forever, the one i'd spend my life with. Everythign we've been through, i can't believe you'll just throw it all away, like it's some test-drive of a relationship, and you'd want to test another one, and maybe you'll even buy that car, wanting to last forever, shining. now you make me feel so stupid, wasting half my commitment and passion for that reationship, only feeling CHEATED OF MY FEELINGS. yea you said sorry, but what's the point? or maybe i'm just being a lovesick loser you called me yesterday on the phone. maybe iam. maybe i really am.
a broken heart is not what i wanted out of this,
but i guess i've learn from this.
but aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes?
i don't consider this a mistake, i just wished the story didn't end this way.
cause i'm still in love with the first person who helped me write it.
4:51 PM
Monday, June 19
Jessie; GOOOOOD [:
Samad; HAHAHA. why you put your name as samad now? anyway, it's okay la. (: glad ya backkkk. hehehe.
Merl; OH YEA. but at this stage, don't need education so fast yet la. hahaha.
Zephlyn; HAHAHA OKAY. [: eh, im not a bimppppp ):
Amirah; SOLLY, SOLLY! cause i lost all the links ! anyway, linked ya alr (:
_____
I read finish village by the sea alr. Like, FINALLY.
4 days are too long for me. I expected like, 2/3 days.
But it's cause on the first and second day, i only read 3 chapters each day.
I don't know how to do the summary, i mean like what do i write?
the summary of the whole story or the parts that i liked?
there's a fine line between those two :/
[EDIT]
I just finished the lit summary toooo
&the book cover thingy.
i'm left wiht the cheenapiang hw! eeeyerrrhhh! im not gonna do it!
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hahaha okay. So I didn't go for SYF rehearsal for the second time.
Zephlyn, i miss you tooo okay! don't miss me too much ah! HAHAHA.
Francis, pleaseeeeee dont make me a helper!
I WANT CCA POINTS TOO!! peanut butter just reminded me of that last night [:
she's got the skippy peanut butter squeeze tube! i dont careeeee, im getting one!
it's damn cooooool okay!
hmm. planning to go out with bestie on saturday.
we can watch two movies, i know her favs are chick flicks, hahaha!
so maybe we'll be watching she's the man and just my luck.
im broke manz. i wanna buy sneakers. &i have yet to buy a new pencilcase.
stupid kipling pencilcase, why did it have to be lost. )))):
i bought a whole bunch of new pens, and stationary the day before SA1's.
THEN IT HAD TO BE LOST WHEN EXAMS STARTED. ):
lost like 80 + dollars? includign the pencilcase, the ring, the badges.
nevermind, i know i'll never find it la. FUCKKKKKKKKK
if only the past could be forgotten
11:31 AM
Saturday, June 17
ZEPHLYN,
EMO BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY (i meant) ! HAHAHA.
HAVE A ROCKING GOOD TIME TODAY ALRIGHTS. [:
bitch ! <3
____
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know,
you're not making this easy.
today's saturday! 4:13am only. ahha.
it's supposed to beeee a fun day.
try to get bestie out :/
hope her mom allows [:
maybe angklung woman can go wit us tooo
fuck. i was hoping trgs would be cancelled due to syf.
BUT ms goh HAD to made us suffer, so she shifted trgs to tuesday and thursday.
omg, so heartless? the whole week's gonna be so tiring.
syf, trg, syf, trg, syf. then only the weekend left for june hols?
and the school starting, to the beginning of another syf rehearsal?
OH MAN. the holidays seem so short.
&i still have hw left to do.
i really regret the start of the hols, slacking away.
i'd rather be busy then lazy anytime manz.
HOW CAN IT BE SO EASY TO GET AROUND WHEN EVEN MY DAD DOESNT EXCEPT MY SEXUAL ORIENTATION!
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFCUKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK!!!! HE THINK'S IT'S A PERFECT WORLD HUH?
GIRLS MUST LIKE BOYS, BOYS MUST LIKE GIRLS. THEN WHY DO _________ HUH?
BY THE WAY, HAPPY FATHERS' DAY HURRR.
3:53 AM
Friday, June 16
Isabelle; ASS! GOOD. took you so long hurrr. heh.
Janell; then. linkkkkkkkk (:
Merl; MY LOVEEEE. HELLOOOO (: he make for ? my baby only needs diapers and baby food la. plus baby bubble bath &insurance toooo. hahaha!
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watched the match last nightttt.
england versus trinidad and tobago.
peter crouch is so funny looking. hahaha. GIANT.
he's the one who scored the first goal for england.
okay, so i overslept cause of that.
&i missed trg again. but i hopeee some kind soul helped me convince ms goh/ mr z that i went for syf trg. hahaha!
i find village by the sea quite okay.
i finished 2 chapters yesterday! (:
i can't believe you like her. you're too like er, low class?
you're like just a KIDDO la. she's alr got someone btw.
i can't stand the bunch of you guys, except _____.
and can you all just leave shanna alone?
like, so irritating. "ohhhh! i know shanna's blog ! "
" i know her number. " "shanna looked at me! "
&YOU link her when you don't even know her?
EEEEYERH, YOU GUYS SUCK ASS !
DESPOSSSSSSSSSS ! don't have to laugh at gwendolyn right.
&YOU keep laughing at whatever IAM laughing.
FUCK YA OKAY. BE ORIGINAL, YOU ASSWIPE.
TSK. DESPOS SUCK HURRRR. COPYCATS & LIARS TOO.
~
anyway, FAY'S COMIN' BACKKK TOODAYYYYYY. [[:
I MISS THAT WUMPEDE OKAY !
&I don't know what to do during the weekend.
4:47 PM
Tuesday, June 13
MARIA; thank you! (: but PEANUT BUTTER is sweeeter! :D i miss you guysssss! (:
CRYSTAL; yes, you're forever laughing too! i knwo you love me, ADMIT IT! (:
CHRISTIE; i returned your tag alr(;
ROANNA; i hope sooooooo (:
JAEY; you even naughtier la! MISS SWAN! HAHHAA! i linked you alr la, smelly.
JEANNA; kay thanks. i'll link ya too. sorry bout the colour :/ haha.
DELORES; you smelly smelly! you just came back from MA LAI SEE. then going off to tioman ah ? haiyo, gonna miss ya. (: & SO DOES MY BABAYE!
hahaha, looks like christmas tree right (; green & redddd.
___
i just came back from trg!
neither ms goh nor mr z. scolded me hokay!
they just asked, are you feeling better? haha! so nice right.
went there abit late, so jogged with alien and gehui.
long jump with clare and alien. i fell down in the pit again! embarassing can. ):
we were playing with the chalk and drawing stuff on each other's markings.
oh yes, got our jersys. but i got L. the arm hole is HUGE. eeyerrrr!
went to shell station to buy hip hop ice cream(:.
then took 970 to holland village with clare & kellie.
then 75 home(: I FOUND A NEW WAY TO GET HOMEEEE (:
instead of taking mrts! :D i wanna visit clarissa's house!
it's the carribean? & it's like a million for a unit, i think.
next week's gonna be busyyyyy like siao.
everyday, either got SYF rehearsal, or training.
except saturday or sunday. i wanna go town with bestie hokay!
& i have yet to buy new dunks and sneakers. they're all worn out la!
I FUCKING NEEDA GO OUT BIATCH! like, seriously yea.
gawd. sound like a bimbo right. hawhaw!
chatting with jaey lim and delores peck now. my rocker/locker and partner! (:
we're watching MISS SWAN ! omg, so funny!
HAHHAHAHAHAHA. i agree with delores that the woman's voice is irrtitating.
i have aches all oevr my body manz. cause i didnt go for 3 trgs alr.
then when i walk up the stairs, i have to bend down alot. ):
im ve ry sleepy, but i haveto read village by the sea.
they write one hwole page just describing of the dragonfly& how it cut thru the ait like a razor blade, and blahblahblah. =x GET STRAIGHT TO THE FUCKING POINT MAN !
~
I LOVEEEE <3 JAEY & DELORES !!! :D
thank you delores for buying me orange crayonnnn[: iloveyou, partner ! (:
1:43 PM
Monday, June 12
i'm like cursing swearing the whole morning,
just cause i missed training again.
woke up like 9;30am plus, by the time i reach there it'd be like 10:20am?
end's at 10;30am. i have no sofea to company me this whole week ):
i'm very, very sorry to mr zehndar ):
he's trained me so hard on starts and all. &i didn't come for 3 trgs, 1 whole week!
i don't wanna have another long talk with ms goh again! like, wtf.
i always try to wake up for trgs, but my mom always think's it's not important so she doesn't wake me up. either that, or i'm just too lazy to get ready even tho i wanna be there.
&i miss two people alot, and those two ppl are ;
MARIA HENG LIYING& CRYSTAL HONG WEI ! :D
they make me laugh& smile during trgs, infact they're mostly the reason why i even go for trainings la. but now, we don't even train together anymore.
&trainings are so dull )):
i'm getting back to the bad, bad habit of oversleeping and pon-ning. &i don't even like that.
i hate myself alot more times than i hate anyone else. )))))):<
FAY& SOFEA, i miss you guysss toooooo! (:
I MISS THE WUMPEDE'S !!!
what happened to the old times? we're not as united anymore ):
life must always make such a huge fast swerve down the road,
banging into the obstructions, crashing all the wonderful moments.
hawhaw, i don't even know what i'm talking about.
i'm going out with that fucker tmrw (:
&CAN SOME KIND SOUL LET ME COPY THEIR HOMEWORK? (for lit)
lumpy, you still haven't sent me the answers for the fucking cheenapiang hw!
i think i'll concentrate on hw today, to "make up" for missing trg.
10:43 AM
Sunday, June 11
waloueh, my dream last night, or rather nightmare was so real.
okay. so i dreamt that my left leg was amputated cause of some gangrene growing onnit or sth, ohmeemy, it was during training. i couldn't do anything. except hop on one leg.
then i was crying at the long jump pit, then i think mr zehndar, haha, came & talked to me.
then he said, "don't worry, it'll grow back. " or sth like that. haha! then in my mind i was like, it does? i thought i had to put on some artifical metal leg?
then that's when my alarm rang and i was on the ground, my eyes wet and all form the crying :/ woke up super late, 4 something. past lunch as usual, but i still had lunch. haha.
okay, whatever. the nightmare was sooo so SO real okay.
i just downloaded 20something songs, and i'm happy(:
i get sick of songs very easily, so i keep downloading, downloading.
if i were you is nice. hahaha. i just realised.
i don't know if i should go DXO tmrw. jaey said she could help me crash thru the security cause it's her friend's bdae party, so i guess she's on the guest list.
oh yea, to FAY YEO;
YOU ARE A BIG FAT MEAN MEANO ! you didn't even tell me you were flying away to bali la.
smelly melly welly belly jelly! & yo uknow why i don't put "the poor girl who gets her shoes stolen everyday" anymore? cause i don't see roanna and stacy doing that to you anymore! ahhaha!
8:47 PM
Saturday, June 10
The love we make is give and it's take
I'm game to play along
[edit]
oh yea, HAPPY [BELATED] B'DAE LOOK-A-LIKE TWIN, NERISSA ! (:
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hello. i'm thinking of switching to livejournal or xanga.
but i'm not used to it, so i guess i'll be sticking to blogger for now.
the picture's supposed to appear on the empty space on the left.
but i don't know why it can't :/
still editing the template though.
haven't been attending trainings this week.
i wanna quit alr, but i wanna experience one year first.
anyways, nationals are coming.
i'm so happy i finished the readers' digest worksheet, except the last article.
oh manz, i havent even read village by the sea yet.
oh,and that cheenapiang hw, i'm not gonna do it, hawhaw !
~
chatted with my dearest FGM (:
I LOVE FGM TOOOOOOO ! :D
okay, i think i wanna sleep now manz.
like 2am right now. &i'll be a guai girl today (:
2:19 AM
Thursday, June 8
i think my blog is so super ugly.
no one visits it anyway.
might close it down la.
wanna spend more time ____ :/
2:21 AM
Wednesday, June 7
You people talk but you don't even know me, and thats alright cause I get down with GC.
so I'll walk on and listen to this cd, and people laugh they do it just to spite me.
Behind my back they don't know what I see. But I don't care what they say i don't need them anyway.
I'll just go about my day but anyway, you go out on Friday night, I'll stay in but thats all right cuz I have found a click to call my own.
in crowd, out crowd I dont care. Your crowd, my crowd we can't share cuz I have found a click to call my own.
if you want me to wait, i would wait for you.
if you tell me to stay, i would stay right through.
if you don't want me to say anything at all, i'm happy wondering :D
YOU'RE SOMEBODY, WOAH-OH-OH, THAT I FOUND JUST IN TIMEEEEEEEE.
4:34 PM
yesterday was boring shits manz.
was supposed to watch the omen with fellow potatohead.
but she was scared. haha!
she wanted to watch she's the man. but i'm like eeyer, no way.
anyway, didn't feel like going to town.
so we met up at clementi interchange, angela said i dress like a bung basketball player like that. :/
bus-ed to fay's forest, i was scared her mom would have a bad impression of me cause of how i dressed,
so angela helped me pass the cam to her mom, as fay was not home yet. but in the end, her mother saw me hiding behind the tree:/
fay returned from her spa at beautyworld! hahahah!
&then three of us hanged out outside her house, and finally went inside her house.
her cousins and smaller sister were there, throwing toys everywhere.
every toy had a name, haha so funny ! brambles! grace! haha!
fay sent us to the bus stop, while waiting for the bus to come, we watched the monkeys playing in the forest, then i stepped on the monkey's fucking shit la. oh manz.
reached clementi mrt station, angela came to my house.
omg, i hate my mother. so irritating.
wanted to watch dvds, but they were talkign in some abcdefg language, i couldnt understand.
played computer, sent angela off in taxi, and back again to my home.
i'm never gonna sit on a taxi again. i got sick. puked like non stop in the toiletbowl.
was feeling damn cold, though the temp was hot. had fever. god, i hate taxi's.
didn't go for trg today, cause of the dumb fever.
downtown, another day for all the suits and ties
another war to fight, there's no regard for life.
12:52 AM
Tuesday, June 6
my sis came back from her school trip.
got new dvds, da vinci code, x-men 3, silent hill, poisiedon, when a stranger calls, blue crush, pride and prejudice.
but i'm still gonna watch the omen today with potatohead. she say's she wanna watch she's the man. okay.. wtf :/
today should be a good day to watch the omen what, 666.
1:07 PM
yo people. uploaded a new song to ripway.
cemetery by gc, originally by silverchair(:
my asshole sister probably's on da bloody plane now.
stupid school trip of hers, i dont want her to come back luh. i dont even miss that annoying person.
i feel like goign to fay's house now! she says i can go there at 4am man. k0olii0s mAnNzXx!
oh yea, today's demonic, 666! 6th of the 6th month, of 2006. 060606. which is 666.
the opening of the omen. woot! might catch it this evening with potatohead.
see ya.
2:01 AM
Monday, June 5
yo. i dont like today's trg.
i hateeeeeee jumpign in the sandpit.
&i got sand in my mouth, all over my body, and it scraped my elbow til it oozed out blood ):
i'm not cut out for this, long jump. i dont like!
my blouse's verrrry red cause ofda track.
saw that smalllittlegirl there again, she keeps sticking her tongue out la. i stick better la =P
mr z says maybe the event's can't be changed, so maybe i'll be back with no event manz.
he says me and demello may be in 100m. wtf, i dont want la.
the bloody apnns blocked the mrt door, i almost missed my stop.
tmrw returning fay's camera, like finally. haha.
town with asshole potatohead after her trg.
! omg, i smashed the mirror
cause my face really sucks that much yea.
9:45 PM
Sunday, June 4
fucking hell, i'm so fucking irritated.
can't this bloody thing stop.
&i hate my hair, it's yucky like hell.
i wish the homework could do up by itself.
i don't even fucking understand the fucking cheena homework, i'm not gonna do it la.
i'm fucking broke, i feel like robbing the bank or sth.
&i made girlfriend angry& confused ):
i'm stupid and wreckless la, fucked up like shit.
my life sucks man. i wanna cut, but i can't find my penknife! ):
life's been a fucking bitch nowadays.
rawrr ]:<
6:13 PM
Friday, June 2
back from sports camp ! :D , like finally
i'm so smelly, dirty and tired from camp.
you know what, i wore ONE stc shirt for the whole three days.
oh man, &i didnt even wash it la.
luckily jaey help me spray deoderant on my shirt before i get on the cab, later the driver faint then car crash, i become like MR. TAN LIN HOW(?) then how!?! ahahah!
wednesday
arrived at queenstown for trg.
school to put down our stuff.
lunch, then i think we did some group work or sth, rest time after.
training again, mr zehndar trained me on sprints& starts. i dont know if im still doing long jump or short d.
joined the others for warm ups later.
showered, then dinner, they were kinda shocked to see how short my hair was.
but not that short la, i wanna grow it & cut like lorraine's!
leslie gave a talk about sportsmanship.
we were all so sleepy from two trainings in a day,
missed singapore idol ! ): ENCORE, ENCORE! but when?
group work again i think.
supper, then off to bed.
i mean, sleeping bags, or mats, or whatever!
this is SUPER FUNNY!
fay was playing the car racing game on my phone, under her jacket.
then suddenly, the teacher came & pulled the jacket away!
then fay thought it was angela, so she said "EH! DON'T PULL NEH!"
HAHAHAHAHAH! okay, joke worn out already la.
thursday
we had to do warm ups, wtf.
breakfast, played some kinda games with our group.
when we were making the protection thingy for the egg,
STRAW FIGURE; CHU YIN was born !
HAHAHAHHA! i was like jaey and natasha doing everything, while adeline and i were making chu yin. hhaa!
other games, touched ____'s ____, and i was damnnnn high (:
thank you adeline! for making way for me to stand next to her :D
bishan for training, didnt really do nothing at all.
BBQ when we went back, there wasnt enough food !
the hockey girls were late, so ALL the chicken wings went to them, when fay, samad and i were waiting for like so long.
but later, this nice girl asked if we had any chicken wings, so we got 'em!
we ate many many marshmallows, and faith was funny.
i was like, waloueh, faith, no food, can die already. cause i was hungry for more satay and chicken wings, which were like outofstock or sth.
then she was like, "EAT FRUITS LA!"
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH!
we had to come up with an item.
so we did skit and cheer.
it was funny okay! especially joy when she had to be mr francis, or is it mr zehndar? hahaha!
i was waving fay's orange slipper, adeline thought it was a sock!
&jaey lim! you slam your butt on my feet! very pain you know, smelly!
cup noodles for our supper, we were almost late to sleep.
i didnt bathe, you know! so i slept in my smelly stc shirt, from training!
friday
late for warm ups.
so we had to do it late, PLUS coil the rope & clean the canteen after they ate their breakfast.
it's like only fay and i doing most of the stuffs. & we didnt even eat anything.
thank you bestie for saving us a cup of milo! (:
audi for some talk about role models.
warm ups for trg, then the sec ones, us, had to lock up all the lockers without a lock.
oh man, locker fourtytwo! spare it, please! i got no money to buy locker!! wah, i wanna cry aldy.
lunch was nice, chicken rice. samad was unlucky. hahahhaha! she looked so sad when she ate her food, and i was like pitying her in my mind. hahahahah!
audi to finalize the votes for track captain, field captain and the vice captains!
chuyin and yushan didn't want to be, even though they got the highest votes.
so the 2nd highest got the places.
light trg, using starting blocs for sprints, that's all i think.
oh yea, according to crystal, nerissa is now my look-a-like twin!
i dont think so neh!
jennyleong was looking everywhere for me.
i dont know what she was talking about.
2nd time already.
canteen to get my stuff down from the hall, omg, _____ is chao irritating!chuyin accepted the straw figure adeline and i made fo rher! HAHAHHAH!
i want to take train home, then my mother came in taxi :/
anyway, I REACHED HOME FIRST OKAY!
no one was online, jaey you 2nd la, i pity you, never bring keys.
then i think eunice ong 3rd.
camp wasnt fun at all!
it just like trainings, but with meals, and games, and talks only.
i thought it would be fun like siao, bu tit's not.
major dissapointment ):
okayokay, i look into the mirror, and see one very nice tan w0rXzX!
but my nsoe and forehead is always sweaty, and now got so many tiny bumps, i think it's called pores? and zits, pimples, etc. eeyer!
haiyo, i apply oxy now la.
i miss home so much la! oh god, havent eaten in like 5 hours?
i took fay's cam home! &i'm returning he ron monday.
so maybe pictures then.
and im surprised mousey didnt eat peanut butter up. hawhaw! :D
10:34 PM
Tuesday, May 30
I LOVE FAY YEO RUI!
... for lending me your camera.
hahaha! okay, im not so mean la.
for being a happy girl &a good wumpede friend too!
the only probelm now is,
i onyl have one pe shirt. shit, have to reuse how many countless times again la.
almost 11pm, still havent started packing yet. haha, okay.
10:49 PM
it's like 10pm & shiat, i havent even started packing for the sports camp tmrw.
gonna be dang early like hell inthe morning, 8am we're gonna reach queenstown.
the other cca's&all, school. why must we go to queenstown first?
anyway, was planning with sofea to go macs at 7am for breakfast first, but we felt it was toooo early.
dumbfuck, i can't have the ipod and camera.
cause my bloody sister's goign on that school trip of hers to that cheena country.
&she's taken the cam and ipod, which means i'll have to take the oher lousy ipod and omg, NO CAMERA?!?!
i guess i'll have to borrow from my cousin or sth.
10:26 PM
ROCK ALIAS (organised by ACS BARKER BOYS.)
PERFORMERS; saw loser, vertical rush, set forglory, a vacant affair, nathaniel hartono, auburn'sepiphany, megalomania, good mourning, galahad.
TWO NIGHTS, DIFFERENT BANDS EACH NIGHT.
Thursday 8th june, Friday 9th june.
7:00PM, lasting for about 2 hours or so.
DBS Arts Theatre, 20 Merbau Road, Singapore239035.
$20 for a ticket. seperate tickets for each night.
FREE SEATING.
PINK TICKET; THURSDAY 8TH JUNE.
BLUE TICKET; FRIDAY 9TH JUNE.
EMCEE/ HOST; Geran Wong (my brother :D)
CONCERT ORGANISERS; Nicholas Oh & Lim Yin Li
GET YOUR TICKETS FROM ME ME ME!
msn/ mail; tarawong@hotmail.com
message/ call; 90067028
*those going for sports camp can get them from me during the camp.
2:00 PM
Monday, May 29
training today.
reached queenstown stadium late,
saw merl and loretta there too.
sofea was relieved that i came la! haha.
__ ___ was irritating, she talked to me& sofea about why we arent attending trgs& blablabla.
which made us very pissed off, whatever.
while doing jumps, i was running around in the mud& sat on the tree, & my shoes and shirt were stained with mud.
got in long jump ! (: at least i've got an event :D sofea& clare got in too.
mr zehnder says i can joing mr francis' track team but he wants to train my body first.
queensway with sofea. met up with angela& jessie.
bought their socks, ate at macdonalds.
walked around. &sat on rides, played stupid machine games, bought candy, made my nametag, which was huge like hell.
saw maria, sasha, valeriechong there, met brenda&clara too.
home-d with angela as she wanted to find for her narnia dvd she lent me, i lost it.
so i paid the fine for her.
okay, pictures :D ;
(btw, i think photobcuket is darnnn fcuking slow)
angela riding the spin-around-n-around thingy. it only spins 180 degrees! lousy! ):
samad& potatohead :D
this is actually the fun-nest one. the guy behind withdrawing monaye from the cash machine changed for us 50cents coins for the rides. thank you! :D HAHAHHA/
sofea getting off after the ride! HAHHAHA!
jessie riding the unstable horse thingy.
we tried the opposite side's aeroplane, car and motorcycle rides. but the bloody fucker security guard wa slike, "get off la. not for you to ride! wake up la! "
fcuking rude can.
my brother's the emcee/ host for ROCK ALIAS;
DBS Arts Theatres. bands like saw loser, good mourning, etc are performing.
tow days; thursday 8th june & friday 9th june. 7:00pm.
$20(free seating) No refund of ticket.
GET YOUR TICKETS FROM ME ME ME! i can get you a backstage pass too :D
girlfriend, you're oh-so-pretty(:
iloveyou
8:10 PM
Saturday, May 27
my dad is chao irritating can.
he saw my hair when he came back yesterday,
and he was like, dont be influenced by the bungs in your school. i want to transfer you back to new town.
wth la. my hairstyle isn't even as bung-ish.
anyway, he didn't cane me, neither did he shout at me, he's just like, you need tuition.
he was shocked at how low i got for math:/
anyways,
yesterday's founder's mass was nice(;
angela su was irritating, i hate you.
mrlau(?) retired, so he's the one who invigilated us for mt paper 2.
haha, seems like he's a nice guy. it was chao touching when he said we were special and all that.
the "party" was sucha failure.
abigial&adeline had to leave for hockey at delta.
then we sang the bdae song so patheticly, but everyone only enjoyed the cake. haha!
skipped training, went to tiong with the two daphne's and delores.
we bought fairy god mudder's pillow. &delores and i ate kfc. haha! they had to wait for us.
bought plasters with delores. i bought the transparent ones for my cut wrists. &delores bought the smiley faces ones.
we exchanged one for one! (:
train-ed together. I'M NOT THAT PRATHIBAB'S BROTHER'S LAOPO LA, YOU PAVITHRA(sp.?) !
i dont wanna go for sports camp,
sofea's not going.
i dont wanna go too. i dont know if i can cancel the form and money.
HAPPY [BELATED] BIRTHDAY, ROANNA ! :D
3:38 PM
Thursday, May 25
FORGET IT LA, I'M FUCKING USELESS.
back to my fucking act-emo life. WHAT THE FUCK? NOT!
gonna cut again la. DONT STOP ME.
i could at least pretend to be :D tomorrow.
oh wells, BACK TO GOOD OL STRAIGHT.
i think, well for the time-being at least.
she's just got the looks.
but she isnt everything i have ever wanted.
what i want is someone worth waiting on.
these 5 months spent on you,
i couldnt have been more stupid.
so a big HELLO to everyone;
she's no longer loved by me.
i'm no longer interested.
a couple of stares, AT HER LOOKS. not her soul.
she'll no longer be my hottie dar.
you know what happened.
6:32 PM
HAHA, ME AND SOFEA.
WE'RE THE LONELY'S.
actually i'm more lonely luh.
angela didnt come. fazlina&zephlyn too.
alone in class all the time, it was sad like mad. HAHA!
i hope mrs ang doesnt call my house or sth.
anyways, the report book will be out tmrw :/
i'm still deciding whether or not to hide the book or to change the numbers of the marks on the book.
i dont know la. oh shit, it's top secret anyway. haha! probably not luh. dont have that much time to do all those stuff.
&anyways, HONESTY IS THE BEST POLICY :D
blah, that doesnt get me cheered up anyway.
tiong-ed with sofea&friends after school.
we bought DAN GAO together(:
sofea went to the bus stop, met adeline, fay and joscelin.
mrt-ed, met zeph on the train.
haha, fay&i were walking from the front to the back to find her.
jurong east, PAPA ROTI's :D
waited at macs with zeph for her sister, left halfway cause hazelnut was still waiting at the mrt station for us.
when i took the bus home, it was raining SHIT.
i had to cross the bloody crossover in the heavy rain, and i was like hugging the DAN GAO to me.
fuckign hell, this fucking indian boy ran out of the lift& banged into me&the cake without apologising, i shouted fuck! i think the mother heard, but fuck cares. deserves it.
i'm chao paranoid please.
i wonder if he'll cane me still :/
how i wish i could turn back time.
just 2 or 3 more marks, and i'll pass lur.
tmrw will be a happy day(;
but wait till i get home.
THWICK, THACK, WHACK! ):
5:37 PM
Wednesday, May 24
today was great man!
ronin came :D i saw it from charmaine wu's blog before, but i totally forgot about it.
it was cool i guess, but the dumb fruitcake(HAHAHA) had to ruin it.
like, fuck ya.
omg, anusha's gonna DJ for a whole hour,
ON AIR, NATIONAL RADIO STATION!
our school's rep's gonna be ruined?
she was funnaye retarded luh. omg.
mark richmond is blindddddddd please.
deaf too. haha. :S
halfway through elango's talk,
it was srub scrub scrub! dry dry dry! in the toilet with angela&adeline.
man, it was funny and fun! (:
skipped training luh.
go also won't get in triple jump or what, everyone is irritating, wanting me to go for short distance.
i mean like, wth. then i'd be the only one in s.d luh!
tiong-ed with sofea and angela instead, macs, then cd shop, begawan solo.
i'm pro at STAFF MANAGEMENT!
remember, two words, THANK YOU!
haha! it's an inside joke.
&nowadays there's this bunch of 2B girls or whatever sec 2 girls like calling me bung whenever i walk past them.
or they would say omg, and give me these irritating grins and stares.
waloueh, chao irritating luh. i dont even know them.
FUCKFUCKFUCK.
WHY DONT I HAVE ANY FUCKING EVENTS FOR THE NATIONALS.
DONT TELL ME I'M GONNA HAVE TO SIT OUT.
WHY CANT I TRY OUT FOR TRACK EVENTS INSTEAD.
I SHOULD HAVE CAME TODAY LA.
IT'S THE FINAL LIST.
WHYWHYWHY/
I THOUGHT I GOT INTO LONG JUMP! WHY ISNT MY NAME THERE THEN?!
7:25 PM
Monday, May 22
i still don't get it.
i guess i never will.
to resort to something so stupid like cutting.
the scars so obvious.
&this time they're really obvious.
usually no one would find out about it, but this time it's just so fucken obvious.
&when people say "dont cry"
what sort of comforting is that?
DONT CRY.
blah, not like they said that to me or whatever, cause i never cry infront of people.
just that, you should know it doesn't make any sense.
DONT CRY, hahaha. funnaye.
:/
&&! when they ask, "why nvr come to school today? "
like so irritating can.
obvious reasons right, also none of your B-I-bussiness(sp. ?) .
i mean, there's nothing you could do about it anyways.
&you're not even close to me, not like your my bestie or what.
i'm giving it one more try,
before i take this great dive.
to death.
cause i'm so in love with you.
12:22 PM
Sunday, May 21
heh. it's only like 12: 56am.
&we're the only two people online<3
F.Y.I it's not potatohead.
(not counting that stupid smarterchild too okay)
the whole afternoon, movie marathons and snacking.
the butterfly effect for the second time.
harry potter for the one gazzilionth time?
i need some new dvds, anyone wanna trade with me during the hols?
i've got plentyyyy of good ones(:
okay i think i'm gonna sleep, as soon as hottie goes offline.
&i dont think i'm shopping this afternoon for ____'s prezzie luhs.
i think after school with the gang.
oh yeas, monday haircut with crystal and maria! :D
or is it tuesday? :/ hahaha!
i think i'm gonna upload a song now.
1:03 AM
Saturday, May 20
YAY! I downloaded the ABSOLUTELY EVERYBODY song(:
no big deal la, haha. SONG SPREE AGAIN! :D
downloaded over 16 songs, i like SAOSIN okay! &The Afters, Unwritten law.
i think 'i'm all about you' is so awesome can. i keep replaying that song.
&yesterday i was singing that to angela. hahaha!
my itunes card's left with 5dollars plus only? but i still got aeris.
no baby, you never had to question our love
2:58 PM
it's 3:11am& i just woke up after trg.
update;
syf early in the morning again.
got booked for nametag again, i think i've been booked down like 6 times already?
oh man. idiot chee-toot go and ask the sc whether i got booked cause of my belt, but NO, it was cause of my NAMETAG only, hahahahahhahahahaha, stupid CHEE-TOOT, i hope you've done enough kaypo kia-ing already okay, i hope you're dammit EMBARASSED.
i almost wanted to cry when i recieved my lit and geo papers.
how could i got so, so low when i studied SO fucken hard.
long nights, intense revision.
and now this fucking piece of crap?
my science was quite okay i guess. don't know which teacher wrote "V. GOOD!" next to my marks on the paper, it's not even that good lur.
math gonna be recieved on monday.
there was this art programme, which they said was worth $200? and was given to us free just like that.
yea, whatever. i didnt get any of that enrichment through my head:/
i think art leassons are darn boring or what manz.
free period after.
queenstown for training again.
mental breakdown la, he always has his favourites man.
so what's the purpose of (us) coming anyway.
i mean it's helpless when you just do your stuff, and he goes around critising & praise the others.
biased shiat:/
sofea got in for triple jump(: GFU!
left early for something, with clare and samad.
they were asking me to go with them to that place.
so i said i'll go home and change first.
but i fell asleepppp till just now.
sorry! oh man, i feel like shiz now):
shopping this weekend, maybe with potatohead or her twin .
for ______'s prezzie!
i'm always saying stupid stuff, in the end, i dont even plan to do it when the time comes.
3:29 AM
Wednesday, May 17
SYF rehearsal in the morning.
ahhhhhh it was damn tiring.
after break&all, we checked our MT and English papers in the audi.
stupid MT, i could have passed, just one dumb mark.
now, i'm gonna get caning? mannnnnnnnnnn
at first, iw as overjoyed cause i saw the paper had some good marks on it,
but then i realised i took zephlyn's paper and she had taken mine too.
she said she almost cried cause she thought my marks were hers. HAHAHA :D
My English papers were okay, duh, better than chinese.
the english teachers talkkkk damnnnn long okay!
R&R made me wanna sleep.
it was so stupid la.
why should they even know about our expenses and all?
syf again, this time in the sun.
hahaha, it was okay la, but the sec 4's were staring at us from on top:/
yahdeeeedarrrrrrr, training at queenstown.
saw fay's sister there. hahaha, she was wearing all these white plasters on her leg,
now that fay corrected me that they were SALONPAS, for muscle relieve. hahaha!
clare, adrienna and i were super slack, skipped hurdles, and triple jump.
mr z told us to stride and well, as long as we're away from the hurdles, then that's good(:
isabelle, kellee, rachel png & others got into triple jump.
my stupid cert ain't ready cause they didn't have the picture of me meditating. hahaha!
bus-ed with mousey and peanut butter, yay, now i know how to go back by just taking 2 buses!
insetad of the usual, 7 mrt stops, &2buses.
i wanna sleeeepppppppp.
tmr there's no school!
not sure if there's syf, but even if there is, i'm not going!
i may be going for a haircut tmrw. that's awesome(:
8:11 PM
Tuesday, May 16
YAYYY :D
exams are finally OVER manz(:
math paper one, heck care.
it was damn hard la, but people said it was easy.
i said paper 2 was damnn easy, they said it was damnn hard:/
went to chij kellock with the wumberde's.
they went to find stacy's sister, and daphnegan showed me angela's fat bird on the art plate.
HAHAHAHA!
they all changed into their clothes and shoes int he toilet, only bestie and i didn't bring so we stayed in uniform.
town-ed after(:
waited for delores outside cineleisure.
then she finally came, went to taka mos burger's for lunch.
wapiangeh, my order come so late.
hahaha, in the end, i didn't even eat the fries, and only 1/4 of the burger, but i shared 2 cokes with bestie.
went back to cineleisure, bought tix for mission impossible 3.
they all laughed damn loud at the brassley&luther or whoever guy la. hahaha.
i think that declan guy(jonathon rhys meyers) is kinda hot luhs, but not as hot as hottie dar(:
oh yea, this nerdass woman shouted SSHHH once we just got in the cinema la.
thank you delores for the cinnamon-covered stick thingy! haha! i think they're called cheerios or sth.
walked to heeren to take neoprints.
alot of stc people were then laa, oh man.
we took at 2 booths! it was fun, squeezing ten people :D
then SHE and her friends came(:
hahaha, she touched me okay. i mean, her arm rubbed against mine(:
and i felt damn highhh la. mygoodness. i think she's just so damn hot okay. omg, <333s :D
train-ed with abby, fairygodmother, and daphnegan.
hawhawhaw, FAIRY GOD MOTHER likes playing with my car-racing game.
so does MOZART. hahaha :D
aiya, bestie's grounded, cause she missed that dumb bus, and well she's gotta follow a curfew, so yea.
but i cheered her up:D
EEYER, i'm starting to sound and type like that EEYERH VL la.
today is a happy day :D
especially when hottie touched me(:
i think sasin and acceptance's songs are nice man(:
6:53 PM
Monday, May 15
yesterday
my brother's 16th b'dae.
had some dinner at mandarin hotel.
the food was okay la, the desert was damnnnnn nice okay.
i got ice-cream with rainbow sprinkles, chocolate eggs, chocolate sprinkles, chocolate sauce, and alot more things.
haha, there's also this chocolate fountain. it was damnn cool.
i was standing there dipping marshmallows and eating 'em, while there was a long queue behind me. haha!
today
i was damnnn shuang in the morning okay, i tell you.
i didn't carry any books or bags(:
i just carried a pen, money, ez-link card, chocolates and phone in my pocket :D
the exam was like er... , who cares if we fail?
it was kinda stupid la. they asked, what's the diff between long grain wheat and short grain wheat, i put "one has long grains. one has short grains."
aiya aiya, sooo wanted to sleep but mrs ang was there. so i wouldn't there.
if mrs elangovan were there, i'd be sleeping.
tiong-ed after, went to kopitiam.
bought cheese fries with samantha tay, then bestie and her had to go.
we made alot of noise, as usual. witht he stupid frankenstein straw and spring onions. hawhaw.
walked around, we stalked people okayyyyyyyyy.
it was damnnn fun manz, we were all saying we wanted to rape htis couple, the guy was cute and the girl was pretty, both were damn hot la. HAHAHAHA.
then the girl and boy started looking behind at us, so we got another target, but all were no good! :/
the first couple were awesome laaaa. hahahha.
adeline, fay, hazel, daphneng and i went to fay's house.
looked at fay's old baby pictures. and they were damn KAWAII NEHZXZXZ! hahaha!
played in her room with all the stuff toys, and i took some expired strawberry spray and sprayed it into my mouth. it was damn nice okay.
but my jaw hurts.
they all ate popiah, and there was lizard shit on the bear's head.
adeline spilled the water twice. haha.
went back with daphneng(: we took the same bus all the way la, bu ti got off like 5 stops earlier, cause she was going to holland village.
okay, i'm damn tired la.
and i'm dammnnnnnn sorry to crystal hong wei for screaming too loud.
and to vanessa wong for insulting her, but i wasnt referrign to her,i was referring to most of that race, i don't even know her!
i was just exclaiming cause i got crashed in the game.
well anyways, sorry crystal! (: sorry vanessa! (:
5:29 PM
Saturday, May 13
oh yay. i downloaded 14 songs(:
it's only saturday. one more day left to miserable monday.
okay, i gotta go. i wanna watch malcolm in the middle.
7:01 PM
i was blog-hopping,
i went to these two people's blog, i won't say their names,
but the music is damn funny okay! warcraft manz!
it goes like, ROARRR! then some other stupid stuff, like "i'll KILLLL you."
then the other person goes, "do not (something), we are your friends!"
then one woman goes, "look, i dont have time for this nonsense. "
so awesome manzzz.
can die already. hawhaw!
i'm talking to angela su about it now. haha!
it's almost 2am.
darling is still online<3
why don't you just take the first step,
i don't wanna make it obvious.
for you to see,
i love you so much.
but you don't even know who iam.
and that's just really sad
mannnn, this is all so useless.
but i shall not give up, as it's just beginning of something beautiful(:
1:54 AM
Friday, May 12
i like my frindge alot ! :D
oh manz, after the pizza,
i was rummaging through my bag,
and found the box of strawberry kit kat which i bought yesterday.
it's not melted yet. ohmygod, it fucking sucks i tell you.
i think daphnegan or whoever told me before that it sucks too.
hahaha, i gave it all to my sister. she think's its nice.
&even last night when i ordered macs for dinner,
the stupid pepper drumlets are the worst ever, i tell you.
dont ever waste your money on that,t he whole is shit with alot of horrible pepper.
surprisingly, my bother and sister liked it.
is it me, or is it them who's weird?
okay its friday,
its boring today.
why is everyone studying home econs?
it's like so not important luhs.
maths is 4 days away, so i wont mug too much on that yet.
i'm bored.
why is everyone HAPPY studying,
when i'm BORED doing nothing?
okay, i'm goign to cut my hair again.
yes, i'm that bored.
i have maths asessment to do after anyways.
ciaociaociao.
5:39 PM
i like my frindge :D
i'm so fucking irritated,
pizza delivery comes so slow.
what happened to all my comics?
i think i'm gonna buy more sandman and archies.
it's a boring day, i wanna go to town,
but there's no one to go with! everyone's like, studying?
3:13 PM
Thursday, May 11
i cut myself a frindge!
it's like so kewlz la!
i like, i like! i look like an emokid though): ; it's covering my eyes and all.
but i'm still gonna pin 'em up in school :D
7:21 PM
bestie and jos are such betrayers!
haha, they betrayed the chinese race!
our ancestors!
they told their appn friend about the meaning of apnn&barcodes.
okay, it's not true that they told her.
but i don't know how that idiot apnn found out.
and she was like oh my god, you're racist!
like FUCK YOU!
i find her damn fucking irritating, like omg, can die already.
i think some people are so irritating too, some non-apnns.
they ask, what is appn? so irritating!! eeeeeeeyargh!
anyways geography was tough,
the stupid question about mapskills, to shade all the tropical rainforests was dang dumb,
i shaded everything from equator to tropic of cancer, and equator to tropic of capricorn.
i think i'm damn screwed, cause of that.
structured questions was okay i guess, the mcq and basic techniques were quite easy.
alot of wumberde's didnt come today, stupid la.
we ate at kfc, bestie had to go off early, or she'll get a caning for hanging out! ):
____ was sitting at the same table as us, except it was kind of divided.
i tied the straw into a knot, and made it alive, like frankenstein.
i made it jump all over delores' cheese fries and dive into the ketchup and shouting, "WOOHOO!" and "yee-harr" all the time. it was damn funny, all of us laughed till our stomachs were paining.
delores laugh untill she spitted out her drink! hahaha!
and i made twisties out of fay's bag straps.
shayrer air strypes bag ah! everyone must buy that bag!
i was running around with twisties, hahaha!
we kept sneaking the chicky meal pencilcase into twisties but fay found out.
went to fairprice ntuc, walked around 1234567890 times?
hahaha, the woman giving out Q-bites chicken samples the other time was serving some shrimp dumpling today, eeyerh! i prefer Q-bites! :D
i bought the strawberry kit-kat then when i gave the cashier the money,
she handed me some kotex pad and said, "this comes free with that. "
so stupid manz, i was like dont want! dont want!
and i ran out then the woman said you forgot to take your thing.
haha, i even forgot to take the thing i bought. stupid offer, one kit kat, one pad? haha!
went down to the trains,
i forgot what we did, haha.
then vanessa wong and her friend came to join us for awhile.
played ball with some plastic bag or was it the paper wrap thingy.
aiya, whatever, haha.
i played twisties and ran up to the ez-link control station there.
haha, fly like HUANGFEIJI like that! haha.
took the same train as kristel they all.
delores and fay and daphnegan were begging me to go iceskating with them.
but i'm like )X , i'm sleepy.
especially fay la, beg me like siao.
i bet now they're happily falling down on the ice! hahaha!
but fay only wanted me to go so the 4-people-group would be cheaper than paying individually! idiot!
okay, i think i'm gonna cut my hair again!
i wanna go to pro to cut,
but it's like damn ex?
The heretic seal beyond divine,
A prayer to god who's deaf and blind,
The last night's souls on fire,
three little words and a question why?
3:49 PM
Wednesday, May 10
my pencil case is R.I.P, lost.
oh manz, it's like my fav kipling one.
and it's got everything inside.
i've been using it for like as long as i can remember, primary 5?
my dad's gonna kill me if he finds out, i'll just try to find the exact same model in the kipling store, but i doubt there's gonna be any, cause he bought it in L.A or sth:/
i chopped off alot of my hair again,
it just doesn't make any difference you know,
it just looks so horrible when i don't tie it up.
i dont even want long hair, i want those kinda bung hairstyles, haha they kinda rock i guess?
but, imagine me with that. people would think, bung failure/ poser. hahaha!
okay. today's so boring. i woke up like 2pm?
i'm suchan ass.
i wanna die already, i've got a stupid migraine.
but i still wanna study geography. it rock like sai manz!
i love volcanoes! (:
3:38 PM
Tuesday, May 9
today's literature paper was okay, i think there's just too much time. (:
i finished like, 55 minutes early? almost an hour.
i got so, so bored, i decided to re-write everything all over again.
my hand was aching as i managed to finish re-writing only 10 minutes before the time's up.
foowanchun's pronounciation is funny. she said to 1C that our class was very good as we managed to put all our bags in 2 minutes, without making any noise.
wumperde-d again today. third outing, i think. haha.
went macs first, it was morning so yea, stupid breakfast shit.
walked around, then went to ntuc fairprice in hope to get free samples of ham, but it's still not there.
bought the same cheese marbles, adeline bought some snail-looking sausage.
when we were at the counter, there was this boy kid sitting in the grocery trolley thingy, and put the wrap for fruits on his head. haha!
missed 4 trains i think. took pictures! (:
everyone except marie-ann#1 went to fay's house.
haha, it was damnnn fun sliding down the stairs la.
at one time, daphnegan and delores went down and i was behind them,
my toes got slammed like sai by their butts. it was damn painful okay! haha.
played with the huge excercise ball, and the computer for quite long.
then they kept seeing mosquitos/ having mosquito bites.
daphne sprayed the baygon spray on my leg when she wanted to kill this mosquito near me.
and i was like panicking. haha, the stupid instructions said to wash off immediately with soap and water.
my leg felt damn soapy cause i only put soap and water then wiped it off with tissue.
bus-ed to clementi station with delores and daphne while adeline and jos took the opposite bustop
, i think the bus stops are damn cool manz.
only one bus comes there, and it's like in the middle-of-nowhere kind of bus stops damn cool!
hahaha.
i wanted to sleep,
but i ate my grandma's sausage bread and i felt damn energetic! hahaha!
and also the milo i drank la. and i bathed, so i feel damn energetic now! :D
yay yay yay! there's no school tmrw!
2 more papers!! (not including home ec and r&r, duh)
there's this dumb person who mistaked me for someone else.
and email-ed me, asking me for prices of airline tickets:/
~
the kid who had the dontknowhowtocallit on his head!
PICTURE OF THE DAY! (:
marie-ann's; daphneng, fay, daphnegan, bestie, delores and jos. (me and adeline are taking the picture, so we're not inside :D )
4:28 PM
Monday, May 8
Today's math paper two.
it was quite okay i guess, i don't understand why they say it was darnnnn difficult.
i mean, some sums, but not the whole paper.
i blew 2 questions about the significant figures.
i don't even know what's a significant figure manz, so i just scribbled crap.
i left question 11(b) BLANK. 3 marks.
three. THREE, THREE! bloody shiat,
there wasnt enough time though. i wanna cry already manz.
i'm more worried about the stupid cheena exam still. HAHAHA!
met up with the wumberde's(&&marie-ann's) again(:
went to tiong macs, waited for bestie and jos there, they were still serving breakfast.
they all pushed their orders to me, so i was like ordering many, many meals for all of them.
the aunty was damn fed up till she shouted la:/ , but it was kinda funny :D
walked around the "gallery" after,
there wasnt any ham or sausages samples):
so i bought the cheese marble thingy, while adeline was siao and bought 2 giant sausages or something. HAHA!
went to the trains, damn boring, missed 2 trains only, didn't take any pictures.
fay said she saw me looking very HAHA at the bus stop,
i wasnt even standing in the queue! hahaha!
i only took 2 pictures. hawhaw.
Delore's laughing :D
this was taken in the train though it seems damnnn bright, hawhaw:/
OH OH, I've got a game!! CAN YOU SPOT MARIE-ANN(THE REAL ONE) IN THIS PICTURE?
1:01 PM
Sunday, May 7
im fucking bored.
i think elangovan is a bad, bad teacher.
seriously, she didnt revise with us like 1234567890 papers?
and expects us to sit for the paper just like that? like, wtf?
i've only read 4 chapters of math or something.
oh manz, my head is bursting. i wanna watch scooby doo tonight, oh yeas, thats something to look forward to! (:
i think i'm just gonna read 3 or 4 more chapters now, then i'm gonna slack or sth:/
yesterday night, me and angela were on the phone discussing about the election worxzx,
haha. it was damnnn funny, especially the tamil person translating what the chinese person said.
there was mtv asia awards in bangkok at midnight last night,
i think it was damn, damn boring and stupid till i fell alseep on the couch.
the asian hip hop people are so act rap or something,
their english's no good and it's just amusing to hear them speak. hrrrumph.
okay i gotta mug now.
4:58 PM
Saturday, May 6
i cried again. stress. stress. stress. haha.
i keep thinking about the day we're gonna check the chinese papers/ get our reports back, i'll cry for sure if i fail.
i just hope really hard my dad's gonna be on flight on that day for a really long time.
eh, seriously, if i'll fail my chinese papers i'll fucking get whacked or something.
why must i be so worried about chinese all the time, i hate it. and every chinese teacher i've ever had, been's like so toot on me.
one time this bitchass chinese teacher in school called up my dad and i got a fucking caning cause of that.
i came in school with blood and scars and all. till now, i'm still cursing that china bitch. hahaha!
fuck it, it's 2:01am, and only smarterchild, potato, priscilla, and some other unknowns are online.
whats fucked-up and everything's alright
2:13 AM
Friday, May 5
You won't believe this, but i cried alot last night.
haha, cause of exam stress.
first time i cried cause of exam stress.
i really couldnt get anything into my head,
the chinese words were like so cheena-ish,
so chim-ish also. ali baba la, dont wanna talk about it anymore.
i was on the verge of breaking down to depression, hahaha.
today's chinese paper, gurantee fail.
paper one was quite okay, the letter was okay,
but the compo was like, er... , i used alot of english words in it.
like i didnt know how to write dog leash in chinese,
so i put "gou LEASH" , i know, im dead manzz.
paper two was er, i dont know, un-manageble?
i was chewing gum all the while. haha.
i'm gonna fail for sure, comprehansions were the worst, i left many blank.
and anyhow wrote the answers.
christina's paper dropped and it went right beside my table!
i was like what was that, i turned around and i saw this paper with answers on it.
hahaha, so i tried to take in as much as i could before i handed it back to her.
but the only words i could take in was "zing zi(mirror) "
tiong-ed after that with bestie and jos.
near kfc, there's alot of electric static:/
we walked around the shops, cause there's nothing to do.
went cold storage to explore the place, we got free ham sausages, from the samples.
and one old man there was like you all know here got free food then you all come right(in chinese)
went to the 7-eleven and i bought this cadbury chocolate marshmallow hot cross bun thingy. two of them(:
we saw adeline, delores, stacy, the two daphnes, roanna, fay in macdonalds.
they were at the back of the macdonalds and the whole place was to themselves, haha!
angela, merl and sofea were also there,
and so was crystal, maria and their friends.
jos bought chicken wings, adeline and i took one. hahaha! poor jos.
after that, we had a mini "food-fight" and we threw the chicken bones and the empty carton of milk, and all those kinda stuff to each other.
and oh manz, i think we just fired up a complain from a member of the public. hahaha!
went down to the trains after, missed 2 trains only,
haha, they took many many pictures.
and in the train too.
the WUMPEDE gang!
WUMPEDE, WUMPEDE, WUMPEDE, YRRRRRRRODENE!
oh manz, my dad asked me how the paper was.
i was like very very very difficult.
then he was like so you're gonna fail right.
then i was like huh, i dont know la.
then he was like if you fail, you're going to normal academic next year,
and that there will be alot of probelms.
:/ right.
10:18 PM
Thursday, May 4
science paper,
HORRIBLE.
-30 marks JUST CAUSE I WROTE ALL THE QUESTIONS ONE ONE PAPER, WHEN IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE WRITTEN SEPERATELY ON THE THREE PAPERS!
FUCKFUCKFUCK!!!
WHAT THE FUCKKKKKKK
OH MANZ, I lost my kipling pencilcase,
with the lord of the ring's ring and chain,
all my highlighters,
my pens,
my ruler,
my pencil,
my erasers,
my badges,
my nametag,
my correction tape,
my pencil leads,
my four leaf clover lucky charm,
and my paperclip.
i htinkt here's more but,
the main thing is, it's all lost.
i want it back!!
me, sofea and angela were studying at macs,
then angela went to take my pencil case and played with the badges,
she said she put it on the table,
but i dont know.
ARRRRRRRRRR FUCK!
i'm like, damn pissed off la.
how could i forget whether i took it or not.
SHITHOLE, i'm such a scatterbrain!!!!!!
and i dont know if i'm crying angela,
but it's not your fault.
and i dont like it,
when i waste 50cents on messages to reply to you, HK!
when your like, so damn irritating,
asking stupid questions,
i wish that YOU would shut up.
and i dont like, i dont like, i dont like!!!
i dont like, my painstakingly typed out message of her blog entry, being deletd by some nincompoop!
FUCK THE WORLD!!!
i dont think im goign to school tmr.
i dont want to take chinese.
i dont want to study.
id dint even study a single word, caus ei dont know what to study.
but if i fail, i'll get whacked, like ALWAYS in primary school.
OH FUCK, i want my money and pencil case back )':
im not in the marie-anne mood today(now), adeline:/
today is a horrible day. marks lost, money wasted, pencil case lost.
just a very horrible day.
let's see if tomorrow makes up for the most horrible week of my life.
5:24 PM
Monday, May 1
i cant concentrate manz.
there's two computers in the study room,
so i obviously cant concentrate.
i havent mugged today,
everytime i read just two lines of science notes, i'll hit the keyboard.
ARGH, it's frustrating.
i've still got homework undone.
at least just one; the poetry task for lit.
i have no idea how to do it manzzzzz! everyone's stuck too=/
and my blog's screwed. okay, if you're using a pc/ windows, it seems okay.
but if you're using mac/ apple, you'll see the probelm.
but whatever, im gonna TRY to mug in the toilet tub, where there's no distractions(and it's dry!).
8:54 PM
THANKS YOU CRYSTAL HONG WEI FOR FIXING THE BOXES ON MY BLOG!
your kindness will forever be cherished in my soul aye!
HAWHAWHAW!
last night/ morning about 2am, sofea, angela and i were chatting online and looking at the guiness world of records website, searching for stupid weird stuff.
and theres this record for the longest hair grown on the sprouts of the outter ear! haha!
okay im bored, i'm gonna start mugging again =/
3:39 PM
i know i've told some of you i'll only blog after the exams, but oh well. haha!
i think my html skills suck la, the boxes are overlapping each other!
so many things have happened and in so little time. well not really, though.
friday
english paper ;
paper one was okay i guess?
i wrote crap about my hamster for the composition, it was like a primary one's view of responsibilty man!
the letter writing was so abcdef#$%^!
i forgot to put the adress and date on top, so after i wrote finish the letter.
i realised it was damn blank la, that was when i realised i forgot to put the add and date, so i just scribbled it on top.
i dont know if it's gonna be counted =/
paper two was okay too.
i dont know why people say they dont understand the passage.
it's like, totally understandable; if there's sucha word.
summary was ): , dont wanna talk about it.
mskoh asked me to stay back to re-do the passage based assignment.
wtf manz, its like my third time re-doing la!
stayed back with angela and sofea to do it.
thanks for waiting ah!
i put it in her locker, but i doubt she'll check it.
we stayed awhile more with althea&amirah in the canteen.
cabbed home. taking cabs home three days straight!
tsktsk. money go down the drain just liddat.
saturday
revision and slacked the whole day.
conference with angela and sofea in the evening.
honestly, it was one of those days.
sunday
did elangovan's math worksheet.
thousand and one sums couldnt figure out.
revise on science notes!
i'm damn happy la, i managed to remember ALL the formula statements for the acids thingy.
but i get mixed up with the product of alkali+acid, which is water, but i keep thinking its oxygen.
&i revised the whole chapters two to ten's notes! (:
but that shows my notes are not enough la. hahaha!
slacked at night. move marathon.
haiyo, exams still watch movies aye!
i dug out shrek, shrek 2, shark tale, harry potter and whatever.
those are like the kiddiest i could find(:
~
you know what, it's monday 1:34am now.
im glad it's labour day, a holiday! (:
and i'm bored&theres nothing to do than studySTUDYstudy!
i think i'm gonna sleep.
but i wanna study. hawhaw!
my dad's coming back from his flight soon ):
my historical mother is irritating like fuck la,
she just stared at my blog post and asked stupid historical caveman 100 b.c questions about the computer.
i had to shoo her off. haha.
irritating.
These colors will not change, you change the way I see them.
These words will fade, when you explain why you hate them; we are the same.
1:36 AM
Friday, April 21
was damnnn sleepy today.
anyway,
my sister messaged maria "good morning. " before i left for school.
i was like, why you anyhow send to her??
then she said, "shes the fat one ah? the one in your friendster? "
wah lao eh, so evil.
then ANYWAY, the big thing is maria replied, "hi LA you mother fucker. stop bothering me. STUPID FUCKER. "
one minute later, "that one not i type on hor. "
i just found out it was sasha long who typed that,
and she wants to know who iam.
school started out..BLEH.
why was I called out to sing for music!!
haha i was shivering when i sang la,
people could actually see me shiver!!
i sang like shit la, like normal talking like that, heck care.
stupid fat woman go and scold here, there, everwhere.
i failed but it doesnt matter cause its just a stupid subject.
i mean its nto a stupid subject, but with a stupid fat teacher.
haha!
double science was okay.
recess was bleh.
i havent been eating for recess for like almost 2 weeks now, i think.
there's nothign to eat.
chinese had ting xie,
we all ran down to get out books,
stuid bookshop doesnt sell squares.
angela an di were asking every one we saw for an extra square excercise book.
i hate myself.
ARGH!
maths;
then went for the bazaar downstairs.
it was damn awesome la.
sofea, me and angela bought the malt candy sticks and kept sticking them otgether and twirlign the thing.
haha, angela's stick go and touch one appn's blouse and she didnt even know that person la! HHAAHHA!
then there was malt candy stuck on it. LOL.
didnt go for haunted house,
heard that alot of people cried. haha!
training after;
it was super slack without mr zehnder!
lyanne and natalie trained us.
adrienna and clare were crazy,
running aroudn with the small paper unbrellas(the one in the drink)
some teacher i dont know her name was throwing all the haunted house leftovers in the bin and i shouted i want!
then she said "you want what?"
then i said, "oh, nothing, i was talking to my friend. "
hahaha! then when she walked away, i raided the rubbish bin and got myself a clown balloon, and got sofea white powder stuff for the ghost makeup, there was just tape and styrofoame left.
everyone was staring at me when i raided the bin, haha!
angela's friend stole my balloon away:'(
HAHAHA! i dotn want it anyway.
after training,
went to queensway with sofea and angela.
waited kinda long for angela's shirt.
then finally it was ready.
went to macdonalds AGAIN;
saw alot of FAMILAR people.
HAHHAHA!
and then my sis called me dunno how many times,
then i lied to her i was eating alone(or else she'd tell my dad or something. )
then she was like dont lie. i can hear people laughing.
then i said its the man behind me.
then she said take a picture of him and send it to her haha!
then i was like haha. who am i gonna take.
haha, then we took a picture of the man sitting infront of us.
we were laughing like mad cows.
was about 8pm when we waved for cabs.
we joined sofea ont he other sid eof the road;
and luckily there was a cab alighting someone there.
haha,
and iam SO BORED.
i hate myself man!!
omg, i think im such an asshole.
with no friends, no one liking me.
AHHHH, potato's twin, save me!
come to this school NOWWW!
8:11 AM
Thursday, April 20
yay!! the speaker's working!!
okay today was really retarded.
waiting for geo class outside mrs lok's room.
and then i was with rozann and jessica,
amusing them with my OPERA version of "memory",
the one frances yip sang.
and SUDDENLY, mrs lok came out of the room,
and she was like, "can you all keep your volume down, you're distracting my class and you sound really idiotic from inside. "
and her whole class laughed.. oh man, it was SO embarassing.
and both of them said I was the one who sang.
WTH. hahaha!
then anyways,
i lost my pe shirt, haha.
i think its at elango's homeroom.
so i brought the old pe shirt instead for the syf.
no time to eat as geo extra class ended late, kinda.
i love some steps of some of the dances.
was standing with abby and jos(:
i didnt dare dance like so enthu like that.
i just did it normally.
i was like super excited and happy at first.
but after watching _____,
i was damn saddened.
i wanted to cry.
i was holding back my tears man.
hahaha!
when i reached back home,
i dont know why i keep crying.
oh well, some things cant be helped.
it's like watching her taking her away,
and its sad.
but she still smiled at me once la when i was doing the wrong dance step(:
stupid mrs ang keeps taking back the english file,
how are we gonna study for english SA1.
oh, jos and me were waving for taxis like for 30mins or so.
when finally it came man.
i offered fazlina whether she wanted to take a ride with us,
im damn kind. haha. jkjk.
on the mrt, adeline, jos and i were talking about our ____ and their *tootsies*.
HHAHAHAHA. i think the woman sitting infront of us was disgusted.
I GUESSED JOS' ____!!
she was mouthing her ____'s name and i just guessed and said, "you like _____ ____? "
then she was like, "HOW YOU KNOW!!"
LOL.
8:55 PM
Wednesday, April 19
yesterday
HOME EC! HOME EC!
GO AND DIE LAA MRS CHU!
there were a thousand and one reasons why she picked on me that day.
FIRSTLY AND MAINLY, when everyone was listening to her give her lesson,
i was the only person cooking!
what the shit.
it was SO EMBARASSING I TELL YOU.
i dont know how to on the stove and some people went over to help me and chu was saying some mean things&telling all of them to LEAVE ME ALONE!
in the end, i cooked up a disaster, she was like "the sauce is too thick" BLAHBLAHBLAH
asshole!
she had no camera for the pictures so i used my phone.
fuck la, my face was horrid okay.
then when i didnt want to pack the spaghetti she was like dont waste food!
then she let everyone eat it up.
the leftovers, she otld me to give it to the cleaners.
but i threw it away instead(:
she kept scolding me cause i didnt do things,
like when i hung the cloth,
i didnt squeeze it and she scolded me like mad.
and you know what/ she also scolded me for my belt.
and when she asked the class, do you think her belt is low.
i love THE NOOOS.
but i FUCKEN DISTINTIVELY heard some shithole hissing YESSS all the time.
FUCK YOU OKAY. YOU CAN GO SHRIVEL UP AND DIE.
perfomed literature act for the dawan and kwai thingy during recess.
we are gonna get low ): i was laughing too much!
and one time when the father asked me(kwai), "did you get the scholarship?"
i read the script cock-eyed and said, "no, did you?"
then i realised my eye had gone to the father's line. HAHAHAHA!
oh yea&&at night;
i printed out the home ec pictures.
and i replaced my face with another picture of my face.
the skin tone is DIFFERENT!
one red, one brown.
LIKE SO OBVIOUS FAKE ONE MAN!!
~
today
meandmaria(:
And there's no one I know that can compare says: (6:32:35 PM)
hey
And there's no one I know that can compare says: (6:32:45 PM)
i ned u to get yourt parent to write a letter .
And there's no one I know that can compare says: (6:32:49 PM)
cos u didnt4 go for trng
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okay
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sofea also?
And there's no one I know that can compare says: (6:33:04 PM)
pass to miss go tmr
And there's no one I know that can compare says: (6:33:07 PM)
i tolf sofea already
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ok
And there's no one I know that can compare says: (6:33:09 PM)
isabelle too
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lol ok
And there's no one I know that can compare says: (6:33:28 PM)
yeah
And there's no one I know that can compare says: (6:33:30 PM)
how come u didnt go
x †ara-- }}i{{ x;;[Up.And.Down.The.Merry.Go.Round(:].__x Do you know the muffin man? says: (6:33:54 PM)
went habourfront then about 5, i had tuition.
And there's no one I know that can compare says: (6:34:52 PM)
hahaha!
And there's no one I know that can compare says: (6:34:52 PM)
tara !
And there's no one I know that can compare says: (6:34:54 PM)
u are the most honest one
x †ara-- }}i{{ x;;[Up.And.Down.The.Merry.Go.Round(:].__x Do you know the muffin man? says: (6:35:15 PM)
lol, are you meaning it sarcastically?
And there's no one I know that can compare says: (6:36:08 PM)
no
And there's no one I know that can compare says: (6:36:09 PM)
really.
And there's no one I know that can compare says: (6:36:14 PM)
u noe the rest of the sec 1's lied.
And there's no one I know that can compare says: (6:36:22 PM)
they think seniors are dumb la.
x †ara-- }}i{{ x;;[Up.And.Down.The.Merry.Go.Round(:].__x Do you know the muffin man? says: (6:36:34 PM)
lol ok.. haha.
~
HAHHAHAHAHA!
OMG i think i'm DAMNNNNN GOOD at lying okay!!!!!!!!!!
and i am the only sec one she believed man!!
thats so KEWLZ!!
(it was all a lie, obiously. haha!)
lol.
actually angela&&sofea and i were at habourfront,
spending about 2 hours at MACDONALDS.
we were laughing like mad, and everyone was starign at us!!
i tell you what we were laughing about, at two men's ass cracks!!
well, not really.
got this man he was sitting down then his boxer's showed. it was red and hwite!!
HAHAHAHHAHAHA!
we were all laughing like mad okay!
then the other guy.
was wearing this short short grey shirt and his whole BACK showed!
it was bony and brown and we laughed like shit!
i bought the seaweed shakers fries, it was nice!!! (:
and the seaweed kept getting stuck on our faces, like mole!
haha. angela kept taking pics of us man!
alot of stupid pictures! haha.
got back geography test!
bleh, it sucked.
i was showing angela the replacing of faces on the home ec pictures;
and we were laughing like mad cows.
i tell you. its super funny!!
i shall post a scan of it when i get it back rom mrs chu or something.
hahahaah!
PE!
had to practise SYF thing again,
celine quek then asked me to go to the front of the class to do.
i was the first person to be called out.
then many others were singled out too.
then when she asked for our names,
and she asked for mine,
she was like "stella?"
HAHAHAHHAHA.
then i was like repeating my name so many times.
HHAHAHA!!!
oh man, i got medium.
i want large(:
mother tongue.
then pastoral care.
had to do some needs assesment shit.
which asked a hell load of stupid questions.
mathsmaths(:
science was cool.
we did an experiment with alchohol and the ink on the filter paper.
mine was like colour wheel like that in the end. haha.
You are with me always, in a smile, a memory or a feeling.
7:59 PM
Sunday, April 16
yay! it's easter sunday!
i love EASTERRRRRR!
i remember the times when i used to stock up on easter chocolate bunnies and eggs and sit infront of the telly watching EASTER SHOWS, like peter rabbit or something. haha. i forgot, just some of those cartoons. care-bears, and all.
oh the memories(:
didn't go for MASS again, couldnt wake up early enough.
there's a whole cupboard full of old photos.
like photos of me when i was younger.
HAAHAHAHAH, then got one of me crying in the swimming pool cause my brother put the rubber crocodile my plastic bucket, HAHAHAH.
and there's one mroe of me drinking from a cup which was actually hte swimming pool water and my mother was trying to stop me.
and one more of my brother splashing water on me and my sister. hahahah.
and many more la.
you know why i'm doing this.
cause i'm bored.
there's seriously nothing to do.
BLAHHHHHH. bored.
12:41 AM
Saturday, April 15
yesterday was Good Friday(:
i was supposed to go to church mass with abby,
BUT ugh, had to go to some crematorium and PAY RESPECTS for ancestors.
okay, i know i cant be moaning bout it, cause they're my ancestors.
but i'm a ROMAN CATHOLIC, please.
so the priority is, to go for mass.
rather than burning some stick, throwing these paper stuff in fire so the ashes rise to their "heaven", and all the other stuff they do.
i'd rather be in church, all clean without any burning smell or paper ashes on me,
but singing hymns, daily bread, reading the bible, listening to the priest preach and taking my holy comunium.
i'd rather be in church praying to Jesus,
rather than being in a temple touching some golden statue.
the love and comfort i get from my Lord, Jesus is much better.
Catholism/ christiany has more fulfillment in life.
it's been a long while since i've gone to church.
yes, the ten commandments i've broken.
but i still pray every night Jesus.
give me strength, help me breathe, when they suck life from me.
just like the song overcome by good charlotte.
dedicated to Jesus and the hope he's given us.
thats basically what Good Friday is about,
the sacrifice that Jesus made, and i thank God.
Whenever i feel hurt or pain or loneliness, i will go to my Lord for comfort, companionship..
Most people think that when catholics/ christians pray, we "ask" for something.
that praying is a helpline or a vending machine.
Praying is a lot more than that, unlike buddhism.. taoism.. chinese religions, where their religions are based on superstition.. (no offence to y'all)
But the reason why i pray is because i want to be in God's presence..
thhat's all, i want God's companionship
His love, of course i would also ask for blessings, but the main reason is for me to be in His presence, i desire the Lord more than anything else.
Which probably makes me more of an outcast in this society.
anyways, i've also completed all my homework on that day.
and today, i'm left wiht this whole weekend FREE OFF HOMEWORK.
and i'm happy.
i want to jump up and down.
but there's still one thing missing.
and i want her right now(:
4:42 PM
Thursday, April 13
You're more than just my valentine, you're my one-way ticket outta loserville.
yesterday
took our measurements for the SYF costume shit during pe,
hhaa. we had to measure the bust and waist.
when mr francis was demostrating how to measure the bust, i was laughing like mad.
when val and sim swen was taking the tape to measure me, i kept backing away. haha.
slept through the whole maths lesson.
was damn tired la.
1/3 of the time, clarice was waking me up cause elangovan was coming. ahha.
stayed back to make up for geo test.
so embarassing man. had to do the test inside the general office.
and behind me were all the detention girls for the tiong incident.
it was damn embarassing i tell you. haha.
anyway, it wa sonly MCQ, so i finished kinda fast.
mrs lok was kind of nice la, at one point she caught me talking to myself:/
didn't train cause i was lazy to. haha.
did homework with krystal.
and fuck man, some asshole went to knock down the drink onto my pencilcase when i was somewhere else. i think it was ______ ____ la. that bitch.
today
cant tell you how fucken tired i was.
after painting my ceramic for art, i was sleeping at angela's table.
then sheila went to her table and i got the shock of my life, i thought she was ms lee. haha.
literature/ zephlyn wrote this poem, or some part of a song. and she stuffed it into one of my literature book's pages and closed the book. i cant find it now, haha. (see, i wrote about YOU! )
i lent the book to sofea after that.
geography was damn retarded cause before our group were to go up to present our "commercial" , we were hurriedly making the "props"- crushed black paper balls for the volcanic rocks) and that red volcano ash thingy. LOL.
and then we were presenting the first time, we didnt bring the props
and the second time, everyone was laughing.
aiya, i didnt think it was THAT funny to the extent that sim swen couldnt even read a word without laughing.
we're gonna get really low, for sure.
english and cme, were used up to finish our comprehansion and summary. man, the summary was tough. i cheated for the compre with my trusty dic! haha. jkjk. dictionary i mean.
clara ang talked to us about some issue about some people holding grudges against others just cause theyre from the same primary school or something.
i mean, what the fuck was she talking about.
who needs to know anyway.
i just find it awkward that right afetr mrs ang's talk, the delayed announcement went on. haha.
rushed to geo extra class for the testtt.
i didnt have enoguh time to finish the 2nd last question.
the last question was screwed.
i scribbled 'cold tundra. '
HAHAHAHAHAH.
but those last 2 questions are like 2 marks combined only.
haha.
went home by train and bus.
like, as usual.
i dont even know why i told you guys that for. ahah.
i cant believe she blames one of us.
she's the one who didnt run fast.
HUMBLE people would say " i think i suck, haha" or sth like that.
and she? she'd say " cos SOMEONE ran so slow" or blame other shit like distractions and all.
she thinks she's that good. i cant believe someone with such ego and modesty.
she tripped over my bag today and stepped all over it. FUCK YOU!
and she didnt even apologise, i told her to back off when i was talking to my friend(cos she was eavesdropping and thinking she was part of the conversation) , but instead she shoved me aside.
i hope you die. i really do.
everyone hates you now, how do you feel?
tsktsk.
stop it with your irritating accent, quit swinging your fucken hair around and get lost.
5:19 PM
Tuesday, April 11
went to school today!
ahha. obviously.
home econs.
i brought my towel, apron and container.
but she wasnt even using that anymore.
she was starting on craft.
so they brought their sewing kit&&stuff.
but in the end, she didnt even use that too. HAHAHA.
then she kept picking on me on why i didnt come for the practical and how i'm gonna make up for it. blahblahblah.
science was damn fun laa.
ok, not really, i have to admit. haha.
we mixed the hydrogen oxide or sth like that together to form the blue chemical.
blah. alright. i know im boring.
moving on...
literature, valeriekoh didnt come so we had that ugly tootsy to relief us.
hahah. i was rushing my geography table then.
MATHS(:
i finally understood algebraic equations!!
it's like damn easy for the whole numbers and stuff but cross multiplying&&improper fractions are confusing:/
GEO
revised through the volcanoes worksheets and such.
oh man, she didnt even collect the table la then i rushed for nothing.
i hate these kinda days xd
i was actually supposed to stay back to make up for my geo test today. but she said there's a big confusion and mix up of the whole test situation so i would have it tmrw!
hahahahhaa. yayyyyy.
but when i went home,
i surprisingly didnt slack okay!!
i lunched then at 4pm to 8pm was homework marathon.
i think i'm damn guai and i'm SO PROUD of myself(:
hawhawhawhawhawhawhaw/ ^crap^
okay i wanna shower already.
haha.
8:23 PM
Monday, April 10
Last night/ morning i was RUSHING through all my work,
i quickly did finish the geography worksheets on volcanoes,
and the informal letter, while chatting online with angela.
i slept only at about 03:30am or 4am.
and the alarm rang like just 45 minutes later,
hhahahahaha. so i slept back.
and oh man, i overslept all the way to 1pm.
but i remembered in the morning i passed my homework to the bus driver to pass to germaine to hand in for me.
haha, anyways, i missed the geo test today.
i dont wanna make up for it.
and i missed training too. haha.
did anyone watch miss singapore universe last night?
hahhaa. it wa son when i switched ont he tv, so i just watched it anyway.
oh crap, that jade seah shouldve won lor.
alot of people say that that cheryl chong won just cause she has big boobs. haha.
alright then,
i wanna eat another kinder surprise(:
2:41 AM
Saturday, April 8
32nd National Junior Atheletic Championships 2006
nationals today.
woke up really late, like 11 or something,
considering i'm supposed to be at gombak at 12.
so i rushed lunch and raided the laundry to find my FBTs, PE shirt and all that.
called a cab down to gombak.
it was raining heavily.
it stopped for a while.
and when i walking to the grandstand,
it rained heavily again.
de mello was so idiotic.
it rained heavily for the rest of the time.
when sunshine came out,
we warmed up and stretched and all.
went back to the grandstand to put our tag on our shirts.
you know that number thingy:
yea, that's my number: 3300.
i dunno why some say it's unlucky:/
valerie chong helped me pin them on with safety pins,
i thought it would be those stickers.
went to practise strdings and high knee lifts.
finally put on spikes.
then lined up for our heats.
i was dammit nervous man.
i was racing with this singapore sports school(sss) girl.
oh man.
so heat 4 came.
i was taking off at lane 4(not like you needed to know, haha)
michelle suddenly told me to tuck in(my shirt),
but i obviously couldnt right...
then BANG!
we were off.
fuck okay,
everyone just dashed before my eyes.
like, ZOOM!
but of course, i catched up, haha.
it was a damn tight race.
we got free orange after that,
i kept refilling my cup,
it was damn nice okay!!
haha. i wanted to buy a carton of that.
watched the other girls run,
cheer cheer cheer! (;
jaey offered all of us chips ahoy cookies.
hahahah.
warmed down by jogging and some stretches.
took a lift from isabelle's mom to crescent.
then sofea and adrienna wanted to go too,
so we had to turn back,
haha.
i think isabelle's mom is damn cool,
HIP HOP MUSIC in the car!!
hahaha.
crescent funfair '06
when we went in,
we saw those rides.
like the big thing that revolves you around.
people were screaming their heads off like mad.
me and sofea were laughing at them.
adrienna left.
met angela,
then walkwalkwalk,
saw gwendolyn and vanessa wong.
went to tamil room,
met some of angela's friends,
then sent sofea off.
one time when i looked up,
i thought i saw shanna long okay.
angela told me she DID come.
right, so it WAS her.
me and angela walked and walked around to find my friends.
bought chocolate waffle,
and marshmallows with chocolate.
saw alot of ex-rafflesians.
walk walk walk.
i didnt get to see the dunking machine thingy!!!
to dunk a teacher it's 500dollars or sth,
and the principal is 888dollars.
i wonder who would do that.
LOL.
hanged out outside the tamil room after that,
with that wendi, francesca, lynetter and the other angela's friends i think.
hahahha, that girl meditating outside the tamil room.
HAHAHAHHAH.
okayyyyyyy.
then went home.
left 7dollars worth of coupons still):
angela's friend gave us a whole lot of tic tacs for free,
cause they were leftover with alot of packs.
bussed to bt merah interchange.
then to tiong.
and when i was going down the escalator to the mrt,
merl was going up the escalator then she called my name,
hhaaha so funny.
everytime i see her face, i laugh.
and right now,
i'm at home.
my dad bought a new imac.
it's on sale or something.
oh well.
my dinner's getting cold.
9:26 PM
Friday, April 7
colourful post today(:
SPORTS DAY!!!
bittersweet.
it was sweet with a bitter ending, though.
angela and me and some other CAROLINE people had to do the march pass thingy(march with the house flag and sing the anthem, pledge, all that. )
and we had to tie this silver star on our hair.
de mello, val, angela and me ran the relays.
4x100 and 4x400.
i think i was damn lousy as an anchor.
let me tell you something,
for the 4x100,
you CAN stand either outside or inside the "box" as long as you recieve the baton inside it,
but the idiotic valerie koh asked me to stand AT the yellow line,
so when angela passed me the baton and when i was preparing for it, jogging,
i almost overshot the yellow line,
FUCKERRRR.
i bet she purposely wanted me to lose or sth.
we got last for 100m i think.
cause i was like running with fay&faith.
4x400 sucked.
i sprinted for the first 200metres,
then around the 300metre area,
me and sofea wer eof the same speed,
and at the turning point of the last 100m,
she overtook me and i was running like a zombie man!!
half dead. hahaha.
sorry if you don't like me blogging so much about my events.
hahaha.
anyways,
CHEERLEADING(:
the cheerleading was the best.
MARIE's was damn awesome okay!!
IGNATIUS was NICE!!
ISABEL was NICE too!!
CATHERINE was okay la.
i thought they were really good at first, but it was just OKAY.
JOSEPH did something like para para but it wasnt very nice.
i know i'm being unloyal to my own house, but CAROLINE's cheerleading was er... kinda sucky.
except for the unexpected flip thingy:/
TROPHIES AND MEDALS(:
our relay team didn't win any, hahahahha.
they announced the INDIVIDUAL CHAMPIONS.
faith was the individual champ for sec 1 this year.
beatrice got the trophy for being champion for years in a row.
that's like amazzzing.
at least 2/3 CAROLINERS were the individual champs.
MARIE was the obvious winner for cheerleading.
followed by ISABEL, CATHERINE, IGNATIUS, JOSEPH and CAROLINE I think...
CHAMPIONSSSSS
ISABEL were the champs.
(and the song they played was damn funny)
haha. anyway, congrats congrats!!
and from the top three,
WE, CAROLINERS sank ultimately ot the second last.
we hip hip hoorayed for IGNATIUS.
but they were all leaving and crying):
AFTER
went to macdonalds.
bitter with sorrow.
but who cares,
i hope next year's batch will do well(:
tmrw still have the nationals thingy.
then must come 2 hours earlier.
& i dont even know wheres gombak stadium.
AND AND AND, i have to to the crescent fun fair too.
i'm worried it'll be too much of a rush.
oh man.
OH BEFORE I FORGET,
SOME ASSHOLE TOOK OUR CAROLINE STAR.
and when i asked her "is this yours? ''
and she was like, "YES, it's MINE."
YOU'RE FROM IGNATIUS!!
don't steal OUR STAR!!
10:23 PM
Thursday, April 6
yesterday we had a new chinese teacher.
his voice is damn soft,
and we can't really understand what he's talking about.
he ask me to stand up two times.
just to ask me something about whether i was listening and what word he was talking about.
luckily he didn't scold me okay.
he's kinda poor thing though.
thats what alot of people say.
then that ___ is so irritating.
trg was in school.
i think i rock triple jumps.
i mean i rock 'em, not that i rock at it.
note the diff?
arh, nevermind.
i needa work on my high jumps tho.
rena kept reminding me to take three steps,
i keep only taking two and jump off on my right leg instead of my left.
the 200m timing thingy was ok.
we had to do it 4 times.
each time, we get around 40 secs or 45 secs.
then that francis kept calling my name in a funny way.
and everyone laughs.
then one time when i was finishing the 200m,
i laughed then francis was like "raffles girls are always like that."
hurhur -_-"
anyways.
today was as usual.
sucky.
tutored joanne during recess.
i think the "tuition" was damn awesome :D
my tuition fee was a cookie (:
and grass jelly drink i stole from her, hahahaha/
but that joanne damn bad laa,
say wanna complain i never teach CLEARly.
hahaha.
blahblahblah.
stayed back for the geo lesson.
which was a super waste of time.
i'm pissed at angela):
she ripped my belt off.
whatever laa.
dont really care anyways.'
crap.
the 32nd National junior atheletic championships is this sat;
and there's crescent fun fair on that day.
by the time i finish my event,
oh man...
i think i'm gonna waste my funfair tickets.
i dont wanna go for the nationals thingy.
i have to think of a way how not to waste my tickets.
the time...
and there's still sports day tmrw!!!
i dont wanna run in the relays.
WHY, oh WHY must freaking de mello put of all people, ME
to replace sim swen...
i really dont wanna run.
dammit.
oh well, just run 100metres and i'm gonna go off then.
i wanna be anchor.
or maybe i'll take off the 3rd leg or sth.
5:43 PM
Tuesday, April 4
oh man oh man,
i woke up really late today.
like 11 or 12?
i don't know.
i've missed the home ec practical exam!!
and i don't wanna stay back to make up for it.
that would suck.
i havent even handed up the class's review questions!!
i better hand them up tmrw.
there are like 18 frikkin people who havent handed in chapter 6 review questions yet.
you people suck man.
except some(:
eh, but seriously please hand in your work.
you know the think tank questions she gave us yesterday.
it was quite easy and manageable(sp. ?)
except question 2 of page 134.
we haven't even learned that yet.
that combination of three physical states of matters thingy.
all i've found out is about solutions, suspensions, emulsions and colloidal dispersions.
sth like that.
it's all so stupid.
it's not even in the textbook. and i have no idea whats the solid-solid, solid-liquid, solid-gas and all that!!!
i find it weird but eversince we've started learning mixtures and compounds,
i'm starting to like science .
during science classes when we're in the lab,
i'll take down notes-alot of them,
hahaha/
same goes for geography.
if only stc has better teachers.
all the teachers suck right now.
anyways,
i wanna hit the books again.
there's a geog test on thurs:/
5:33 PM
Monday, April 3
i fucking hate mr manu lah!!!
he's such a fucking asshole.
he kinda indirectly insulted me today.
cause me and angela were late for pe,
as we had to put the art stuff in the lockers.
then when i wanted to change angela's way of changing the pe shirt,
by putting the shirt over the blouse and unbuttoning and pulling the blouse out.
then when i was halfway doing that,
it was kinda stuck,
so angela had to help me pull it out,
then sickening manu kept staring okay,
like pervert.
then he shouted to tell me to go to the toilet and change properly,
and later to see him,
SO when i saw him,
he was like, " this is a public place, not a stripping area."
and some other things.
OH FUCK YOU, mark the 2 bold words okay,
stripping area?
and i was fighting with him,
saying, "i wasn't stripping at all, and you can't say i was unless you were watching or whatever, (which is so pervertic)
and all that stuff.
now i feel so insecure okay.
i was holding back my fucking tears.
fucking manu.
you ruined my whole reputation,
my mood,
and my whole day.
the rest of the day sucked.
we had a change of time table.
with maths every day.
then during recess,
this fucking girl went to swing her bag and it hit angela's lime drink,
and it spilled all over the class's science worksheets which i was collecting,
angela's homework, my shoebag and angela's hockey stick.
and that asshole didn't even apologise man!!
then during science,
angela's phone got confis....
training at bishan.
angela's twin wasnt there.
today is a damn SUAY day okay!!
especially manu.
if you were me,
how would you feel,
if the teacher was staring at you,
being such a pervert,
closely observing how you were changing,
and telling you not to "strip" next time.
it's fucking insulting you know.
i'll gladly complain him to mr francis or whoever.
FUCKEERRRRS
7:57 AM
Sunday, April 2
i've been listening to senses fail nowadays.
they're pretty awesome.
((:
i'm bored.
fucking friendster is screweeedddddddthere's like "CANNOT FIND SERVER"
everytime i go there.
but all other websites are fine.
it's been like that since yesterday.
stupid kang kong sends this stupid message to me today,
"Tis is MAGIC!press dwn 7times u'll b CUTE!
@ ur AGE u still blive in MAGIC?
HEY!GROW UP LA!April fools,u still cute la! :P"
As i told you yesterday that whenever i'm angry with that person,
i'll delete that person's number from my phonebook,
so i didnt knowher number,
and i replied "who the hell are you?"
then she replied "hilda"
then in my mind i was like oh shit.
then i replied "Oh. Just to let you know that april's fools was yesterday so the joke's on you. And that message was really lame."
then she replied "I was supposed to be"
what the fuck. annoying little bitch.
so i just replied "whatevs"
then she didnt reply back.
I HATE KANG KONG OKAY!!
fucking asshole.
can't stand these irritating fuckers anymore.
they shouldnt exist.
i want(ed) to go to the movies today.
but i don't think anyone wants to go.
oh well.
i think i'm gonna like, find something to do now.
btw, she's copying everything.
it's annoying.
12:52 PM
Saturday, April 1
Betty can`t quit carving question marks in my wrist, how come we`re so alone. We waste away the days with nicotine and television samples. From an era we hate to admit we embrace.
HAPPY APRILS' FOOLS(:
sad aint it...
we can`t play pranks on our friends,
it`s not even on a school day,
so that`s sad...
same it will be for next year...
on a sunday):
whenever i`m angry with someone, i`ll delete their name off my phonebook.
so whenever those people message me,
i`ll reply "who the hell are you?"
(cause i`ve deleted their name and i don't remember their number)
and they be like "i'm ___"
then i`ll be like, "oh."
and delete that message,
but if i`m ok with that person,
i`ll restore their number,
if i`m still not ok with that person,
i`ll totally ignore everything.
examples of people i`ve deleted-stupid kang kong and de mello.
anyways,
it`s all so boring.
i don't have homework to do for the weekend.
i think it was pretty awesome i passed up my homework yesterday though i was absent,
i mean, really,
if someone was absent,
they`ll pass up their homework only when they come to school,
BUT I,
passed up on the day it`s to be passed up on,
isnt that just awesome and g200 ,
it shows i havent been lazing around,
cut the crap.
hahahaha.
i hear there`s only math homework.
but that i`ve done the night before.
and there`s only left worksheets i don`t have with me.
so i guess there`s no homework!!
oh shit.
there is.
art.
stupid sharon lee xd
she thinks we`re gonna miss her.
&&my sis is being irritating again,
going on about me being a butch,
and why i have to cut my hair shorter,
and telling me to wear more skirts&stuff.
so irritating okay.
had macs big breakfast for breakfast
&amp;amp;&pizza for lunch,
not like you really needed to kno,
i'm lazing daa day away,
with nothing to do
i need a math tutor(:
4:26 PM
Friday, March 31
yesterday
the SYF rehearsal thing was so retarded, i don't like it!!!!
i only joined it for the CIP points.
the guy teaching us was very gay.
bleh. bleh. bleh.
i hate it okay.
i dont like it.
i dont like it.
did i tell you i didnt like it?
cause i dont.
i feel VERY UNCOMFORTABLE doing all those shit.
i hope the costume's gonna be with sleeves,
no low cut top,
just a shirt and FBTs or sth,
if not,
i'm not going,
or i'm gonna be an exception,
the only one wearing a hoodie.
it was tiring anyway.
stupid songs.
today
like, right now! (:
its 0730
and they're all probably singing the school song now,
HAHAHHAHA.
i woke up at 4am today.
cause i slept at 9pm yest.
rushed to do my geog map,
and the science review questions.
(i could copy answers, cause i'm collecting the papers)
untill 6am.
then i passed to my bus driver to pass to germaine.
and now i'm at home.
WITH A FUCKING COLD.
no matter how much i blow,
the flu will get worse.
anyways,
i wanna sleep again.
it's dammit early.
7:42am (:
I LIKE GRILLZ(:
it's awesome/
:D
7:42 AM
Wednesday, March 29
he's back home,
safe.
and that's all that i wanna hear.
i wonder how my father's gonna react.
but i think he saw him come home already.
maybe.
i don't know.
but anyways,
kinda glad.
medical checkup today,
mannnn, they had to check the backbone/ spine.
then they lift up my shirt behind,
i wonder how they like, kinda,
you know,
check the spine,
when the bra's there.
recess was so fun and funny.
we punned sofea.
and gave her her super belated b'dae present.
birthday cakeS....
note the capital S...
CAKES...
not only one cake,
but CAKES,
we bought 4 tofus from the chinese store,
tehn sofea bought her 'usual' strawberry pocky,
and we took 2 from her,
and poked inside the tofus,
it's like TOFUS WITH POCKY CANDLES!! (TRADEMARKED BY SU YAN TING AND TARA WONG WONG WONG)
so cute!!!
it looked like real b'dae cakes.
but she didnt accept it laa,
and threw it away, haha.
she gave us the rest of the pocky anyways!
aww mannn, forgot to take pic of the "cakes"...
didn't have science test today.
cause she was busy or sth.
people said she was absent.
but everyone saw her in the sch.
blah bee blah.
pastoral care,
project work,
then maths.
hahaha,
i was appointed maths leader for my group.
and everyone clapped laa.
stupid su yan ting lah.
exactly like your twin okay!
then that shanna long's locker was outside govan's classroom,
so she comes and laugh at govan almost every time we have maths class.
and ____ will always stare at her.
hahaha.
stayed back for the art ceramic thing after,
did with bestie :)
i laughed and laughed and laughed in the art room,
cause there was a book with the title 'DANGEROUS ANIMALS"
so funny okay!!
then i skipped track training.
hahahah.
they cancelled bishan anyway,
so can't see angela's twin.
went to tiong mac's with abby.
laugh like siao,
my hand shake untill touch the chilli sauce.
LOL.
went home tgt on mrt.
thanx for telling me ____'s number abby!
haha.
i think i can get money from this,
SOME people would beg me for ____'s number.
despos. xp
i'm damn tired now.
still in uni.
but i gotta be guai and do gong ke.
collected my 4th disney badge from 7-eleven.
haha, not exactly laa.
it's my sister who gave it to me.
then the 3rd one was given by my grandmother.
then 2nd my father.
then 1st my mother.
ahhahaha.
kk, random.
baiiXxByy3xX
(*uncode purpur-B's language there, angela. hahaha :D )
5:32 PM
Tuesday, March 28
ate dinner at pan pacific on the eve of my dad's bdae.
no, i didn't get into the finals.
cant believe that ming xin got in tho.
but who cares.
we all know there's sth wrong with the system.
but that's not the case now.
i'm not even thinking about that.
it's a mix of emotions.
:/
i'm feeling guilty,
for not exactly warning him earlier.
and now, i dont know if he'll return this time.
i kinda feel like its my fault,
i'm blaming everything on myself.
i cant help but feel the burden.
my dad's the worst.
he's down in the pits.
and angry like shit okay.
like how any other parent would feel.
and it even happened on his b'dae.
imagine that.
:(
&& the cake's still not cut.
oh well...
i'll just pray and hope.
please come back home.
:'(
3:59 PM
Saturday, March 25
i feel intoXicated x(
crap.
bleh )):
yesterday's PTC was such an ass/
i didnt go with my dad,
but he told me what mrs ang said about me,
dunno what "quiet in class"
CRAP/ just cause i'm not in the same school as they are in.
anyways, she also said sth about my chinese marks.
and my dad actually asked mrs ang abou transferring me back to dierdre,
:/
today was sports heats.
i didnt bring my spikes.
i was replacing sevedha.
hahahah.
heat 6, lane 7.
i was running with abby,
and both of us were like, "omg, i dont wanna run with you! You run so fast!!" to each other.
hahaha.
besides abby who i'm challenging against,
the rest were easy to defeat,
eg. justine.
so when we took our positions,
and ran,
me and abby zoomed past first,
and ran and ran,
then sudenly,
i tripped over my shoelace,
crap. but i didnt fall down,
just jerked abit.
so em. lol.
in the end, i think either abby or me got first place.
we were running at the same speed.
but quite alot of people told me i was first :/
only ran one event,
watched the other sec ones run,
then me, fazlina, and claire left,
and went to macs to eat,
all the breakfast shit was still there.
then went to lot 1,
walked around one whole round for nothing,
then i inserted a dollar coin into the sesame street car,
it started moving slowly up and down,
then there's this sesame street theme song playing,
we were all laughing away,
then the security guard came,
and told us that only one person can ride it.
hohoXD
walked around more and more.
went to the library,
just for the air con and to sit down,
in the end we ended up in the twinkle twinkle sort of children section,
and read children's books,
like 'a little old lady swallowed a fly'
'iam a fish'
scooby doo comix,
lol.
so fun eh :D
then went home.
slept straight away.
without showering/changing.
gtg start on the weekend hw
xoxoTara
7:31 PM
Friday, March 24
zephlyn was angry with me yest ):
i'm really sorry.
but i hope you understand why i did that.
and it's not on purpose.
it was all a misunderstanding.
so, we're cool now?
hope so ((:
trng yesterday,
2:30pm-4pm.
god.
let me tell you something,
which made my heart pound faster,
and slower at the same time.(hahahah)
my breath harder,
and just made me SO HIGH:
maria asked me whens my b'dae.
i said "thirty december"
then maria asked "thirtieth?"
then J***(!!!!) said, "no la, thirteen"
then maria asked me "thirteen or thirtieth? "
then i said, " thirtieth"
J*** then said "OH."
then she SMILED at me for 2 secs and turned back to her friends.
FIRST time she actually noticed me,
and smiled at me,
and indirectly talked to me.
my heart was POUNDING,
i tell you.
i saw her exposed back btw (:
she was applying some medicine for her sprained back,
hahaahahahah.
but i've seen her exposed back before too once,
when she was changing in the toilet.
i'm starting to sound like some perv right? hoho.
anyways,
thanx germaine for the secret stuff you passed to me ((:
as your apology to me, lol.
just came back from tiong with claire, genevieve(goh), claire, and germaine.
we ate at macs, then walked around, bored.
we finally sat down with our drinks at some table and lazed around.
claire's mom and fazlina's dad came back after PTC, and we all took mrt back home :D
gosh, my dad's going at 1845.
i'm having the feeling,
mrs ang's gonna tell my dad all the bad stuff bout me,
and fu lao shi? thats the worst. i'm always kinda lousy in chi,
and i bet fu's gonna tell my dad te worst.
i pray,
not to get a beating.
all the things we talked about;
you know they stay on my mind ((:
xoxoTara
2:01 AM
Wednesday, March 22
i hate kang kong.
x 100 infinty million times.
whatever/
got back all our confirmed CA1 marks,
mannnn.
never got that low for maths before EVER.
and never that low for english too.
luckily i apssed for chinese,
just passed only laa. haha.
science er... horrible too.
bleh. i guess sec school's gonna suck.
and so will the PTC.
i bet my dad's gonna hit the roof or sth.
havent told him my marks yet,
he's only gonna know during PTC,
or maybe after.
house practice sucked,
so boring.
cheers and cheers, speeches, announcements.
dismissed.
pissed and screwed.
fucked up.
FUCK THIS WORLD!!!!!
8:55 PM
Tuesday, March 21
school is shit okay.
i fucking hate 4 people.
especially kangkong.
they can go and die laa.
fuckers.
anyways,
me and angela went to tiong plaza to eat at kfc,
then we wanted to watch nanny mcphee,
but it wasnt showing there,
so we took neoprints,
which i was of course forced to take,
i didnt want to take it laa.
then when we took the neoprints,
i lifted up the curtain behind,
and the whole thing got stuck halfway while going up,
then for all the prints,
the backgrounds only half cut,
then our faces were like very frantic,
cuz we thought we need to pay money to fix it or sth,
but in the end,
the woman fix back the curtain easyeasy,
hahahaha.
you should see our prints.
then this angela siaosiao,
want to follow me home,
to visit my house or what.
then she come and play computer,
and push me on the bed so many times,
joked alot.
and she keep saying i hu xi damn loud.
like that mary-anne.
hahahha.
flagged a cab for her.
lol.
feeling fucked up noww.
bleh.
9:52 PM
Monday, March 20
yesyes, first day of term 2...
the list for the sports heats came out today,
my name was not even in any of the events.
hahaha. luckyme((:
(but idiotic mello went to tell ms quek about it)
then alot of ppl's names were put in the events they didnt sign up for,
they blamed nicole for it,
but nicole said it wasnt her.
hahaha.
got back math ca,
my maths is deproving,
i just passed only.
kinda.
the highest in our class's only 26 tho.
hahahha.
i need steph to tutor me!!
too bad we're not in the same class.
hahaha.
saw gladys sim at bishan again!
aiya, was writing for her a letter halfway,
then suddenly raindrop fell from the sky,
and some of the words were blur and smudgy,
fuck laa.
i spent so much time during geog class to deco eh!!
whatever laa.
anyways,
got my spikes.
at first i felt it was too tight,
but actually it's cuz the paper ball thingy was still inside!!
hahahah. then everyone also hahaha laa. lol.
mr zehndar introduced ang bao(me) to everyone.
LOL.
sigh, if only she was there.
8:22 PM
Sunday, March 19
i know i just posted like a few minutes ago/
but i'm feeling bored.
i havent done ANY holiday homework.
and it;s sunday already.
okay, i've only done maths.
and there's chi compo and art to do left.
the others can do on monday night,
cause lit and eng period are on tues, not mon!!
haha.
the hardest part is to say goodbye;
to all the fun(not really),
just the week without any school.
6:53 PM
you know how i hate it when people copy me,
like in primary school,
i was totally obsessed with GC,
and i had a fucking HUGE crush on joel,
my mind was tattooed with his name all over,
i'll always find a chance to rave about him when i can,
my books,
worksheets,
everything,
had "GC ROX!"
"<3 JOEL MADDEN!"
"WE BELIEVE IN THIS LOVE!"
"HOLD ON IF YOU FEEL LIKE LETTIN' GO"
etc, etc,
written, plastered all around,
every table i sat at,
had those fan shout outs engraved on them,
public places or whatever
when no one's around,
i'll take out markers/spray cans
and just doodle/spray the same stuff,
gladys should know.
haha.
and so much more.
12thjuly2005 was the happiest day of my life ((:
i drank from his bottle!! yay!!
kinda like swapping spit, haha.
which was pretty cool.
then some bastardy assholes started copying,
(but they copy for the sake of copying to be so called well known)
but they didnt copy EVERYTHING,
they just copied to be part of GC's fans.
its damn irritating tho,
i'll happily bash up those people's faces now.
tho we're not in the same sch now,
i cant blame them for copying me.
but its irritating cause its obvious they copied you.
you kno what i mean...
nevermind.
i know i've mentioned about this many times before,
but no matter what,
JOEL WOULD NEVER LIKE THEM,
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA,
AND THEY KNOW NOTHING ABOUT GC,
AND THEY NEVER BEEN TO ANY OF THEIR CONCERTS,
NOT EVEN ONE CONCERT FOR THAT MATTER,
HAHAHAHHA,
AND THEY DONT EVEN OWN ANY OF THEIR ALBUMS,
POSTERS,
THEY HAVE NO IDEA
WHAT MADE IS,
DC FLAGS,
THEY DONT OWN ANY MADE OR LEVEL 27,
OR WHAT HIGH SCHOOL THEY WENT TO,
WHEN THEY WERE BORN,
WHAT THEIR NAMES OF THEIR DOGS ARE,
AND THEY ONLY CLAIM THEY'RE A FAN CAUSE THEY HEARD OF ONE SONG THEY LIKE,
PATHETIC, RIGHT?
then they try to be in the GC cult,
which they fucking cunt(lol)
i like teasing and taunting these people.
they can go and die for all i care.
HAHAHHAHAH.
they sing GC songs infront of my bloody face,
they talk about them AS IF they know them well,
infront of me as well,
and they pretend that they dont know i'm a bigger and better fan than them.
hahaha,
i dont even know what i'm talking about man,
i mean i know,
but to the extent that i dont.
hahahaha,
i love abby!! ((:
xoxoTara
6:08 PM
Friday, March 17
aiya fuck.
today supposed to go for trg.
but i woke up late.
but with a flu anyway.
i think my attendance's gonna strike off.
far too many times nvr come liao.
there won't be any cca points for that, though.
wtf. stupid system. very retarded.
anyways, slept thru the early morning.
then took a cab to forum to meet char, dione, adore, and steph.
we split to eat at diff places. haha.
then met back somewhere.
me and char got adore a prezzie for her b'dae!
(not really laa, lol)
her b'daes not even there yet.
then we all spent 7 hours=4 shops,
came out with=NOTHING.
they just tried on this and that,
looked around,
some were big for them,
some clothes were small,
some were perfect,
but the price wasnt that perfect for them.
haha, i just sat around wiating for them,
i mean, c'mon,
they were trying out GIRLS' CLOTHES.
okay. maybe not really that girly.
i was only interested in the hoodies <33
they were awesome.
MADE especially.
but stupid singapore doesnt carry MADE.
moving right along...,
char and steph left early,
so then, me, adore and dione,
went to toa payoh,
walked around like idiots,
then finally went to dione's house,
and OMG,
i saw dione's primary six school bag still there,
with PSLE /prelims school newsletters stil there,
CME workbook,
worksheets,
AND OREO!!!!
i cant believe she still keeps everything.
haha, she said she's too lazy to clear last year's oreo.
dam cute eh/ haha.
then we went to play maple or sth,
mor eliek watching adore play, lol,
then we prank called some people,
angela toh recognized my laughter!!
hahaha.
cabbed back to home.
dont wanna talk about it no more.
oh yea,
yesterday night,
my bro got drunk and jumped on the stage or sth.
bleh.
he's only like, 15 please.
my sis got kicked out cause of her id,
my bro uses a fake id i think,
zouk is so stupid,
they didnt specify the age,
they just said UNDERAGE.
thats like so vague.
anyone under 18?
stupid them.
oh yes,
if you look at today's newspaper,
17th march 2005,
the LIFE! newspaper,
turn to page 18,
the special section,
abotu the 'home away from home' article or sth,
theres two pictures there right,
the smaller one below,
with "picture: adam tie",
yea,
look at the picture,
find a guy with a white shirt,
and he's putting his arm around a guy in black tee whom is adam,
the guy in the white shirt is my bro laa.
hahahaha.
and the guy he put his hand around, that adam.
slept over our house last night.
i have no idea what the heck that pciture htign is about,
wahahaha.
lucky them.
their pic on the newspaper
:DD
and i showed my sis *****'s pic,
to ask her whether she's seen her at zouk last night,
and then she was like, "she's pretty meh?"
"she's only sec 2?"
"i think i saw her eh"
hoho:D
xoxoTara
1:17 AM
Thursday, March 16
urgh..
I HATE MY WHITE SPOTS!!
i dont know what to do with them.
as in how to get rid of 'em.
i can't follow val's method.
cos it involves ginger(or is it garlic? onion? haha.)
and i dunno what white spots product is there,
it's sickening to look at it,
and dear blank hates people with this
bleh xd
hmm,
my sis just left for romp at zouk,
so has my brother,
three hours ago
(and they're still not back yet, hawhaw, what has happened to them? tune in to the next episode! LOL.)
and i'm alone at home i think.
no, with my idiotic mother.
and i'm chewing on pizza,
and cup noodles.
that's my dinner.
haha.
almost everyday,
when my dad's not around.
training tmr at bishan.
then after,
i'm gonna meet charmaine, adore, dione and steph at orchard mrt or sth.
i feel damn extra in their "gang".
aiya, but charmaine invited me what.
lol.
xoxoTara
10:27 PM
Wednesday, March 15
today was training,
then thet gehui told us to sit in meditation position,
like yoga sort,
with eyes closed,
FOR THE PICTURE FOR THE CERTIFICATE!!
WAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH!!!
lol.
they told us there's gonna be an outing at sentosa,
after training on friday.
after training,
we all went to junction 8 and ate lunch at macs,
me, rachel png, angela and kellee,
and this extra anonymous,
walked around the whole place after that,
they took neoprints,
i was hiding behind the curtain,
haha, i didnt want to take.
then we all walked around again,
me and angela bought the pickNmix candy from mini toons,
angela's was onedollarninetycents,
and mine was fourdollarssixtycents,
bu tnot bad lah,
for every 3dollars spent on that,
get one mentos free, haha.
we bought movie tix for big momma's house 2,
i was moaning to watch another movie,
cause i thought it was gonna be one of those lameass shows,
but it was quite okay actually.
haha, that sloane from raise your voice was molly there.
thruout the movie, that extra anonymous person
was asking me," why you so quiet one?"
and all those irritating things.
and she kept telling me about the movie,
just because she watched it before,
she talked ot me always at the exciting part and i couldnt hear anything.
she ruined everyhting.
anyways, they took neos again after.
haha, this time i took with them laa.
then i went home with kellee and angela.
sorry about your , angela.
:))
xoxoTara
7:28 AM
Monday, March 13
fuck, fuck, fuck.
i'm irritated like fuck by some fucking one.
anyway,
today;s training was cancelled.
so i'm fucking bored.
i have fucking nothing to do.
ugh.
gonna cut my hair again.
ciao-
5:23 PM
Saturday, March 11
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEL AND BENJ!!
<33333
27 years.
15, 000 triple infinity blood, sweat and tears.
100 million fans worldwide.
10, 000 slices of pizza.
wooooot!!!
lol :D
hope you guys enjoy this day today :))
(PS: i'm posting this late, 'cause it aint 1103 yet there in D.C)
i go and nudge all my fellow insane GC friends, and remind them.
lorainechoe so excited larh.
then that chrissie go and scold herself for forgetting. haha.
kaidee, jen, gladys were offline.
stupid gladys sim. :P
nehneenehneepoopoo!
Little Things. WaldorfWorldwide. The Motivation Proclamation. East Coast Anthem. Festival Song. Complicated. Seasons. I Don't Wanna Stop. I Heard You. The Click. Walk By. Let Me Go. Screamer. Change.
A New Beginning. The Anthem. Lifestyles Of The Rich And Famous. Wondering. The Story Of My Old Man. Girls & Boys. My Bloody Valentine. Hold On. Riot Girl. Say Anything. The Day That I Die. The Young & The Hopless. Emotionless. Movin' On.
Once Upon a Time: The Battle Of Life and Death. Walk Away (Maybe) . S.O.S. I Just Wanna Live. Ghost Of You. Predictable. Secrets. The Truth. The World Is Black. Mountain. We Believe. It Wasn't Enough. In This World (Murder). Wounded. Falling Away.
Jaded (These Years)-feat. Mest. Gravity Girl. The Innocent-feat. Goldfinger. Jump-feat. N.E.R.D. Hey Dad, Time After Time. I'm Down. Cemetery. I Want Candy, If You Leave. Put Your Head On My Shoulder. Christmas By The Phone. Overcome. Tired-feat. Tommy Lee. Can't Go On.
dcma knuckles. dcma collective. made clothing. level 27.
ROCK ON-
<33333 loads,
xoxoTara
10:59 PM
efl camp was super boring.
only the sleeping times, shower times, meal times and all that were awesome, times of our own :D
first day when we arrived,
i was carrying alot of things.
then we unpacked our stuff and all in the hall,
we were together with the saint joan people.
went to the singapore river thingy,
so boring,
i was and am still disgusted by the people like n*o*m*,
who sit on the statue's laps and all,
and hug them,
and touch their heads,
and kiss them,
I'M UBER DISGUSTED!!
anyways, ate lunch there or sth.
went to the bukit timah nature reserve after that(or is it the other way round),
so horrible, terrible, vegetable.
no matter how much insect repellent i put,
i end up with alot of ants crawling on me and bugs and all,
me and angela were all the way in front of the pack,
the first ones leading the hike,
i was damn sickened by the girly girlies,
ALL OF THEM WERE.
everytime they just see a bug,
or a spider web, or a small lizard/iguana,
or even hear sounds of leaves rustling or branches falling,
they scream like mad,
and the teacher guiding us had to stop for us,
for them i mean/
diaodiaodiao.
we walked for a few kilometres,
and BACK AGAIN.
came back and bathe,
the queue was super long for the showers,
so one of our student leaders,
michelle allowed us to use the male toilet thing,
me, val, zeph, and angela went there,
then the bitchy jeslyn and co. went to complain,
dinner/
then some video in the theaterette(sp.?)
supper/
then our class was supposed to sleep in the middle of the hall!!
we were all very scared laa. of course.
next with rozann, jessica, no face coconut(claire! haha), fazlina, angela, clare, isabelle, valerie.
anyways, when the teacher was not around,
everyone just made alot of noise,
then my pink glow stick was going around about half the hall,
everyone playing with it, haha,
then went toilet here, there, everywhere,
ate lollipops and yuppi gummys.
i think i slept for two hours only,
then when i woke up around 4:30am,
everyone was like talking and talking,
haha,
then some people were yelling to go back to sleep and shut up,
all that.
2nd day went to botanic gardens,
mosquito was flirting with the bald guy,
EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!
so then there was the amazing race,
they had to ruin in for me/us,
had to group us according to index number,
which was horrible,
i had to pair with auntie,
that blur cock talk rot,
made us walk here and there for the wrong thing,
for 45 minutes!!
and she still very shuang,
go and chit chat and suck up to her chinese teacher.
when me and angela, zeph and val,
went to share the fries,
one huge branch suddenly dropped onto zephlyn's back
and so called bounce in the fries,
then alot of leaves and small crap dropped it also,
so unlcuky,
took back the bus to singapore art museum,
very damn boring,
mosquito flirt again.
during the short talk thingy,
me and angela were enjoying the air condition
and we really fell asleep,
haha,
went back and bathed.
wanted to use the male toilet again BUTT guess what/
the whole irritating gang was there.
go and die laa.
the whole toilet stank of isma.
PUKEPUKE!!
dinner/
then they had to call us to clean the canteen toilets too.
i almost went home.
haha.
then we got to sleep in the audi!!
but they onned some of the freaking lights.
and there were at least three teachers walking around each time.
i slept much better than the previous night tho,
and me and angela forgot to say "I WANT TO DRINK MILO!"
instead, when li ting ting counted from one to ten,
one, two, then we said "BUTTON MY SHOE!"
three, four "SHUT THE DOOR!"
five, six "PICK UP STICKS!"
seven, eight "LAY THE EGG!"
nine... nine.. ten "BIG FAT HEN/KILL THE HEN!"
then we laugh and laugh and laugh.
then li ting ting was like,
"WHAT WAS THAT?!?! I'M GONNA CHASE YOU OUT!"
hahahahahahahhahahahaha.
RIGGGGGHTTTTTTTT. haha.
3rd day dragon boating.
VERY FUN man!
me and angela sat right infront of the boat.
ham's idiotic cousin splash one whole bucket of seawater to us,
my eyes were filled with them!!
i couldn't even open my eyes laa.
BITCH!!
dragon boating race,
we won!! haha.
that eunice ong paddled damn funny. haha.
bussed back to school,
me and zephlyn went to wash our hair in the basin before lunching,
team building games.
damn suay.
must group us according to register again.
quite fun actually.
juggling the ball,
the blind man walking,
marble train,
auntie was damn irritating,
she went to put the tube so crooked,
then expect the ball to drop into the sieve i was holding arh!
then she went to shout 'TARAA!!!!"
go and die laa, bloody fucker!
the shuffling thing was fun too.
finished up EFL booklet,
delores damn funny,
when foo wan chun saw gher copying someone's EFL booklet,
then she said,"for reference only"
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA.
so funny.
REFERENCE!
they asked us to clean the toilets again. wtf..
packed,
then went home.
like, FINALLY//
went with chilli to mrt,
we crowded the whole place with our bags,
haha.
i want to die now laa.
very bored, like wayyyyy bored.
dont feel like doing my homework now.
WTF,
march hols still have training.
<3,
xoxoTara
5:35 PM
Tuesday, March 7
oh gosh. gosh.
haven't blog for many days.
not really laa. bout 3 days only.
haha.
yesterday, nth much happened.
only training...
AT BISHAN!!
FUCKEN GLADYS SIM WAS THERE LAA!
her school paya lebar methodist girls' also training there.
then when i was skipping with the rope,
and she jogged past,
she kept laughing and sticking out her tongue at me.
haha, she was with kar yun.
anyways, quite happy to see her laa :D
today,
home econs.
not nice.
sixuan so idiotic.
made some weird sandwich.
eww.
kk, then after school, went queensway with val and angela,
to buy our track pants and my sleeping bag.
my dad went along with us( cause i needed his money, haha.)
angela and val went to tiong plaza.
then em and my dad went home.
shit, still doing my fucking home ec hw...
havent done lit yet.
AHHHHH!!
and worst of all, i havent even packed my bag lor.
i'm the worst/
people are already sleeping now.
8:20pm...
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck,
may not be blogging this 3 days...
so,
ciao! :P
xoxoTara
8:21 PM
Saturday, March 4
I woke up at 8am today,
unbearable, so tired.
people were already there at about 7:20am.
lol. vanessa came at 6am. diaodiaodiao.
took a cab to NJC.
very little people from our P6 class came back.
only like, tania, amelia, jolin, cassandra, vanessa, natasha, audrey, debra, ciwen, adorabelle, charmaine, dione, and angela.
GO AND DIE LAA, GLADYS.
bloody neh neh woman.
BEG ME TO COME, IN THE END OWNSELF ALSO NEVER COME!!
:P
vanessa was like, leading the whole red house :/
and joyce was like... she was damn funny okay.
you should see them.
like very act type.
we taught them some cheers from stc,
like the "left toe, right toe, keep up the tempo"
and the "yi ci gonna fight" one.
but they didn't get it laa. so dumb.
Walked back to rgps to buy the prawn mee and yakult.
got a free globe toy thingy free(for the yakult)
then there was the old girls' race.
the nanyang girls were damn scary okay.
you can see them doing pro stretches and stuff.
THEY RUN FOR THE NATIONALS EH.
don't play play!
We did relays.
4x100.
I WAS THE ANCHOR....
okayokay.
tania and amelia and all of them said i ran very fast.
BUT we didn't get first...
or sth like that.
EVERYONE just got a pathetic, pathetic, pathetic collar pin.
including the nanyang girls.
SO PATHETIC...
didn't take any pics :'(
forgt to bring my cammy whammy.
even tho my cell can take pictures,
i don't like taking pictures with phone.
i just like a proper camera ((:
then after everything, went to lot 1 with jolin and vanessa.
we took 30dollars worth of neoprints.
i really didn't want to take,
but they forced me to,
i'm not those kind of girls who like doing this kinda stuff.
butch laa. whateverr.
bought the macdonalds milkshakes.
jolin bought chocolate,
vanessa bought strawberry,
and i bought vanilla.
so we tasted everyone's
and they all tasted like melted ice cream.
NOT EVEN MILKSHAKE..
crap. lol. but not THAT BAD laa.
ate at food culture food court.
then looked around for abit,
then went home.
i have to do hw now.
no idea whenever i listen to gravity girl(by GC),
i tear.
ahhahaha.
xoxoTara
5:25 PM
Friday, March 3
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA/
ROFL. LMAO. OMFG.
this is so funny okay.
oh, i risked gettin caught tho,
I TOOK A PIC OF GOVAN WITH MY PHONE.
WAHAHAHAHA.
SHE WAS PLAYING WITH THE CALCULATOR.
there's christina infront too,
she was demostrating the "bounce and bounce and bounce and re-bounce" song to ming xin and laughing.
hoho XD
kk, so today was math CA.
it was OK, but i left out like, 3 questions or so.
i'll probably JUST PASS only or ALMOST PASS.
stupid chinese comprehension test today.
so difficult.
training was OK.
hhaa.
sprained my ankle, had to sit out for the high jump.
after training, went home.
waited for my bloody mother to come back from work.
so damn long laa.
then about 9something PM,
took a cab to queensway,
then i bought MORE FBTS <3
(my stc shorts got chao ta while ironing, lol, i've got a race tmrw so i gotta rush last minute to buy them),
etc etc.
haha, then I saw 3 STC girls at queensway about 9:30pm.
they kept staring at me laa.
retarded.
then ANGELA SU went to conference with me, isabelle, clare and dunno who else laa.
okok,
i wanna sleep now,
almost 12am,
I KNOW IT'S EARLY,
especially when it's a sat tmrw,
but i got to go back at what-7AM to raffles tmrw?
bahh. i'm sleepy anyways.
been awake for more than like 18 hours.
crap.
byeeeeee~~
xoxoTara ((:
11:48 PM
Thursday, March 2
yesterday
my sister went to the fort minor concert,
and i shouldve been there cause alot of people sneaked into the mosh pit,
HAHAHAHHA.
my sis and her friends CHATTED with MTV TWIN VJs May and Choy.
HAHAHHAHAHAHA.
and she took a pic WITH them.
okayokay.
dont wanna show the pic.
very funny, germaine should know why.
hahahahahahahahahAHAHAHAHA.
today
We got back our science CA1 paper.
GOSH.
I got SO freaking low...
ahhh yes. but i passed ((:
that aileen lok teach untill exceed recess time,
then me and lumpy went to library to print out the chinese shit,
and canteen to buy the new PE shirt and shorts.
i fucken bought SMALL, everyone's like MEDIUM and LARGE.
kk, then rushed to chinese class or sth.
we had to do some CRAP compo,
on dream home or sth,
the whole 50 mins for the first period,
i hardly wrote a sentence,
then when toufu checked on me,
ma wo...
then we had to do oral reading shit too,
so LAME okay,
everything is just crap.
me and angela, and elizabeth were laughign and laughing and laughing and laughing and LAUGHING at MOSQUITO.
she's like fucking AMUSING ....
but not deliberately amusing us,
just that er..., aiya you go and see for yourself laa, haha.
kk, then after school,
the cool people(except mosquito and some others)
stayed back for geog remedial.
then went to tiong plaza with zeph and val,
haha, we went to coffee bean and macs.
remember, zephlyn...
"GC, your order is up!"
hawhawhawhawhaw ((:
I'M SO TIRED NOW.
wah liao, still got geog map,
geog wb,
readers digest worksheet,
and MATH CA tmrw!!
ahhh fuck,,,,
xoxoTara
6:30 PM
Wednesday, March 1
<3sick.
:(
oh crap. shit. fuck. bitch!!
i missed school today :@
all because of yest's flu.
which got MUCH MUCH MUCH WORSER/
imagine that, assholes.
with a fucken fever too.
so i popped a few pills.
down with blueberry.
was abit disgusting, though.
so i heard school today was OK.
'cause of math lesson or sth.
angela told me that govan asked something about the dead sea.
i should've went today.
diaodiaodiaodiao/
what's for hw, people?
message me okay.
angela told me it's only the science ws and reflections.
anythng else, let me know, thanx.
i hate missing school.
i can't see HER.
i'll get sick like that.
i'll die.
fucking migraine.
it's throbbing in my head.
fucking tap.
better off by tmrw okay.
fucking fever.
FUCK YOUU!!
i have to go to the freaking doctor later to claim an MC or sth.
shit, just realised i missed ash wednesday mass.
and training.
FUCK YOU FEVER!!!
FUCKING TAP, YOU CAUSED IT IN THE FIRST PLACE!!
FUCK FUCK FUCK ALL OF YOU BLOODY!!~!
anyways,
he's not the man he used to be now.
it's so frustrating.
abit gay too, y'know...
oh, but it's really okay :))
bloody tap.
i'm gonna die now okay.
bye, people/
haha. whateverrrr.
my sister's leaving for fort minor tonighttt.
right nowww.
fucckit. why cant i go?
(cause i have no one to go with, haha)
missing you-
xoxoTara
4:26 PM
Tuesday, February 28
today SUCKED.
horrible, terrible, veggie-TAY-BEE-BER!!!
my bloody nose was like a freaking tap,
like that lame panadol advertisement.
the whole school day, i was practically shifting my nose.
blowing out. sniffing in.
english CA was OK.
i kept sneezing man.
and i kept sniffing too.
so em, man!!!
we had to write compo.
er ok, so i wrote question 2(the saddest birthday thingy) at first,
i wrote finish already.
then i started writing another compo,
this time on question 3.
the "I realised how much my parents love me" thingy.
i wrote that finish in 10 mins!!
woah. two compos in 45 mins.
haha.
ok,
i wrote about yesterday.
how guily i was not going for track,
how much time, effort, and money my father had spent on me for this,
and i purposely mised it yesterday.
went to friend's house just for fun instead.
kind of like playing traunt
jumped into pool with school uniform as friend could not spare swimming costume.
had a bad cold now.
parents took care.
gave scolding, learnt lesson.
//* btw, all names in the compo were changed, duh. haha.
everything was true... except the gave scolding thing. hawhaw ((:
home econs, made some horrible tauhu goreng thingy.
i gave all of mine to si xuan, haha. mosquito.
blah blah blah,
whole day went like sneeze, blow, sniff.
math lesson,
me, fazlina, and angela were messaging each other and calling each other.
i took a pic of govan with my phone.
so funny okay, she was playing with the calculator.
"ONLY I CAN USE THE CALCULATOR, YOU AL CANNOT USE!"
haha. mark those words.
so funny eh!!! hahahahahahhahahahahaha.
madmad.
went tiong plaza to buy macs,
cheeseburger and large fries for my lunch :D,
clementi, bought pearly soya milk, haha, i like pouring this into the cactus,
the pearls will be stuck into the leaves.
oh yea, not going to fort minor concert.
sad :(
shit, my tap is on again.
gtg rest now anyways, i'm dammit sleepy like shit.
haha. sorry zephlyn if i passed it to you too!!
get well soon then ((:
<3
xoxoTara
4:49 PM
Monday, February 27
Science CA today.
gonna fail i tell you,
put alo tof crap answers.
especially the last question, i put measuring tape
or is it metre rule to measur e apiece of paper. so retarded laa.
SUPER sleepy today.
chinese, messaging in class and dozing off.
geog, fell asleep.
science, using my fingers to force my eyes open.
didn't go for training today.
for obvious reasons.
went to germaine's house instead.
swam in school uniform.
then went home, VERY DARK OKAY.
and raining heavily.
i like this kind of weather. especially at night. rad.
then when i reached home, about 8pm.
my whole uniform from head to toe was all dripping wet.
kk, need to study for english CA now.
just learn the compoistion organisation thingy.
climax, resolution, etc.
i go and sleep first laa.
wake up 3am then study.
thats what i always do.
haha. so tired.
shit, fucking migraine.
xoxoTara
9:01 PM
Saturday, February 25
where'd you go, I miss you so. seems like it's been forever, that you'e been gone. please come back home.
Where'd you go-Fort Minor feat. Holly Brooks.
new layout (:
I'll change it if there's better ones of course.
the only things that suck are the small scroll columns.
i want another column somewhere.
but i have no idea how to make another one pop out there or something.
haha. btw, tagboard is below profile x))
btw, PEARL accepted my testi.
haha. yea, the head student councilor.
damn funny larh she.
hohoho, can laugh at her the whole day.
i know i'm retarded :D
hahahahahhahaha.
okay.
i'm left to paint one bar of tietary colours.
12 more sketches of my idea bank.
and to revise more on science.
i read the chapters more than twice.
i'm gonna do it again.
haha (:
PS: don't forget to bring your calculator and art hw tmrw! x))
xoxoTara
9:44 PM
pitiful by blindside ((:
awesome song, man.
okay. i'm lame alright.
gotta get back to studying for CA's.
math and geog homework finished yest. night already.
so proud of myself. haha.
gladys you bloody mutha fucker.
wanna ask you out sometime.
but you're always not available idiot.
lol.
xoxoTara
3:40 PM
Friday, February 24
the student council board came up.
me and angela laughed like SIAO at pearl's picture.
so cute laa. heeheehorhor.
student investiture today.
we saw the live video from the auditorium in the hall.
it was so damn lame laa. just give badges to the new SCs ranks and all. and principal kongkong give one long speech, still say "ms khong would like to say A FEW words." haha.
i wooted when **** went up. so retarded haha.
so funny. pearl wearing heels. WAHAHAHAHAH.
then she went infront of the camera also. haha.
after school, rushed to change shoes and pe shirt.
then bought a drink, and met at foyer.
took 65 to orchard mrt station.
on the busride, all the stc track girls occupied THE WHOLE 2ND DECK of the bus. so cool man.
then they kept taking pictures laa. everyone was persuading me not to be so shy and take a pic with them. haha.
okayokay,
then at bishan, did stretches and all.
long jump. high jump.
sprinting.
warm down.
dismissal.
bought twsities at junction 8. then went home by mrt. haha.
so tired now man.
i want to sleep okay.
serene sent me more messages, yay :D
haha. kk, going retarded now.
bye-
xoxoTara
9:01 PM
Thursday, February 23
yesterday's training was OK.
only the sec 1s... and 3/4 sec 4s.
we did intense skipping for a whole half hour in the blazing hot dammit sun.
my face was half baked man.
so damn brown.
we did sprinting,
mr zhendar called me "ang bao" because whenever i ran, i kept looking up the sky like there's ang baos up there, haha.
**** was on the same bus as us to tiong plaza.
then DE MELLO is SO DAMN FUCKING IRRITATING laa.
she keeps saying my name LOUD.
I was telling her to shut up, **** was right infront ok!
idiot.
then at night, my dad gave me a scolding.
i don't even know why laa.
so reatrded like fuck.
bought a new phone again...
SLVR L7
anyway, today,
elango scolded me and angela for laughing so much.
damn fierce man. but i was facing my head towards the back when she was scolding us, still laughing. haha.
recess, germaine was staring at shanna like very obviously.
then when shanna walked infront of us, she looked back and smiled.
germaine was smitten, haha, kind of, though.
she kept talking about it.
christina is sucha toot.
like damn irritating sometimes.
whatever man.
gladys, faster come to stc laa.
hilda's phone got confiscated during china beause she was messaging.
she was crying and all... people expected me to so called "comfort" her.
please laa...
after school, zephlyn, valerie and me went to orchard.
we took bus 65... then the whole bus kinda broke down or something.
there was "EXIT BREAKDOWN" all over the EZ-LINK screens,
so we had to alight, then we got complimentary reciepts for free bus rides.
so cool!! haha.
we walked to wisma or something, ate at food junction.
collected val's phone from sony ericsson.
then the retarded zeph took my phone and went to take picture of the fat woman(in front of us)'s butt. then set as my wallpaper. damn sick laa. haha. hilarious like shit also. hehe.
blah blah blah, walked aroudn the shops.
then went to ngee ann city,
and when we were about to go inside, this guy stopped us and showed us his "liscense" and show us a picture of a girl without an eyeball, then he explained blah blah blah, to donate, and when we said we didn't want to, he kept bargaining the price down and said "5 dollars for 3 people very little already eh".
so fake laa, obviously that person cheating people of their money or something, where got pester untill like that one.
we just walked away anyway.
kino to buy zeph's PANTS. (pens, i mean, lol)
then walked to far east,
went to chippy's, bought fried mars bars and did homework.
val's grandmother called early, so we all left early too...
i went home by train...
i took the fucken wrong one.
and ended up in toa payoh,
then i took the train back to city hall interchange,
then to bugis,
then a cab back home.
haha.
should've taken cab at first laa.
but retarded me, don't know the north east line that well laa.
oh yea, oh yea.
seline (from RG that time, my senior)
sent me a friendster message.
"don't ever think about slitting wrists."
haha. sweet, man :D
xoxoTara
8:08 PM
Tuesday, February 21
yesterday was training.
alot of people were saying my socks and shoes were nice and all.
thank you people. hawhaw :))
valerie's running socks are white.
mine is orange.
she took one of my sock and i took hers,
and in the end, each of us have 1 orange sock and 1 white sock, so fun laa. haha.
our jersey's are gonna be sleeveless, like ewwww.
anyway, we did high knee lift hurdle jump or something,
the same old stuff, then sprinting.
came back with the same old sore muscles and all.
today
gehui was such a bitch about my addidas shoes.
"your shoes are not allowed, please change them..."
me, "ok..."
"TOMORROW!"
WTF, she's the first sc to tell me that okay.
the rest were OK with it.
gwendolyn was like "it's ok laa" when some sc told her to tell me to pull up my socks.
:))
I don't fucken care okay.
I'm going to wear my addidas tmrw.
I'll bring my reeboks, then after assembly, change into addidas.
i'm gonna ask clara ang or mr francis or whoever if it's ok.
if it is, i have teacher's approval!! yay!!
but i haven't asked yet. hhaa.
home ec, made kebabs with rice.
i lost my whole container with all the food. haha.
home ec test was whatEVERR. fail then fail laa.
home ec only. it wasn't that difficult anyway.
during home ec test, angela and me communicated thru hand messages (writing messages on hands)
she wrote "DIETARY FIBRE?"
"MOVE THE BOWELS" that's what i wrote. hawhaw :))
then she couldn't see clearly even when i bolded it in red pentel twin marker.
wah liao. leaving me with 'MOVE THE BOWELS" on my hand the whole day.
i took a pic of it wiht my phone and set it as my wallpaper.
geog test was OK. but i think i'm gonna barely pass.
lit, we didn't get scolding.
sevedha cried 'cause she said people were laughing at her.
i think she meant me and zephlyn. xd
got back our maths test, wahahaha.
i failed! the first maths test i failed in my entire life.
my math was like super good in primary school.(not bragging, just sayin')
and now, it's like chao ta. haha. i need a math tutor.
mrs ang didn't come today, i did ONE WHOLE ENGLISH COMPOSITION and ONE MATHS WORKSHEET DURING MATHS LESSON(45 MINS).
i did the (un)impossible. haha.
after sch, went to tiong plaza with germ and faz.
ate lunch at bk, they went for angklung and i went home :)
have science workbook and home ec workbook to do now.
oh yea, i got a new phone.
but it seriously sucks.
tho it is the latest motorola model, and it is ultra slim.
the camera is rubbish.
the video camera's timing is super short, it sucks too.
the design is like fuckass.
there's no 3G.
go here to see it.
kk, i gtg now.
and i don't think i'll be going online for a while.
gotta study for CA1's!!
i have to get A1 for my math.
A2 at least for english i think.
then the rest just Bs.
chinese can go and die.
but i can't fail any subjects.
i don't even know how I got all A's for psle.
(not bragging or anything ok!, it's all low As)
or how i got 40 marks higher than i expected.
or how i got A for chinese when i usually get 20/30 %.
i don't understand how i only got an A for math tho,
p6 chi teacher told me that mrs ong(p6 math teacher) said i missed A* by only -2 marks!
whatever.
ok i gotta start on my hw and mug for science test now.
byee~
xoxoTara
5:29 PM
Sunday, February 19
you're my gravity girl/ i'm so high in your world/ and everytime i open my heart to you/ you rip it out.
just came back from queensway.
bought my shoes, yay! :D
I bought addidas school shoes, the superstar model.
it was the last pair.
it was 119dollars at first, but the boss gave us at 80dollars only.
coolness :))
then i bought my running shoes.
I wanted saucony so badly.
oasics and saucony are almost the same.
i bought oasics in the end.
orange, it was 200 dollars actually.
but the indian guy who knows my dad 'cause he bought alot of shoes from his store before gave us a discount to 141dollars only eh! :))
I bought nike running socks too.
orange too, to match my running shoes :D
the socks were $25.10.
so I spent about $246.10 altogether today.
saved like $92 on discounts and bargains. haha.
shit, i still have art hw left, haha, who cares laa.
anyway, here's Hilary, Joel, and his brother, Josh at the MisShapes danceparty in NYC last weekend [ripped from pink]:
xoxoTara
8:36 PM
my hormones are getting out of control.
i'm having really serious mood swings.
i think my whole room is like a rubbish dump now laa(not sevedha btw)
i don't like this.
it sucks like fucking hell.
feel like dying.
slitting is not enough.
running away from home,
but there's no where to go.
maybe my grandma's house.
gosh, what the hell am i talking about?
argh, i have to focus.
i don't even know why i blog.
hah. whatever laa.
sick of my freaking life.
i feel like breaking the mirror whenever i see my face.
i feel like tearing pictures of myself.
everything, whatever.
then i think of burden.
is it my hormones or is it just me?
I SUCK , man.
I don't need counsuelling cos that sucks.
i've been sent to be counsuelled back in rg for so many times and it didn't work.
bloody teacher report me to consuellor for what shit.
the consuellor(not ms huang) scolded me okay.
whatever lah.
think i'm gonna die in my sleep anyway.
1:48 AM
Saturday, February 18
fuck the hormones
i'm having serious moodswings
i cuss alot
i just broke a few things in my room
what came to me ;
i dont even know
what the fuck...
fucking hormones.
one second i'm on top of the world,
the other second,
i'm down in the pitts
that fucking sucks laa
asshole hormones.
nothing better to do than
fucking up people's emotions.
did finish lit hw alr,
math hw,
geo hw,
left to study for geo test,
chi hw,
and alot more lah.
fucking hormones.
i think i'm gonna slit again.
bye.
i'm gonna be alright. just watch me die; you don't even care.
regret is a burden you got to live with.
i'm missing you badly; this sinking ship's taking me home.
6:54 PM
Friday, February 17
school up to 10:15am today.
lit was sucky, ms koh scolded our group.
'cause we didn't do the idiotic hw(whateverrr), only zephlyn did it i think.
I only did some questions.(lalalalaa)
fatin was "nonsciencial". hawhaw.
nonsciencial. funny word. AHAHAHAHHA.
math, me and angela laugh like siao again, elangovan made the "weirdo physco" sign at us.
LOL.
went with some people to burger king for our so called lunch before going for funsplash.
so retarded, had to meet outside 7-eleven for the teacher to go on MRT laa.
cheap xd
retarded people were taking pics when they were in the MRT, like er...
haha.
reached yio chu kang swimming complex.
blah blah blah, wait for everyone to settle down.
then prayers.
then funsplash started :D
we had blue face paint, blue and silver pompoms etc for our house.
i stole one silver pompom string, and one blue pompom string to tie around my left wrist.
someone helped me write "GO CAROLINE!" on my left arm with permament marker.
and i used some of the face paint to draw a smiley face too :)
natasha kept scolding and bossing us around for not cheering loud enough.
whateverrr.
i screamed and cheered and wooed alot for our house.
my throat litterally bleeded ok, it's throat infection, haha.
**** looked cute with her green ribbon <3 don't expect me to say she looked hot in her swimming costume, cos some of you people might think it's sick. valerie caught me staring at her for sucha long time laa. haha. she swam quite fast tho.
germaine was kinda pitiful. she couldn't really complete her 100m freestyle. only did 50m. then someone scolded her and she cried. kang kong swam super duper trooper funny. i can LMAO, haha. the cca representation thingy. whatever it's named. badminton got first. then novice games, the sec one relays were disqualified,, and there was this girl was kicking and kicking in the pool, and the float only moved like on 1cm/30seconds. haha. it rained abit. thunder and all during the last of the novice. YAY!! our house got 3RD PLACE!!!
from last place at first to 3rd. woah.
when they were announcing 4th, 5th place etc, we cheered like mad also for the other houses.
becos we didn't get that place, NOT because they got that place. haha.
ignatius got 1st place.
marie got last.
etc.
ANDAND;; during the whole thing, chilli (elizabeth) got an asthma attack and she didn't have a puff with her. it was kinda funny.. okok, it's serious laa... LOL.
didn't go queensway today. too tired.
and my the mrt doesn't stop there on the way :D
so tired noww.
my bones are super stiff. (cos they are, duh)
haha.
suga suga, how you get so fly?
xoxoTara
9:36 PM
Thursday, February 16
nothing much today. same old school.
math lesson.
me and angela, again, were laughing.
cause of elango, she's sucha "distraction".
haha.
and we kept singing "barbie girl"
during china lesson,
we all got back two of our tests.
yea, I failed both tests laa. as usual. haha.
we had to do the newspapers thingy too.
then germaine "vandalised" and destroyed the woman's big face in the newspaper.
AHAHAHHAHAHAH!
the whole class was laughing like siao!
poor germ, she had to chao xie some newpaper article just because the teach thinks she draws in class instead of listening to her xd
CME, some groups had to perform for the role playing thingy to get the bonus 2 points.
when fazlina, claire, germaine and lumpy's group went to perform.
i was laughing like retard at lumpy.
'cause she talk, act, read, move, and look very funny.
and claire was sitting and staring a fazlina and germaine the whole time.
so funny laa.
BANG BANG!
coconut juice start spilling outta the holes.
HAHAHHAHAHHA.
clara ang is an asshole.
(dont tell her that pls, LOL)
after dismissal prayers and reflections, she made us stay back for 5 mins.
to reflect on our so called "bad" behaviour.
so idiotic.
anyways, after school, went with lumpy and germ to tiong plaza, looked around world of sports and sportslink for my new addidas.
wah lao, look around for 30 mins over, still cannot find the perfect pair.
so we went off. (going queensway tmrw)
germ and lumpy bought the crispy chicken from the store near macs.
the retarded man was serving 'em. hawhaw.
chilled out for a while at germaine's.
then went home.
btw, from school to tiong, I paid the taxi fare.
then from tiong to bukit timah(germ's house)
I paid too.
altogether about 15 dollars.
they didn't give anything back to me laa.
only some of their chicken. hehe.
yio chu kang funsplash tmrw!
yayyies :))
oh yea, I have to make shakers now :D
GOOOOOOO.... CAROLINE!!
hawhaw. retard. :)
I'm a barbie girl, in a barbie world
Life in plastic, it's fantastic!
you can brush my hair, undress me everywhere
Imagination, life is your creation
Come on Barbie, let's go party!
Barbie Girl-MxPx
Currently watching GC MTV diary :))
btw, changed my blog video.(and friendster)
:))
PEACEOUT-
<3,
xoxoTara
5:25 PM
Wednesday, February 15
the sec 2 councilors took classes fo rhte first time onwards today.
jaey and crystal took 1a.
haha. but anyways, gwendolyn wong checked us :))
she told me to pull up my socks so the theresian word can be seen.
I just pull up and pull down again. lol.
didn't think she saw it. heh :D
then the other senior student councilor told me to make my belt tighter!!
and booked down my index number.
think i gave a fake index number. haha.
anyways, today's total defence day. LOL. the CMC was seriously the coolest.
halfway doing science worksheet int he science lab, then the emergency alarm sounded or something like that :/
I THOUGHT WE WERE SUPPOSED TO LEAVE ALL OUR STUFF AND RUN AWAY.
wahahahhahahaha.
BUT the teacher told us to pack up. haha. and we didn't run or line up. everyone in the whole school were practically walking normally, like heck care sort. LOLOLOL.
chanraan and some other teacher were saying that we were all dead already. haha.
when we reached our homeroom, we put our bags in the front.
then people were cutting trashbags and all.
i did some sealing of door and cutting and stuff. y'know :D
i was helping out with the temporary toilet.
we had to put the trashbag between two chairs, stick 'em together.
and they put tables all around and block the toilet with trashbags.
when they were finished with the toilet.
i was joking around, making everyone laugh.
haha, I sat on the temporary trashbag toilet and faked diarhoea noises.
mrs ang suddenly apeared and scolded me and germaine.
"if you have nothing to do then you should... blah blah blah"
whatever.
after sealing the doors and all, it was seriously stuffy and warm.
our windows were halfway sealed!!
and when mr francis went around taking pictures of what all the clases did, we all laughed when they came to our class.
because the trashbag was floating up, when it was supposed to be sealed up to prevent the chemical/smoke/whatever from coming in. LOL.
had some long briefing announcement and talk//-
xd
supposed to go bishan for training but house practice was on, so yea, i stayed back for house pract.
house pract was OK.
the cheering sucked. i hate the freaking cheerleader captain or whatevrrr.
so idiotic mann.
we played floorball, somewhat like hockey.
mello was kind of irritating, call me and germaine blur block when i didn't hit the "ball"
like, it;s my first time playing this kinda thing.
she so good, go and play laa, still sit there and shout shout.
action only laa.
whatEVERRRR.
i screamed "go caroline".
whee :))
bought strawberry ice blended.
everyone drank from my cup. hehe.
i blew into germaine's blueberry ice blened straw and all the blueberry splash on my face.
it was so damn cool. man, i kept doing it.
haha. then er, germaine spat the blueberry and ice at me and poured blueberry down my shirt.
my whole sports trainee and shirt were wet and sticky, LOL.
there were like, some ants.
SICK. haha.
During the whole hting, we cheered, laughed, played with germaine's pokemon happy meal htingy, pretended to be like mello(sticking out my chest, haha, poking fun at her etc), gossiping, talking etc.
haha.
and i just found out ALOT of people have crushes in school too.
YAY!!!
i'm not alone. hehe.
caroline 1 won first place for the floorball!! yea!! caroline 2 got 4th place for floorball.
caroline didn't win any places for the captian's ball thingy.
germaine's dad and mom gave me a lift home. haha.
so tired right now.
left a few math sums for hw.
buying shoes tmrw!!
BYEBYE-
<3,
xoxoTara
7:45 PM
Tuesday, February 14
yea... it's saint valentine's day<3. style="font-size:130%;">I was SUPER DUPER TROOPER PISSED(AND EMBARASSED)
Now she's gonna know everything.
oh mann, thanx alot, val and zeph.
but it's okayy now laa, I don't really care.
the rest of the day sucked :(
geog sucked.
lit sucked.
maths was okayy.
valerie chia's b'dae today :D
happy b'dae!
then we all sang b'dae song for her.
i remember in rgps, we always sing the english version, then chinese, then tamil, and malay or whatever.
LOL.
she gave valerie a lemon sweet.
me and angela were laughing like retard siao.
where got people's birthday give lemon one??
haha.
then angela kept making fun of my beloved joel.
asking stupid questions like, "what if joel was 5 times bigger than govan, his voice like si xuan's and his face like this..." then she made the potato face again.
so funny man.
she asked alot of questions laa.
teehee :p
then there was eng, we got our idiotic picture.
i was closing my eyes in the pic.
WTF.
I have no idea what the pic is for anyway.
after sch, mello and i went home.
passed the letter to joshua.
from some senior.
haha.
I'm like, super sad.
i have a brand new pimple above my lip.
ugh.
my eyes are frikkin small.
I have a bad haircut.
my belt is super high.
my socks are super high.
my shoes are super dirty nad has holes.
:'(
gonna change to addidas on thurs :))
buying new spikes, and tracks.
and re-sewing my belt.
i'm like, you know, like, haha, so happeee.
NOT. wahahah/
anyways, here's an awesome song:
My Bloody Valentine-Good Charlotte
Oh, my love
Please don't cry
I'll wash my bloody hands and
We'll start a new life
I ripped out
His throat
And called you on the telephone
To take off
My disguise
Just in time to hear you cry when you...
You mourn the death of your bloody valentine
The night he died Y
ou mourn the death of your bloody valentine
One last time
Singin'...
Oh, my love
Please don't cry
I'll wash my bloody hands and
We'll start a new life
I don't know much at all
I don't know wrong from right
All I know is that I love you tonight
There was Police and
Flashing lights
The rain came down so hard that night and the
Headlines read
A lover died
No tell-tale heart was left to find
when you...
You mourn the death of your bloody valentine
The night he died
You mourn the death of your bloody valentine
One last time
Singin'...
Oh, my love
Please don't cry
I'll wash my bloody hands and
We'll start a new life
I don't know much at all
I don't know wrong from right
All I know is that I love you tonight
Tonight
He dropped you off,
I followed him home
Then I,
I stood outside his bedroom window
Standing over him, he begged me not to do
What I knew I had to do cause
I'm so in love with you
Oh, my love
Please don't cry
I'll wash my bloody hands and
We'll start a new life
I don't know much at all
I don't know wrong from right
All I know is that I love you tonight
Tonight
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE!! JOEL I LOVE YOU!! <3333 LOL.
xoxoTara
4:49 PM
Monday, February 13
today we had 2 tests- science and chinese. chinese was like fuck material. like, super difficult or somehting. science was shit, me, zephlyn and rubbish dump had to face the wall to do our tests, and i was sitting infront of the fucking chemicals man, lol.
track training, omg, jaey lim kept on sitting near to us man and whenever i, like, glanced at her, she'll give me that face. haha.
anyways, after track, priscilla asked me, and samantha de mello to go with her buy some valentine's stuff at tiong bahru plaza, so we juz accompanied her, we bought some stuff too. like stuff toys, etc. haha. by the time i reached home, it was bout 8pm or so.
i'm like, so freaking shagged now. i still have lit hw left. that bitchass art teacher made us bring the paints, brushes and pallette for nothing. argh. screw her.
gtg, sorry for this short post :))
PS: gettin cookies tmrw! :)) giving out my valentine's day pressies tmrw too! hehe.
<3,
xoxoTara
9:35 PM
Sunday, February 12
hahhs, it's 5:01am right now.
can't sleep, so I'm staying up to do my lit, geo, art etc homework.
my fucken assholic bitchass mother went to sell MY ENTIRE COLLECTION OF ARCHIE COMICS!! about 200+, which includes all the rare issues too!!!
AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, WITHOUT MY FUCKEN PERMISSION!!
I'm like, FRIKKIN PISSED.
she's so damn irritating, keep callin all my friends nowadays and asking lameass questions.
like "do you know where tara is?", "do you know where she is now?" etc.
rawr. whatever.
i better go sleep now and finish up my hw tomorrow.
'cause i'm getting serious eyebags. and my face sucks.
the pores are super huge 'cause i'm like, reallyyy fat.
y'know?
haha. whateverrrrrr.
PS:I've added my ex-blog's archives here too. so go check it out, or juz go to www.gothic-wonderland.blogspot.com to see the whole thing in full effect or something (the password's the same as this one) :)) peace out-
PPS:you have to double click the video to see it full size, 'cause my blog's column too small, double click again to minimize the video back to blog :D
xoxoTara
5:04 AM
Saturday, February 11
another one of my retarded posts again :D
FUCKING HOMEWORK.
wah lao, the art teacher SUCKS !!
i found another one of her idiotic emails in my trashcan again.
she thinks she's so high tech and cool, sending emails.
damn irritating man, it's just ART.
i have to re-re-do my art piece again. ARGHHIES.
anyways, i havent started on my homework or studied for any tests yett.
there's chi test, geog test, and er.. i forget what else. haha.
gtg start onnit now, bye.
xoxoTara
5:07 PM
Friday, February 10
me, germaine, fazlina etc went to GV tiong bahru plaza to watch I Not Stupid 2 and it was awesome, very funny, not THAT sad... me and germaine were laughing like mad when the old woman lied to the police thta she made theprank call, damn cute laa, haha. and we laughed like siao and retard when we saw the old aunty behind us crying, hehe. we are so "bad" la, whatever... SO LAME... cool man. LOLOL. watch it, ok?
today was training, most of the runners(duh) went to ccab. when i was changing my shoe and stuff in the canteen, **** was sitting on the same table as us!!! and i was like so nervous, valerie wanted to pull me to tell her that i like her!! wtf laa!! haha. training today was OK, ran ALOT of rounds around the school, then jumped over the sticks and stuff, practised the 90 degree leg jump and all, then warmed down and dismissed at 5:50pm!! 10 mins early, lol.
and there was one girl(senior) who went up to me and ask me whether i was joshua ang(the guy in i not stupid 2)'s cousin. I didn't hear her properly so i just said yea, and she went running and gushing omgomgomg, haha, retarded laa, do i even look like him?!?! lol.
WE GOT OUR NAME TAGS TODAY TOO!! IT SUCKS, 'CAUSE WE MUST WEAR IT IN SCHOOL ANY TIME, ANY HOW(EVERYONE CAN SEE OUR NAME), AND IT ALSO SUCKS BECAUSE I WANT YELLOWW/GREEN/RED OR WHATEVERRR. WE GOT BLUE, WHICH SUCKS, IT'S NOT EVEN UNIQUE, DOESN'T STAND OUT FORM THE UNIFORM BUT IT'S OKAYY ANYWAYS :))
O levels results today :))
i didn't get to see the board and stuff.
hopefully, all of 'em can get into their JCs/polys of their choice.
priscilla was telling us that poly can slack and slack, then she juz realised she was setting a "bad example" to us. hehe.
xoxoTara
9:17 PM
Wednesday, February 8
school sucked, as usual.
me and angela and a few other people behind were laughing like mad during maths.
'cause we saw MRS ELANGO DIGGING HER EAR!! 3 TIMES, WE COUNTED!! HAHA.
and we kept making jokes about her buldging tummy. and elango was like "who's that havign a good time laughing?" and some people stared at me, lol.
today had lit extra lesson, then bishan training, we took taxi there. we warmed up, ran 3 laps, than practised some running stuff etc, then wamed down. so tiring. about 3 hours. oh yea, i dropped my stupid shoe one time when running, so embarrassing, haha.
mr zehndar's 69th birthday today, then we got to sing the birthday song and eat the cake and all ON THE TRACK!! ahahha. so cool. i didn't get to eat the cake, 'cause i didn't wash my hands cuz the the toilet was crowded. haha.
gladys transferring to stc next year, depends whether she gets in or not, lol.
and so many people find me irritating. mann, how depressed can i get? :/
whatever, i don't give a shit anyways.
gtg do stupid art homework, bye....
xoxoTara
9:34 PM
Tuesday, February 7
what the fucking shit hell, my dad cut off MTV, disney, and nickoleoden, etc. channels!! wtf is his probelm!! he took away the mouse also, juz because it's my bro's O levels... so idiotic. today's home ec, we made muffins, kinda sucky 'cause of the raisins, and the teacher picked on me again!! fuck your mother laa cheebye!
anyways, juz came back from house practise. we played frisbee :)) CAROLINE CAME IN 1ST!! YEA!!! carried clarice on piggyback, I cheered and screamed "go caroline!" till my throat's like almost bleeding. hah. don't sabo me and tell her please. haha. thanx.
gonna back track shoes now and before my father comes back and sees me using this mouse. byeeee.
oh yea, elizabeth's chilli, then valerie(lee) is chilli padi and iam physco wacko. heh.
<3,
xoxoTara
6:57 PM
Monday, February 6
WTF, my dad kept away our wireless mouse 'cause we've been using too much computer, i was using only the keyboard to use the computer juz now, i'm using my bro's friend's optical mouse now which we borrowed. idiotic father. anyways, school kinda sucked. especially art, the teacher is so irritating, try to act all high tech and all, by sending so many emails, and creating blog etc. argh.
tomorrow is home ec, ugh. idiotic teacher.
today i had a throbibng migraine so couldn;t go for track.
the beard man quitted, that's what val told me.
and now mr francis coaching.
gtg now before my dad sees me using computer.
10:00 PM
Saturday, February 4
so complicated.
can't figure any of this out.
my life is just one big mess.
can't seem to find my place in this world.
what was i ever meant to be, or born to do anything?
besides dying?
so stressed and depressed
i'm the lamest freak in this world.
i'm the suckiest asshole.
just another bastardy fucker.
haha. yeah.
i'm that harsh on myself.
6:06 PM
Friday, February 3
today's the swimming heats, I'm supposed to swim, but I couldn't find my swimming costume, didn't swim for almost a year now, hehe. woke up very latetoday, like 5:55am, omg, i usually wake up at 4:45am, but i always sleep like 2:00am... stupid bitch ass mother, so took a cab to school, 2nd time.... ge hui tied her hair in a bun today, so damn funny, she looks very girly, ew, lol. then there was lit, argh, the etach keeps giving everyone nicknames, she alled me hairband girl!! at least riot girl but not hairband girl!! like, WTF?!?! then cheena, so retarded, just because of like 6 words "wo mei you dai ke ben" and I could have gotten away with chao xie!! wah liao, must chao xie the idiotic chapter 1 of chinese textbook. argh. then during chi, those who's swimming went off for the heats. er yea... geo was OK, learnt how to read maps, then assembly, in classroom. after school, me, samuel/lumpy(samantha lam, haha) , naomi, fazlina, and germaine wen tto tiong bahru plaza to eat macs, fazlina went off for angklung, so only me, naomi, lumpy, and germaine went to take neos. haha damn funny, there's one pic where we were juz preparing ourselves, and the cam juz snapped and it caught a pic of ONLY ME SMILING RETARDEDLY!! and samantha, with her eyes wide open, with ehr hand covering her mouth, and germaine looking away, naomi touchign her hair or somethign too(bleh, i dont like her please.), haha, geniune shot... we took about 1000 seconds to decorate, seriously.. there's no time limit.
when i came back, i juz did finish all my homework!! LIT, CHINESE CHAO XIE, GEOG WORKSHEET, GEOG SELF TEST 4, ER THAT'S ALL... I'm still left with some chinese workbook, chinese compo, science wb chapt 3, correcitons and geog test (study).
XOXOTARAWONGWONGWONG((:
11:10 PM
Thursday, February 2
Saw the TV screen near the lockers/foyer, i think all the student councilor si voted for go tinto the student council!! especially THAT ONE. hahahahaha. People ask me why I like her so much, and I reply the same thing, "cause I'm a bi" hehe xD, she's just awesome. lol.
geog was sucky, to tell you the truth, I don't really like our new teacher, and to be really, really, blunt, HER ENGLISH SUCKS AND SHE DOESN'T TEACH WELL. How are we gonna pass geog when she keeps wasting our geog lessons with group arrangements?!?! So she tries, too hard actually. Christina hit her hand really hard on something, and IT WAS SOO FREAKY, 'cause in juz seconds, her face suddenly turned from bright red to realllyyy white and her lips went from pinkish to purplish to really white. OMG, it was SO, sooo freaky, she had to put her head on the table to rest, and the teacher didn't seem to udnerstand her condition, and juz scolded her after lesson sayin' like "It is very rude to put your head on your table when a teacher is teaching" and "your belt is so low... blah blah blah" WTF, so fierce for what, man??? asshole. CAN'T EVEN TEACH, I WANT MS CHUA BACK!! :( , EVERYONE'S COMPLAINING (ALMOST EVERYONE THO :) ).
during recess had to type out the chinese text thingy, then mother tonge period, and oh yea, CME was kinda fun, we had to build a tower out of newspapers, as tall as our desk, and must be very stable, our group's one was so damn tiny and the whoel thing was about to fall off, hehe. zephlyn's one damn funny la, everyone was laughing at it, especially me when they were making it!! haha. and after school, germaine, me, samantha, and germaine went to tiong bahru plaza to take neoprints 9haha, very retarded), then walked around the stores, and guess what?!?! FOUDN A SHOP OFFERING PIERCINGS, INCLUDING THE ONES IN MY WISHLIST, EYEBROW PIERCING, TONGUE PIERCING(I NEED 3), BEAUTY PIERCING(ABOVE THE MOUTH), LIP PIERCING!!! OH LIP!!! LIP!!! HAHA. piercing craze, YEAHHHH!! bridgette, there's naval too, you wanna go? it's 49dollars(ouch!), but it includes the stud and all. and everytime I touch someone, they get an electric shock leh!! especially in tiogn bahru plaza!!! what is wrong wiht me? i got some kinda magnetism in me or somehting, I htink it's my punk metal chain bracelt or my wtach. bah, so weird anyways!!!!
then only me and samantha went to germaine's house, did math homework, played with the dog, watched mtv while eating instant noodles, that's all.. yea, but the father ga